Dec 30 2014, 02:12 PM

Well schools coming up on January 5th, if any of you have it longer then lucky ya'll (except if the holidays started later for you). *sigh* and I really want to talk about this annoying thing... POPULARITY... The most pathetic thing I have ever seen. People always cry and moan about how fucking popular they are and some even cry by getting harassed by popular people. It just really annoys me big time, popularity is just for attention fucking seekers. The most highest people who get popularity is the assholes! The reason to this is because as first they may be nice and sweet but then eventually after getting all that greed, fame and power, they are just going out of control with it they just like to pick on the lowest of the schools society, makes me fucking sick! I mean this one time at school I saw half of students at the school following this popular kid around because she was in a situation and mad, it was fucking idiotic and stupid. And another thing, the reason why most females in schools like to date the assholes of the school is all about the fucking popularity! Dating a guy just because he's popular, fucking stupid and idiotic, but at my school that's not really the issue, they date them for another reason, a reason I don't know, I mean SOME of them date assholes because of popularity but not all of them. And Jocks? Oh my god... the jocks... complete fools if you ask me... they are full of popularity and are loved by females. I mean a jock isn't necessarily an athlete (most of them are, but at my school, it's very less), a jock is anyone who believes in themselves, because they wear nice clothes, because they date and screw the best looking girl, because the teachers treat them different, deserve and are "better then everyone else". Nearly every lesson I have that includes a chav or a jock has a teacher talking to them over the class, basically talking about life and good times. I got this annoying jock/chav (mostly chav then jock) in my lesson that grabs my pen all the time and one time got it stuck underneath a bench, thus me losing it. So this one time that actually happened a while ago this month, he and his friend were messing around and having a laugh, he threw his pen near my location and told me to grab it and give it to him, but I didn't and just sat there doing my work, he then got up came over and got his pen, went over to me then grabbed MY pen (NOTE: before he even got up from his chair to get his pen, I could already tell he was gonna grab my pen, so I was ready and planned it in my head) so this time, at this VERY POINT, I had it in me, I've known for a while now when someone like him gets hit by a weak and defenseless/unpopular person, they get laughed at, but not only that, rumours go on for WEEKS! So at that point when he came over to grab my pen, I had to make the decision, these thoughts/choices were like bullets to me! So as he grabbed my pen, I got straight up, and tried punching him in the face, I failed but actually did hit him, he hit me back, and I could feel the pain rush through me... he then started moaning about why I did that, and I told him because he tried stealing my pen, I then said to him if he does it again, "I'll cut off your nose, have it dipped in gold, and I'll wear it as a ring!" he then started going on about it for the rest of the lesson, I could hear him silently talking to his friend saying stuff like "I swear I'll knock him in" and other stuff similar to that. At some point, someone asked him what I did, he explained the actions, and made a miscalculation at this point, he claimed I said "I'll cut off your nose, have it dipped in gold, and I'll wear it as a WATCH!" wtf?! At this point after a few minutes he said it to another person but this time he said I said "I'll cut off your nose, have it dipped in gold, and I'll wear it as a NECKLACE!", my reaction to that was "CAN THESE FUCKING IDIOTS MAKE UP THEIR DAMN MIND ON WHAT I SAID FOR FALSE RUMOURS!?" the other person who he said it to earlier heard him say it and she said "I thought you said WATCH?" I was purely angered, and I regret doing that to him. And it didn't do any good, hopefully no rumours go around. I need to shape up my mind, there's some other stuff I need to write about but I'll write it down later once I calm down and get my mind straight...

Dec 28 2014, 08:15 PM

Well... it's been a few days now and I didn't even upload an entry on Christmas Day. Well I guess I can say things here. Let's see now... for Christmas I got some clothes, real bad ass clothes. Not to mention I actually got a TRENCH COAT (duster actually to be exact) and it resembles the matrix BIG TIME, however it's too big for me so I'm gonna take it to a shop today in the day time where they can reduce the size of it, then, I'll wear it wherever I go! God this coat looks so military like! I also got a 3DS, been wanting one for a while so I can play KHDDD and SSBU, however due to it not coming with a charger, it died... and I'm still on the search for a charger... However other then those presents, I got quite a lot of candy :3 Anyways, I'm not sure if my parents will allow me to wear this coat outside, coz my mother claims "you will definitely get beaten up if you go out in that" but I know my ways around people, I know where to go, and I always check corners before moving ahead, coz trust me, this town is full of junkies and young bloods.

Dec 24 2014, 03:25 PM

Even though it ain't really the best thing to all of us out of there, but... Merry Christmas and Happy Hanukkah to all you emo's out there ^.^ Now I'm gonna catch some sleep, hope ya'll enjoy it, not sure if I will...

Dec 23 2014, 04:48 PM

Wow, look at that, just like last year GTA Online has snow! It's a shame you can't get it for GTA V, well technically you can but it only lets snow FALL but not on the ground. Shame, oh well, better enjoy it while it lasts, but what's better is it lasts longer and not only that, you can now throw SNOWBALLS :D

Dec 23 2014, 09:15 AM

Well, I'm back once again on this site, and I'm once again sorry to all those who I didn't reply messages, I've just been real tired recently and I've got to help out with others for Christmas. So anyways, it's only two sleeps away from Christmas, hope ya'll have a good one, I'm not sure if I will though... Just passing by to post this entry to you all so you know I'm not "dead".

