I did work in catering for a number of years and was training as a chef, I only had about 18 months left to go but sadly the hotel group I was working for went under and at the time the catering industry was doing quite badly so the opportunity wasnt there for me to continue. I decided to go into something completely different. Haha I look forward to my digital Chibi if you get chance, Im not too sure about getting shot in Sims 2. :P Id love to see your drawings; do you have them scanned in? I think my gmail account is probably the best one to send them to abirley@gmail.com. Haha, I like how gay dude came about; its one of my favourite phrases now. :D You arent far wrong actually with gay dudes needing a hug, most actually do despite the impression they may give out. The Random Family have had a few hug days, I actually quite enjoy them, it is entertaining to see the looks on straight mens faces when confronted with being hugged by Bambi and the like. :D Haha sounds like you had a great hug day. Hehe, I havent got bored by your ramblings at all, Ive enjoyed reading them. I love speaking to you too and all compliments are gratefully received, remembered and stored for future ego polishing. :P I dont hear it that often. :) Nightmare couple of weeks: Thankfully things have now settled and I have managed to get some calm again. I have had numerous arguments with parents, my current contract has been cut short due to a lack of funding, and however I dont anticipate it taking too long to secure a new one elsewhere (fingers crossed). I know my spelling was terrible, Ive actually just read the message back and even I am shocked. Sincere apologies for the hows u?. :s

I have to say I am loving my new snakebites, the actual piercing wasnt as bad as I thought, I wont say it wasnt painful, but it was a very short sharp pain as the needle went through and that was about it. They are a little sore, there is a little bruising and my lip was quite swollen for a few days but thankfully that is now starting to subside. It is going pretty much as the piercer said it would. The cleaning and aftercare is a little fiddly and time consuming but my piercer made it really clear that if it isnt done then due to the location the risk of infection is higher than other areas so I am being careful to ensure I keep everything clean and stick to the regime as I dont want to get an infection and perhaps lose the piercings. Shaving is a little tricky, but I manage. They do suit me, lots have people have said so and I have wanted them for so long every time I catch sight of them in the mirror I do have to smile. I shall get some pictures etc once the swelling and bruising has gone. Hopefully your headaches have eased up and Im glad youve been a little happier. :) Im ok, been a lot going on and I am just glad the last couple of week are over and things are settling, finding a new contract seems a minor thing against some of the stresses of the last couple of weeks. As well there is the new boy that I mentioned to start with, which seems to be going ok, I just have a few barriers up I guess, but he is managing to make a little dent in them, so fingers crossed. :D Hehe I often find video games are quite a good way to relax for me and I do play them quite often. I am currently working my way through Project Zero II on the X-Box. Well I have finally managed to finish my reply and I have noticed that the forums are now up on soEmo.co.uk, and I feel I shall be starting some topics of discussion on there, so keep an eye out and please join in. I am quite hopeful that the soEmo.co.uk community may actually give so stimulating responses, as so far people I have spoke to on here have come across pretty cool. Its nice for a change. Hope all is well sweetness and look forward to your reply when you get chance, take care XxMwahxX <3 <3

HELLYEAHH! Hahaha, enjoy meeting my insane friends ? My phone is utterly fucked after the water fountains, btw :P iloveyou xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I'm doing great, thanks, you? :] My saturday has been awesome, went to town with Jess for a few hours, then came back here and my parents had a barbecue randomly going so that was pretty cool. Then we watched a load of Scrubs (best program evarrr) and then headed over to Jess's and hung out there. I just got back now.. Midnight. Haha. :] Yours?

Yea was hot again. Only just managed to get on the computer. I have been busy with a birthday and other things. So many new members to welcome and stuff argh! I'm fine though, you? xx

Ehhh if you count beign in a mall for 6 hours alone and eing increably shy and not no anyone there and not able to go homebecause you have no money and you have to wait tell 10 to get homne good then i guess i was good...

Actualyl allof my friends dont -_- but i do... www.myspace.com/kawakaii

Awhh okies (: Yeahh, 1 PM's great! I'll have my phone at the ready (: HELLYEAHH!! Argh, I know. I'm wandering around in jeans and t-shirt and my mum keeps giving me weird looks cause I'm normally in hoodies. It's pretty funny (: And we had an epic water fight on the way home from school and I was wearing a really thin white school blouse with a purple bra and it went see-through and stuck to the lace (lace again!)... everyone was like... PWNED! But these guys we walk with, Ant and Leo, looked like seals... SO funny. Lmaooo!!!! Seriously!? I'd actually kill to see that :P The funniest one I ever saw was wither the old guy being pulled along on the ground on his stomach by his dog (it was chasing a cat) or the tiny old woman on holiday... it was really windy and she was on a sun lounger and it just blew straight into the pool... Ahaha, just for you, I WILL buy more xD I'm blatantly gonna call you TantraLACE from now on... sounds like a scene name :P I love youu so much, girl! xoxoxoxoxoxo.

im roxi XD ah thankies. you okay? x

Hiya Tantra!! havent said hi ina while, so thought i would :D erm... this might seem quite random, but i added some of my drawings that i've done on my pics, and was wondering if you could take a look and tell mewhat you think? Im beginning to put together a portfolio, so in case i screw up my art exam, i can still get into college hopefully XD anyway, take care, I'll talk to you laters! love xoxox