Heya I should be in bed anyways yea the pirate thing went well thanks. I have some pictures to go up at some point :p It's strange that I now tend to use my own site more than Myspace, etc! Lucky you I want to go to the beach as well! Tomorrow not much clean car, work on site, chill out. Matt x x

quick comment, can u look at my pics and comment on the ones u really like thx. xoxox

Man, I love you Tantan ! I've missed you ! Where've you been!? *weeps* Ahahaha. Been up to much then ? [i]iloveyou[/i] xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo.

I should have a busy but great bank holiday weekend thanks. More happy recently :] Possibly the first meeting on soEmo.co.uk then :D I'll be hard at work on the forums on sunday and monday and hopefully they'll be up. Rest of the time I'll be socialising. In fact I'm very late at the moment!! Hope you have a good weekend. What you getting upto? x x x

Get Evie on here :] x

i have many yrs 2 go...i havent started i strt in agust lol.......over here we only got 3 yrs of highschool.we start it in the ninth grade...lol,,,,its hard i think,idk im not there yet,makes me nervous sometimes lol how many higschool yrs u have??

Yeahh, im FINALLY getting my tongue pierce. woop woop! You have anything to look forward to? Oh, btw, how was the Kill Hannah gig?

Hey hey gorgeous ;-) My internet died again, turns out theres something wrong with my line so after several rants at BT they are attaching me a new one this week from the nearest telephone post type thingy :-D Have you had a good week / weekend? Mine ended up turning into a right random weekend of craziness, odd events and some people I used to associate with in my substance abuse years trying to drag me back into their world, which just isnt going to happen, but it got rather annoying after a while that they just wouldnt leave me alone to enjoy my weekend. :-s I have no problem with them doing it but I soon get annoyed when people start trying to push me into something I have no interest in. Windows Live Messenger: Well apart from the fact that Ive had no internet again! Grrrr :-(, I dont seem to be signing into to it too often now and cant say Im really missing it that much. The one word answer can only be endured for so long before I just get bored and forget about such pointless activities. Hehe, yes I am getting amused and the length of time its taking to write replies, but yours are well worth waiting for and I like to make sure that I have a little think about what I wish to say so I dont mind taking that little extra time and effort to give a thought out response. :D Love you too, honey! :D XxMwahxX

Never stand still weekends and Andys self-guidelines part (lost count now :P): Yeah wasnt my best weekend, lots of silly people doing silly things and this one turned into a bit of an annoyance as well, but its now over again and looking forward to next weekend as its the bank holiday. Got a South Yorkshire Pride warm up event and then SpeedQueen on the Sunday, this should be great fun. Something happened that was very much wrong and confusing though, I kissed my exs now new ex-boyfriend, a few times! I have no idea why it particularly happened as I had never really thought about him that way, I hadnt even had a few drinks so cant blame that, it was a bit strange and really shouldnt have happened. However I cant say that it was unpleasant or anything, I have text him a few times since, and he has text me. Im just a bit unsure if it would be a wise thing to get involved with him, I can already see how its going to look and I kind of think one he may be on the rebound and two it just seems a strange situation, and not that I would care what anyone thinks, but if too many people are making comments, being bitchy, having a go etc, I do have a level where I just get wound up and will start having rather rant like confrontations with people. :-s Well, it was maybe a good idea that you stayed in if you werent very well, but when your feeling ill and perhaps would like to go out, I just find that it can make for a rather boring weekend. Yeah definitely fill me in on the details of what you get up to.

Rocking the casbah to tire me out. :P: Hmmm you could be right, although perhaps I should clarify; its not very often that I have meaningful exchanges with someone. It does take me quite a quite a while to get close to someone and I often get somewhat freaked out by it all if I do start getting close with someone and then end up on a mission to find things wrong with the person and ultimately end it. Hehe, but maybe if I do engage in more horizontal aerobics then it might tire me out, but I wouldnt be too hopeful. :-s. I didnt sleep at all after Thursday night until last night (Sunday) and even then I only slept for about three and a bit hours. Woke up this morning about 5am and feel perfectly fine, I think I am just incapable of sleeping for long periods, Im going to have to try spiking my own drinks with Rohypnol, lol. :P Annoying neighbours / chavs / bottom feeders / embarrassment to society: Yeah really not what you need when youre trying to prepare for exams, specially as it GCSEs and you really do need to do well in them. I have often thought of arranging a slight a slight explosion at the neighbours, a few well placed pipe bombs (can send you the instructions on how to build them if you want :D), perhaps an unfortunate leak in the gas line. :D Im sure no one would really get too upset about a few less chavs in the world. :P