Dec 18 2014, 01:29 PM

Well now... it's been a while since I've come onto this site, my computer has began to run real slow and webpages are beginning to become unavailable. Have to reset my router then uninstall Google Chrome and restart my computer along with the router and then install Google Chrome again. But if you want a better reason why I haven't been here, it could be coz of the fact that I've been real sick recently, had both a high temperature and a cold, had to stay off for one day of school, then went back and handled the rest of this week. I've just finished school today for the Christmas holidays! Dunno about ya'll, but I'm not really bothered about Christmas. I believe I've been quite a bad guy this year, I wonder how I went really... But Christmas is good for one thing, in which it gets you get more gifts from friends and others, along with you yourself giving gifts. And you'll receive gifts from this mystical red burglar who sneaks into your chimney :3 Just kiddin' I never really wonder if Santa's real. Anyway, for the past week I stayed off on Monday then attended Tuesday coz I had an important trip to attend to and I couldn't miss it. Basically we had to go to the leisure center and watch others sing and had to even sing ourselves! And what did we sing? Christmas songs, it's kinda obvious... The teachers took about three pictures of us, I'll link 'em in the comments if you want to see them, I'll even annotate them so you can see me. Wednesday was an alright ordinary day, hard working though. And today was god awful even though it was the last day, why? Because we had a fucking disco and were forced to attend. I fucking despise disco's as they are the master mind of parties, parties are fucking disgusting! They are for fucking sluts the way I see it! But here's a mistake, my one friend was being dragged by some others and I had to accompany him, leaving three other friends to sit in a corner, I wish I could've stayed with them at this point because when I came back with my friend they were gone, only to reveal by my friend who I found on the way walking home, that he and the other two were noticed by a teacher and got taken to the library, IN PEACE AND QUIETNESS!!!!! ...Some week hasn't it been?

Dec 06 2014, 01:15 PM

Damn damn damn... gotta say I'm a real terrible friend, no wonder people constantly get mad and break up with me... I really... I dunno what to say. But to add something more interesting, I technically got attacked yesterday at school. Basically I was in P.E... *sigh* annoying P.E. I really hate it with it's annoying gym shorts and uncomfortable tops. We were forced to play dodge ball, back in primary I use to enjoy dodge ball and I was really good at it. But now... I've really let myself down I suck at it. Dodge ball was really annoying as you'd hear the fucking jocks shouting and yelling, getting butt hurt over a little game of it all. I got hit in the fucking testicles by a chav who threw it at me, it hurt only a little as I'm used to pain, it went away after the lesson was over, however last night I woke up in the middle of the night, only to find myself suffering a mass amount of aching pain within my crotch area. I had to go downstairs and take some pain killers because of it! And that's that... I just wanna say, I'm sorry if I've been "ignoring" your messages as others would call it that. I just haven't gotten through many consequences that have happened in the past, I'm real sorry to you all, I hope to remember to reply to your messages and read your journals, I really do missing so, I'll leave a comment if I catch it by eye. God I missed out on this website too much there was other stuff I was going to write on here but I forgot about 'em...

Nov 29 2014, 12:40 PM

So today was tragic... I was trying to climb over a fence that led to my primary school, I've been wanting to do so for a while... sneaking into the place and having a look at the old memories of the playground. But it was harder then I thought. The fence had spiked tops, but not spiked as in the spikes that can impale you, small tiny spikes. As I got to the top, it was hurting already, I tried getting down but I my coats and jeans got caught the spikes, it was hurting as it poked up to my taint, I decided to change my mind and go back the way I came, as I dropped down, I got my glove caught onto the top, it dropped onto the other side......... I was fucked, I had to climb up AGAIN and had to get onto the other side REGARDLESS, so when I got over, my coat and shoe got caught on the spikes I though I was gonna be trapped, luckily however I got 'em off I had thought I ripped my coat, but luckily I didn't. So when I was near successful to get onto the other side, my hand got stuck AGAIN and my other glove came off and landed on the other side, so shit! So I picked up my glove that I had come to get, and tried looking for my glove that I had just lost with my torch on phone. I couldn't find it, so I climbed over again, and felt the pain once more in my hands, chest, legs and taint. When I got over in alright condition, I searched for my glove, and couldn't find it, so I had lost it! FUUUUCCCKKK!!!!!! I gave up on getting into the school playground and headed off before someone had found me. When I got into a bath today, I noticed my chest was covered in red marks and cuts, same with my legs and arms, fucking torn up. I really need to be careful about my actions. But right now I need to try and find the same gloves. They were real good ones that could allow you to use on screen touchable things, like an iPhone.

Nov 28 2014, 03:04 PM

Well... this week has gone down as me being a hookie playa :3 I've been to school only on Monday and Wednesday this week because my diarrhea illness got proper bad! In fact on Wednesday I had to go home early because I was in pure agony, my stomach was in major pain. So when I went home, I took a sickening and painful shit, after that I rested for an hour and a half (I think). Then I went back to school for the last two lessons because I had to finish something and didn't want to miss it out. So I did so, and went home at normal time. But the next day (which was yesterday from this day) I had to stay off because, well, my mother told me to :P Oh well, I felt lucky, I also decided to stay off today. So let's get into the case now, I'm all better now :) No more diarrhea. How ever, a lot of people I know has it now so O.O AN OBVIOUS VIRUS!!!!!! Anyways. Yesterday I didn't take a shit at all, but today I was able to, and in fact, I was able to take a normal shit, so at that point, it was obvious I got all better, because when you have diarrhea, you don't shit properly (an outburst you get what I mean). So I'm gonna go to school on Monday, and see whatever crap I've missed out on.

Nov 24 2014, 03:10 PM

Back from the trip to darlington to watch blood brothers. This is the second time I've seen it, last time was in February this year. Even though I thought I was gonna regret going, I actually enjoyed going again! I was waiting so hard for the ending, I even counted down in my mind when he was gonna pull the trigger and I got it JUST RIGHT!!! Damn, I dunno if I'm a genius or what not. But things got better as my friend has become a little bit friendly. Well it's glad I had a good moment once in a while, but everything is gonna be the same, starting with tomorrow... another day of torment.