Sep 03 2025, 02:34 AM

HIII!!

so where exactly have I been the past few months??

erm ya mamas house.KIDDING! Ok so small update that person I was interested in that was in the grade above me ermm.. we dated also she’s actually a girl which I don’t care I love all genders!! But we broke up and I moved to a new school but yeah.. we still friends and I’ve been getting my stuff together and some how getting my grades up. I’m also so sad I was supposed to go to PTV tour but my dumbass got grounded. Anywho!! Hi again<3

Jun 11 2025, 08:00 PM

HEYY GUYSS!

I havent been on due to being grounded and I still am I’m just at summer camp. BUT ONG IM SO INLOVE WITH THIS GUY FROM THE GRADE ABOVE. WE R GOUNG TI GO TO ONE OF THOSE OUTSIDE MARKETS TOGETHER AND IM SO HAPPY. 

I’ve been getting it together lately and taking better of myself so I’ve been feeling better about myself. Also I’m grounded for having insta but if you wanna follow me it’s m3ch4n1c4l_br1d3. ALSO I WAS READING MY OLD JOURNAL ENTRIES AND WHAT THE FREAK WAS I ON? I promise I dont like Emo boys like a fetish. If it seemed that way I am SO sorry. So yeah

Mar 25 2025, 10:39 PM

TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS.

if that triggers you please do not read I want you to take care of yourself please :(. You have been warned.

Im seriously so tired of life. Like I’ve had manic episodes and ended up doing stupid shit. My dad and step-mom might separate even if she really isn’t my mom I see her that way. I can’t remember the last time I wasn’t scared to come out of my room. Spring break ends after today and I’m not ready to go back to school. I haven’t missed all that much but I hate it there. Luckily I’m moving schools next year. 

Life hasn’t exactly been good for the past few years. I genuinely think my life went down hill after my mom got married. I’ve been at war with wanting to end it or not. I know I shouldn’t and I don’t want to put my family through that. But lately life seems just too much. So I’ll be taking a break off the internet for some time just to cope with things or maybe not since the media seems to be my only escape from life. Anytime something good happens it seems only for a mere day or so and I still feel empty.

Mar 19 2025, 07:31 PM

Hi guysss I’m really bored so I’m writing this because I can. 

And if you think I magically got an Emo boyfriend from last time then you’d be wrong. Sadly it hasn’t happened yet but trust me it totally will (not). I wish guys at my school were emo but whatever.

Mar 08 2025, 06:28 PM

Hey guysss I’m back I was grounded for a little bit :(( and I swear that fucking reading teacher sucks ass. She literally tells our class period she loves us and then complains to her other classes that she hates us. CAN WE LEAVE THE TWO-FACED BEHAVIOR IN MIDDLE SCHOOL?? 

Anyways I’m starting to realize there are so many creeps on this website. Like no Vro I’m not sending you pics that’s illegal. I’m getting flashbacks to BOTDF. 

Anywayss I really like Emo guys but every time I have had a crush on one they are always dating someone, gay, creeps, or straight assholes (not a homophobic I promise I’m literally pansexual T-T they just like men and I’ a girl sooo hopefully I didn’t come off like that). Anyways if you’re my age you should give me a chanceee I’m desperate. T-T

Feb 05 2025, 02:50 AM

I took mid-term test yesterday for reading and my reading teacher was reading out our grades so we could set a goal for the final. She gave us the option for her to read it out loud or tell us privately and everyone except me chose to have theirs read out loud. So when I chose to be told privately everyone in the class literally started calling me a whiny AND the teacher joined. IM LITERALLY GONNA LOOSE IT. But tomorrow I’m taking my math test which I’m not very excited for but I go to 1st and 2nd period tomorrow after for an entire hour and I LOVE 2nd because my crush is in there :PP

Jan 19 2025, 05:45 AM

Hey what’s up!!!  I’m back from my break I thought it would be way longer but here I am. Better..sort of??? I’m so sadddd TikTok is banned!!! :(( I was hoping this wouldnt happen but it did. Anyways I got a hair cut yesterday so here it is definitely took some convincing but it worked out nicely in the end

Jan 15 2025, 06:33 AM

Hey what’s up everybody… here’s a little update on my life and what’s currently going on. I know this isn’t exactly my usual ..uh subject.

so recently I don’t know what happened but I broke up with my boyfriend. For a little information he started getting a little too touchy with a certain girl.. and I had voiced my feelings about the situation because i felt it needed to be discussed. I had done this on multiple occasions But nothing had ever been done and as of yesterday things are over with us. I’ve talked to my friend and he told me what he had been saying about me. To sum it up he had been bodyshaming me telling MY friends that I’m too controlling when the only thing I had done was express how I felt. So currently I have like no self esteem and my confidence is significantly low. So I may or may not be taking a break from this website and just other things in general. Don’t worry I’ll probably come back on here in a month or so.

But uh besides that I also have soon good news!! I’ve recently became friends with someone I’ve really wanted to for like..FOREVER and I’m finally getting the ever so Emo haircut I’ve been wanting maybe it’ll help my confidence! So yeha-

Dec 27 2024, 01:18 AM

Whatss up guys happy holidays!! I’m a little sad cuz Christmas didn’t feel like Christmas this year at all but that’s ok!!!

I’m a little curious so tell me what you got for Christmas!!

I definitely like my presents this year. I got a record player and some vinyls!!! I nearly cried. Sadly Vic Fuentes nor my boyfriend was under the tree. (I indeed do have a bf now. He’s a very silly guy.) 

Yes I’m in hello kitty pajamas fuck off hello kitty is awesome. I also got some South Park things like a Lego set or smth which I built and a PTV shirt from my uncle!!!! 

Besides that I’m grateful for what I got but low key I dislike that my cousins got more stuff than me. Everyone got the same amount of gifts and it’s a little obvious to see who’s the favorite but regardless I’m still grateful for what I got this year. Also please let me explain that I’m not trying to seem spoiled or anything it’s just it’s a little unfair. Also I’m pretty sure most my of my brothers noticed as well.

Dec 19 2024, 05:10 AM

HEY AGAINN ITS ME..am back from a small break up. I’m fine I honestly just forgot I had an account. Anywaysss since Christmas is coming up…I can finally play secret Santa (it’s fun ok 😭)..

Besides that I just wanted to say hi and that I’m back..