Sep 22 2025, 12:09 AM

I just found out that my ex was cheating the whole time I was with her. Wtf she mean by "You never spent time with me" I gave her everything I could fucking give just for her to getting clapped by another man.

This is why I don't trust people. Everyone wants to say they real when they fake as hell. The crazy part is she told me today, three god damn weeks after she dumped me.

It always be the person who you thought you loved the most. Just don't let people get too close or they might tare your heart out

God kill me now. I can't fucking take this shit anymore.

Sep 17 2025, 10:18 PM

I'm trying to get more fucked up more than I already am

I think I'm just done with this life.

Update: I've gotten fucked up. I think the percs were to strong.

Sorry for the late update. Was to high to think straight. I'm going to do it again

Sep 13 2025, 06:34 PM

My decision is finally. I love you all. 6/2/26. I'm not going to do anything until then

Sep 13 2025, 12:50 AM

I have decided that my 18th year is my last. I don't want sympathy or concern about my mental state, it's been going to for years shit anyway (Thx ADHD meds). I don't know why I'm letting people know about this, I don't want to draw anymore attention to this then I already have.

To all the good people I call friend, the boy can't take anymore of this sick world. Depression is kicking my ass and, I can't win. I'm tired of acting like I'm always a-okay when that couldn't be further from the truth. I'm going to make sure that this last year is worth it.

Sep 10 2025, 12:18 AM

Has anyone else felt like they can't ever help someone they care about. I also fall asleep at 9:30, and that's when everyone suddenly needs my attention. I feel like shit because I'm never there to help my friends who need it, and it sucks because I have to choose to either stay up late and help those who need it, or get my required 8½ hours of sleep.

I just feel like a giant dick for sleeping when people need me.

Sep 02 2025, 04:23 AM

To my friend Willow. I miss you.

I hope you okay and I want to talk to you soon

Sep 01 2025, 03:35 AM

My soul has left my body. I feel empty and lost. I need a beer

Aug 28 2025, 10:17 PM

I need a beer. Who wants to join me?

Had the beer. Pretty good 👍

Aug 25 2025, 10:03 PM

Anyone else hating thier life, or is it just me?

Aug 15 2025, 05:21 AM

I'm.... lost and alone. I don't know if I can live with out the constant constant pain of love