To a chair we see your breath in the air, but only for a little while. Your cold pale skin and tainted purple lips. Let me embrace you with this kiss and together we'll float like angels. Together... together we will float like angels The Words Best Friend Become Redefined, by Chiodos
Rivan
16 / Male / Upstate NY, United States
Gay/Lesbian / In a Relationship
Member since:
Apr 27, 2024
Last online:
Dec 02, 2025
Current rating: 7.1/10 (27 votes cast)
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About Me
I don't think I'm meant for this world; I just don't see the point, don't think about it, don't overthink about it... The Divine Zero, by Pierce The Veil
Check out my instagram @RivanRazorblade
Favourite Music
I like Pierce The Veil, My Chemical Romance, Never Shout Never, System of a Down, Fall out boy, Get scared, brokencyde, Korn, falling in reverse, LimpBizkit, The cure, Tool, Linkin park, Panic! at the disco, black veil brides, three days grace,sleeping with sirens, Alesana, Framing hanley, J Bigga, Silverstein, Nine Inch Nails, 3OH!3, Millionaires, Picture Me Broken, Alexisonfire, Nickasaur, scene kidz, jakewolf, breath Carolina, Scotty vanity, blood on the dance floor, saosin, from first to last, Billy talent, L.S. Dunes, The used, cute is what we aim for, modern day escape, say anything, Ingrid Michaelson, mayday parade, before today, Hellogoodbye, Silverstein, An evening at elmwood, isles and glaciers, Underoath, dance Gavin dance, Chiodos, Circa Survive, Bring me the horizon, frank iero, we the kings, of mice and men, all time low, kyst, The Medic Droid, Teen Hearts, Jeffree star, I Set My Friends On Fire, Kill Paradise, Attack Attack!, Deftones, A Story In Blood, 4Dbling, Mayday! Cried the captain, Show me the skyline, Unwanted Superheroes, Last day lost, The Bride Wore Black, Ghost Town, Alexandher, Ohemgee, Alex g, Anything like those cause I am literally obsessed with music!!
Favourite Films / TV / Books
Movies - Sala sambojcow, American Satan, A Serbian Film, American psycho, and Texas Chain Saw Massacre (1974), Megan is missing, bubble boy, Norbit, The shining, Edward scissorhands, Scream, Friday the 13th, Elvira Mistress Of The Dark, Human centipede, any of the saw movies…. Any movie with Joseph Gordon levitt
Tv show - my little pony, Invader zim, adventure time, Phineas and ferb, South Park, mtv downtown, and clone high. any adult swim cartoon stuff like that I LOVE SPONGEBOB SO MUCH
Books - The Primal Screamer, Pete the cat, fantasticland, I don’t read very much but I really like poetry
Education / Occupation
High school
Who I'd Like To Meet
Christofer drew from never shout never and my online friends irl
I should be piercing my top lip next month!!!! I can’t wait
sorry if I haven’t been active much on here I’m in a really bad mental state so I haven’t been messaging too many friends or being online like I used to be
Started summer school yesterday and it was actually not that bad, I made some friends and they all had dyed hair and piercings and it actually takes place in my new schools building!! Some kids have 4 hours of summer school but I’ve got only 2 since I just have algebra work
i feel like after yesterday the teacher actually slowed down to help us learn and stop and wait for us to take notes and she even gives us like snacks and stuff
one girl was like “I like your piercings” and I’m like yes I love your nose ring omg
then we have Morgan and she was super duper cool and the second I walked into the room she’s like “I’m not evil I swear when I saw you get here I like oh thank god an emo is here” so I sat next to her cause she seemed chill
another guy and girl sat with us AND THIS GUY WAS HELD BACK LIKE TWICE. and the girl was just super cool she wore a black hoodie and skinny jeans with a nose ring as mentioned before and we also talked about monster flavors
everyone was so nice though and it’s cool seeing kids in the same boat I am
i think these next 4 weeks aren’t gonna be as bad as I thought
Went to a bonfire thing, ate popsicles, drank faygo, monster, and ate donut holes…. She drove a golf cart and almost crashed us into a ditch in pitch darkness
before it got to that point we watched the sunset, drove further until it was just dark woods then we got scared and drove back 😭
I got a sick panic at the disco shirt from her that she thrifted for me that I absolutely adore
we watched fireworks and ate black berries while recording on a vintage camcorder
Summer is so nice ughhhh, I’ve been playing way too much dress to impress on Roblox…. My wife is so cool guys 😍 hanging out with my friend to get ice cream tomorrow I’m super excited cause we do Impulsive dumb shit
Wait guys I lowkey got a girlfriend who isn’t a stalker or insane and she’s really nice and has a good sense of humor and since I’ve been talking to her for a little now I can actually confirm she’s not a 30 year old 🤧🤧
she likes SpongeBob and pierce the veil and shes just awesome
for a bit I was kinda nervous to date anyone after being preyed on by so many creeps online or girls WAY to young who I don’t even like at all and make it clear I’m too old for them and they confess to me the second the follow me on instagram which is just weird
I am an extraordinary level of pissed right now. This fucking bitch ghosted me, ignored me, refused to sign a yearbook, didn’t talk to me, went off on her story and whined to her friends, all because I said a regents exam was easier for me than I had anticipated and it quote “made me feel awful”
”okay honestly YES I am fucking mad because I was literally sobbing over regents because I thought I failed and you couldn’t stop bragging over how easy it was for you?? hello?? It made me feel awful dude”
now for some background all I said was “holy shit I’m praying I passed that test was a little easier than I anticipated I thought I was absolutely dead” when she said she thought she failed AND SHE WASNT EVEN CRYING I SAID “hey I’m sure you did amazing wren, you’re smart and I’m sure you aced it”
I’m a whole new level of fucking pissed right now and I’m about to crash the fuck out
My friend wren last spoke to me on Wednesday then left me on read Thursday and now won’t even open my messages but she’s online TikTok and getting a boyfriend and updating her insta story consistently and messaging other people and I think I’m being paranoid but I’m scared if I said or did something to hurt her and I’m stressing and she apparently left me on read on instagram 4 hours ago… what the fuck dude like what else am I supposed to do? I’m talking to a brick wall