Dec 15 2014, 08:05 AM

So I'm 14 now.. 😁😝

Dec 03 2014, 01:32 PM

Hey, I hardly write journals that have a purpose but this time I actually want advice on this.. So a while back now ,July 2014 to be exact, I met a guy online, we met in real life and long story short we ended up getting together. I really loved him at first and I think a part of me still does but things have changed a lot since then. It's as if the awesome guy I fell in love with died ages ago and I'm now left with something else. Like he's constantly suicidal and I wouldn't mind but I know he has no intention of doing it, it's all just got attention and it's like 12 times a month. He even faked being in a coma for my reaction, he still won't admit it now even tho Iv found proof. He's doing lots of other stupid shit too so I'm left with doubts as to weather I wanna be with him anymore. Thing is I love him but not as my boyfriend, if that makes sense. I love him as tho he's a family member but I'm not 'sexually' attracted to him anymore, mainly because he's recently started dressing absolutely retarded and he says he just likes doing it for the stares. Thing is I don't wanna make the wrong decision about breaking up with him cos he's my longest and only real life relationship , like it's been 4 months and I'm not sure if want to live without him. I love him but not in that way,, What should I do? Thanks for reading if you did =] x

Nov 05 2014, 02:59 PM

Just so you know, if attention seekers could fly you'd be past the moon right now.

Oct 26 2014, 03:02 PM

Deeper and deeper and deeper and then gone.. But no one cares anyways

Oct 02 2014, 10:07 AM

R.I.P <\\\3 T.T xoxoxo

Sep 15 2014, 02:25 PM

I hate life but death freaks me out, Which one am I meant to go with?