Life's not perfect as it seems and we were meant for better things, than giving up on love, when giving up is never good enough Not So Perfect, by Johnnie Guilbert
Rivan
16 / Nonbinary / Upstate NY, United States
Bisexual / Single
Member since:
Apr 27, 2024
Last online:
Jan 21, 2026
Current rating: 7.4/10 (38 votes cast)
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About Me
I don't think I'm meant for this world; I just don't see the point, don't think about it, don't overthink about it... The Divine Zero, by Pierce The Veil
Check out my instagram @RivanRazorblade
Favourite Music
I like Pierce The Veil, My Chemical Romance, Never Shout Never, System of a Down, Fall out boy, Get scared, brokencyde, Korn, falling in reverse, LimpBizkit, The cure, Tool, Linkin park, Panic! at the disco, black veil brides, three days grace,sleeping with sirens, Alesana, Framing hanley, J Bigga, Silverstein, Nine Inch Nails, 3OH!3, Millionaires, Picture Me Broken, Alexisonfire, Nickasaur, scene kidz, jakewolf, breath Carolina, Scotty vanity, blood on the dance floor, saosin, from first to last, Billy talent, L.S. Dunes, The used, cute is what we aim for, modern day escape, say anything, Ingrid Michaelson, mayday parade, before today, Hellogoodbye, Silverstein, An evening at elmwood, isles and glaciers, Underoath, dance Gavin dance, Chiodos, Circa Survive, Bring me the horizon, frank iero, we the kings, of mice and men, all time low, kyst, The Medic Droid, Teen Hearts, Jeffree star, I Set My Friends On Fire, Kill Paradise, Attack Attack!, Deftones, A Story In Blood, 4Dbling, Mayday! Cried the captain, Show me the skyline, Unwanted Superheroes, Last day lost, The Bride Wore Black, Ghost Town, Alexandher, Ohemgee, Alex g, Anything like those cause I am literally obsessed with music!!
Favourite Films / TV / Books
Movies - Sala sambojcow, American Satan, A Serbian Film, American psycho, and Texas Chain Saw Massacre (1974), Megan is missing, bubble boy, Norbit, The shining, Edward scissorhands, Scream, Friday the 13th, Elvira Mistress Of The Dark, Human centipede, any of the saw movies…. Any movie with Joseph Gordon levitt
Tv show - my little pony, Invader zim, adventure time, Phineas and ferb, South Park, mtv downtown, and clone high. any adult swim cartoon stuff like that I LOVE SPONGEBOB SO MUCH
Books - The Primal Screamer, Pete the cat, fantasticland, I don’t read very much but I really like poetry
Education / Occupation
High school
Who I'd Like To Meet
Christofer drew from never shout never and my online friends irl
I am an extraordinary level of pissed right now. This fucking bitch ghosted me, ignored me, refused to sign a yearbook, didn’t talk to me, went off on her story and whined to her friends, all because I said a regents exam was easier for me than I had anticipated and it quote “made me feel awful”
”okay honestly YES I am fucking mad because I was literally sobbing over regents because I thought I failed and you couldn’t stop bragging over how easy it was for you?? hello?? It made me feel awful dude”
now for some background all I said was “holy shit I’m praying I passed that test was a little easier than I anticipated I thought I was absolutely dead” when she said she thought she failed AND SHE WASNT EVEN CRYING I SAID “hey I’m sure you did amazing wren, you’re smart and I’m sure you aced it”
I’m a whole new level of fucking pissed right now and I’m about to crash the fuck out
My friend wren last spoke to me on Wednesday then left me on read Thursday and now won’t even open my messages but she’s online TikTok and getting a boyfriend and updating her insta story consistently and messaging other people and I think I’m being paranoid but I’m scared if I said or did something to hurt her and I’m stressing and she apparently left me on read on instagram 4 hours ago… what the fuck dude like what else am I supposed to do? I’m talking to a brick wall