Emily
27 / Female / colorado, United States
Bisexual
Member since:
Aug 13, 2012
Last online:
Jan 13, 2024
Current rating: 8.0/10 (1 votes cast)
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About Me
Life is a song with no one to dance to Same old shit happening and nobody knows My heart is a DEAD horse, there's no point in beating Just let me SINK, let me sink into the FUCKING ground
FUCK IT.
666 party with the devil bitch.
We're ALLfifty shades of fucked up
JOIN THE CLUB
Favourite Music
i like screamo, hard rock, metal.. here see for yourself: three days grace, my chemical romance, seether, pierce the veil, sleeping with sirens, asking alexandria <3, i set my friends on fire, a day to remember, bullet for my valentine, bring me the horizon, underoath, shine down, green day, as I lay dying, suicide silence,ABR, AFI, motionless in white, blood on the dance floor, avenged sevonfold, blacklist me, slipknot, korn, , black veil brides, we butter the bread with butter, dot dot curve, cookie breed, we came as romans, falling in reverse, escape the fate, ...... o_o and more..
Favourite Films / TV / Books
I LOVE ANYTHING MADE BY TIM BURTON THAT INCLUDES JOHNNY DEPP examples: alice in wonderland, sleepy hollow, the corpse bride. the nightmare before christmas, sweeny todd, I LOVE LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE!!!! <3
i watch PRETTY LITTLE LIARS, TEEN WOLF, AWKWARD, WILFRED, :3
... O_O i like good books. ive read alot (hehe im a nerd) um top five out of the millions ive read would be. go ask alice, the forest of hands and teeth, every you every me, the pact, ... and good night gorilla :3
Education / Occupation
IM IN HIGH SCHOOL ... AND I TENT TO WRITE ALOT
Who I'd Like To Meet
id like to meet alex.. my twin. umm johnny depp and the lead singer of asking alexandria
Dear Ryan.
I hate you. you are the worst dad knew to man and i know a million young dads that are doing a better job then you. you lied to me you faked the love for my mom and bottom line you faked love for me. Where were you when effrain did what he did to me huh? with that slut fucking her while i was getting scared for the rest of my life? dads are supposed to protect their little girls and who did you protect the girls you fucked? you know what fuck you FUCK YOU dont you dare make my mom cry anymore i swear to fucking god, you think your bad when your mad you think my moms a bitch well guess what dick im both of you put together. i am a bitch and i will tear you down you dont deserve us you dont deserve money you arnt worth my time you were never here you never helped me from everyone whos every beat me whos ever torn me down. So dont expect me to be at your funeral and sure as fuck dont come to mine. i dont want you in my life. your the reason i dont trust so fuck you. get the fuck away
I'm so done with it I won't go back again and
I'm okay with this, that I'll be on my own
Until the day I die which shouldn't be that long
So I'll just do what I do and make the most of it
I won't fall down again
My heart's now dead and gone
And I'm still breathing
I made it out alive
Oh fuck
i hope you'll miss me when im gone c': bye
Right from the start
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them
Now you've been talking in your sleep oh oh
Things you never say to me oh oh
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I'm sorry I don't understand
Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
(Oh we had everything)
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everythin'
And it's all in your mind
(Yeah but this is happenin')
You've been havin' real bad dreams oh oh
You used to lie so close to me oh oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love
Oh our love, our love
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I never stopped
You're still written in the scars on my heart
You're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
Oh tear ducts and rust
I'll fix it for us
We're collecting dust
But our love's enough
You're holding it in
You're pouring a drink
No nothing is as bad as it seems
We'll come clean
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
Oh we can learn to love again
Oh we can learn to love again oh oh
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I'm out the door, I'm on my ass again like every night before
I'm off the wall, out of my fucking mind, I'm out of control
I'll be the end of her, I'm in her head and in control
She's let me in, now take a sip and let the show begin
The floor's all yours, the house is full
You've made the slip now take the fall
I pull your strings, you're too deep in
So will she sink or swim
Ladies and Gentlemen place your fucking bets,
Here we go
Oh she's down, how very spectacular
What a work of art I've spawned
Man am I proud of myself on this one
She's such a fucking masterpiece
Self destruction is such a pretty little thing
I know that I should walk away
But I can't bring myself to quit this game
She's just a beautiful girl with the weight of the world on her shoulders
I'm just a kick in the teeth from a world that's painted gold
[Laughing]
Turn the fucking table
She's out the door, she's on her ass again like every night before
She's off the wall, out of her fucking mind, she's out of control
I was the end of her
In her head, in control
Just like before
I should've told you again
That I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
Just like before
I should've told you again
That I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
Just like before
I should've told you again
That I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
Just like before
I should've told you again
That I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
Just like before
I should've told you again
That I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry.
no what the hell you are not allowed to cry because you did it you stopped it and broke a heart and fuck thats your fault so no tears for the damn shit you do because you cant trust fuck your pathetic like honestly how can you be so damn selfish jesus emily you are going to burn in hell fuck you are how do you live with yourself like wow .... wow
lets get this shit over with shall we. because right now im torn between being extremely fucking pissed and going into depression again. so this shit better end fucking fast. no no and no i told everyone already that i stop feeling and no one listened i told everyone that i was having computer issues and no one listened i told everyone i would be on when i could and no one listened. so i dont know where the fuck i went wrong to get all this god damn fucking hate from everyone. and now im losing a lot of my friends for god only knows what because no one wants to bother to explain anything to me. how explain to me how am i supposed to help or fix anything when you wont fucking talk.
