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soEmo.co.uk - Emo Kids - KatiyaBoneZ

KatiyaBoneZ
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Katiya LeopardBitxxx
29 / Female / SPB *_*, Russia
Bisexual / Single & Looking
Member since: Mar 27, 2012
Last online: May 14, 2012

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About Me

I already hid a love because I was afraid to lose it… I already lost a love because I was scared and hid it…

I already held someone’s hands for fear… I already had so much fear that I couldn’t even fall my hands…

I already expelled people that I loved from my life… I already bitterly regretted that…

I already spent night crying till I fell asleep… I already fell asleep so happy that I couldn’t even close my eyes…

I already believed in perfect love… I already found out they’re rare but you could be one of them…

I already loved people that disappointed me… I already disappointed people that loved me…

I already spent hours in front of a mirror trying to find out who I really am… I already had so sure of myself that I wanted to disappear…

I already lied and regretted it… I also told the truth and also regretted…

I already pretended to not give a damn about people I loved… Latter I cried alone in my corner…

I already smiled by crying tears of joy… I already cried of so many laughs…

I already believed in people who didn’t worth it… I already stop believing in the ones who really did…

I already had hysterical laugh attacks when I couldn’t…. I already broke things with rage…

I already missed someone really much but never had courage to tell…

I already screamed when I should have talk… I already shut up when I shall have screamed…

Many times I didn’t tell what I felt/thought to please some…Other times I told what I didn’t think to hurt  others…

I already pretended to be who I’m not to please some… I already pretended to be who I’m not to bother others…

I already told jokes and more jokes without any fun just to see a friend happy…

I already made up stories with happy end in my head just to give hopes to myself…

I already dreamt too much… So much that I confused it with reality…

I already was scared of the dark… But now it’s in the dark where I find myself…

I already fell many times thinking I’d never get up… I already got up thinking I wouldn’t ever fall again…

I already called to who I didn’t want to not to call to who I really wanted…

I already ran after a car because inside there was someone I loved…

I already called for you in the middle of a night running away from a nightmare, but you didn’t appear and my nightmare just got bigger…

I already called close people “Friend” and discovered they weren’t…However, I know that there are people that I don’t even need to call and that will always be SPECIAL, by my side…

Don’t give me right formulas, I don’t wanna be always right!

Don’t show me what to do; I’ll always follow my heart!

Don’t try to make me be what I’m not because I’m different…

I don’t know how to not to love completely, I can’t live by lies, I don’t know how to fly with my feet on the ground…

I’m always myself but I surely won’t be the same forever… People like you change me…

I like the slowest poisons, the bitterest drink, the most powerful drugs, the most insane ideas, the most complex thoughts, the strongest feelings…

I have huge appetites and the craziest deliriums…

“You can even pull me from an abyss and I’m gonna shout:

-SO WHAT? I LOVE TO FLY <3”

Come to know me ;)

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I have no education, some say, but I'm breath philisophy since i was in my craddle :D

Who I'd Like To Meet

You? ;3

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ponchen
Apr 28 2012, 08:08 AM
Pretty fine as well :*** Uhm, not really. But I know now when I'll get my tattoo *-*
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ponchen
Apr 22 2012, 03:23 AM
Hey there sweety :* How are you? Anything new over there? c:
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ponchen
Apr 13 2012, 12:54 AM
Sorry for the late reply cutie :o I've been busy some way. Well no not really, how about you? C:
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ponchen
Mar 31 2012, 05:27 AM
But it's cute :3 Haha, I think so :) How are you right now?~
Emo Pictures - ponchen
ponchen
Mar 28 2012, 11:29 AM
Not exactly, but I understood ;) Kinda cute *^* Ew. That's Not near :/ 'cause I live in North-Rhine Westphalia :/
Emo Pictures - ponchen
ponchen
Mar 28 2012, 09:33 AM
Yay :3 Do you know a bit german? :) Well, hopefully it's near to me :D Aww -__-' Just don't like cold.
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ponchen
Mar 28 2012, 08:49 AM
Sounds good :) When you go to Germany, let me know ;D May we could meet then ;) Uhm. Nothing special^^ Just beautiful spring weather :)
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ponchen
Mar 28 2012, 06:52 AM
:) So, how's life over there?
Emo Pictures - ponchen
ponchen
Mar 28 2012, 06:41 AM
Haha :D Maybe? :) Uhm, yeah I think so. But Spanish and Japanese are enough for now ;3 Maybe I gonna learn some more languages some time :)
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ponchen
Mar 28 2012, 06:36 AM
Haha, I mean I am german, so I should know this language ;) :P And, seriously, I'm learning japanese and spanish atm at the same time, and both is that easy :o
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