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But I always seem to fuck it all up When there's no more whiskey left in my cup I guess I'll stop and I'll think and pour myself a new drink Trust Fund, by Titanic Sinclair

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Emo Pictures - brianaXbrutalia
brianaXbrutalia
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my last self harm story and my recovery Jul 09 2013, 12:44 AM
The last time I ever self harmed I was 13 and it might have been my 10th or 11th time but I know as of now it was my last. I got into some trouble at home at school and home and my parents got so mad at me they didn't even think to concert me when I cried when I got to school all I heard was `freak fat emo slut skank whore etc.` and so I stole my friends pencil sharpener and after lunch went in to the campus bathroom and threw up :'( I went home with the urge to cut on my mind I got home and I was getting yelled at by my dad to do a better job saying it wasn't good enough for him so I told my mom I was gonna take a shower and I took the blade off the sharpener and cut 20 fish times plus the word victim because I was certain I was gonna kill myself but I didn't cause soon after that my dad took me to a psychiatric ward and when they said. Had to stay there for 3-5 days he held me so tight and called me his baby and then I realized I WAS loved. I have been clean for 103 days today

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Emo Pictures - xXeMoRaCeRXx
xXeMoRaCeRXx
Posts: 18332
Jul 09 2013, 01:32 PM
Great thanks for sharing this :)
Emo Pictures - DizzyDotRocks
DizzyDotRocks
Posts: 830
Jul 10 2013, 12:14 PM
It's really brave of you to post that here. Glad to hear you're doing well, it's a difficult cycle to break out of once you get too far in :(
Emo Pictures - brianaXbrutalia
brianaXbrutalia
Posts: 7
Jul 11 2013, 09:38 AM
I know.... im glad as well I will admit I have had some relapses but hey that's one of the stages of recovery so im happy.. thank you for your comments
Emo Pictures - xXeMoRaCeRXx
xXeMoRaCeRXx
Posts: 18332
Jul 11 2013, 12:09 PM
No problem I love reading stories like this.
Emo Pictures - Xolivia-von-sodomyX
Xolivia-von-sodomyX
Posts: 510
Jul 13 2013, 12:05 AM
im so gald your doing better we all go through bad times but u can always come out of them. u inspired me to write my own :)

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