Jun 11 2015, 11:50 AM

Remember my entry from Oct 05 2014, 05:17 PM? The one I talked about a chav chasing me? Well I have some news on that. Today I went out on my bike and came across my friend, the same one from May 20 2015, 10:06 PM, she was with her new boyfriend, I sat and talked with her for a bit, and her boyfriend, began to ask me a question... now before I go into the question, the place I was in while talking to them was the same one from when I ran from the chav. He asked me if someone had chased me and ran across a motorway, I said yes and it turns out that the chav was HIM! He said sorry and claimed he thought I was taking pictures of him and came chasing after me, he didn't know partially why he chased me to begin with (aside from possibility of taking photos) because he claimed he was "high as fuck" that day (he smokes just so you know), he stopped chasing me when I ran through the bush because due to him being stoned he didn't know how to get through due to all the nettles and high vision. He claimed he also chased some other people that day, he claimed he didn't know what he was actually doing because he was really high that day, and that was that... Well at least I know who it is now and it's been resolved, he's also a close friend of my friend, went to the same primary school as him.

Jun 09 2015, 09:11 AM

So, yesterday was my final exam and my final day of school, it's over now, for my entire life... well, college in which I'll be going into next is sort of like school. And you know what? It doesn't even feel like school has finished... I think the reason to this is because I've left school a month and a week early so it won't feel like much, school this year finishes at 17th of July but y'know due to it being my last year and all on leaving this early, it doesn't feel that way. I guess after the day of the leavers assembly I'll get the touch of finally leaving school forever. Until then, I'm just gonna have rest lol, after all these years of work is over I deserve a long rest rest, I mean as soon as I got home from school today I fell straight asleep as soon as I got into bed lol. Anyways, it's almost my anniversary of when I joined this site, and it doesn't even feel like it had been a year... it's a sunny day outside, I'm going to go out for a walk, do exactly what I did last summer and wrote in my entries about me walking.

Jun 02 2015, 01:02 PM

Last week I was ill, got a real bad cold, it's gone but now I have a long term cough, it sucks... And today has been another day of shit. In P.E. we were doing rounders and as me and one of my friends was running to the mat, I accidentally scratched him on the way there (I have long nails and don't have the courage to clip them to the bottom as it may feel awful) and his arm drew blood, it was in fact close to the wrist area, I constantly apologized to him and he said it was fine and he liked blood anyway, but still, I could not feel bad enough for scratching and drawing blood from his arm. But that's not all, at lunch time people in corridors were playing really loud rave music by connecting their phones to wireless speakers via bluetooth, this music was disgusting, pathetic and energetic, people were dancing and taking selfies, not caring about the shit that's going on in this world, disgusts me big time. I tried playing my screamo but it would not make a sound on being heard. Upon talking to the source of who started it, she was acting like a real bitch, I tell her she made the corridors energetic, she says "so what", I say you are not going to have fun in this world, instead work on the fucked up shit in this world. She then says the year is almost over and she said "create memories" and "enjoy life". This is pathetic to me, first of all there are many ways of "creating memories" such as writing diaries like this, I mean it's been almost a year since I created this account and I can remember the day as if it was two weeks ago, you don't need to just go crazy in the corridors pretending to have a party, and lastly life is not to enjoy, I mean yes there are ways of "having fun" but this is unacceptable, life is fucked up and unfair, what we really need to do with our lives is fix and work on the shit that's happening in this world, you might as well say "oh no, there already people working on that so let's just leave it to them and have fun", saying something like that is pure selfishness, we all need to work on this shit, not just sit here and watch researchers, soldiers, charity workers, scientists, etc. do all the work, we should at least give money away to charity and shit. Life is about survival, think about it, when you get older you need to work on your grades to get a good job and afford a home, if not, your left on the streets, this world is all about pure SURVIVAL!

Apr 23 2015, 03:02 PM

He's dead... my Dad got to watch him die...

Apr 23 2015, 12:02 PM

My Dad's uncle has cancer... he hasn't got long left... he'll be gone soon :'(

Apr 22 2015, 09:23 AM

Well... it's been a while... and let me do a little recap of what's happened recently... last Monday I left school early because I had a high temperature, my insides were freezing but upon touching my own body I felt a boil, not only that, I had a weird feeling in my left eye and a slight aching pain in my head, so I left and also stayed off school yesterday because of this. Today though I went to school and I actually... I actually discovered something... do any of you remember that fucking girl I talked about in my early entries AND on my channel description who tricked me into liking her? Well she's been off school for quite some time now, and there's a reason for that... she is still with that fucked up abusive power greedy jock... and he has fucking impregnated her... who fucking knew that this time would come... she rejected me for a dick and now their having fucking sex!!!??? FUCKING DISGUSTS ME!!! I hear apparently from my two friends that they overheard a conversation about the two having sex, apparently he would tie her up and fuck her... this really disgusts me... she actually rejects me, just so she can be with a fucked up power greedy sex addict... I really want him to die... I won't lie... his greed for power and perfectness, disgusts me... as for the girl I use to like... I have nothing more to say about her... I got over her nearly a year ago... but the fact that she actually rejected me for a guy who abuses her and bully's a relentless amount of innocent people and in fact had sex with him constantly and got pregnant, really gives me second thoughts about women... they just LOVE!!! to be with a fucked up asshole for no fucking reason... Her baby is nearly due... and those two are going to have a nice life, while she is going to forget what she did to me, and he is going to enjoy the pain he gave me... what he did to me was temporarily piece of entertainment for him... while I and all his other victims are left with permanent damage... his carelessness for the well being of others proves to me that... he should not be given a happy life, I hope he burns for this, I hope when his time comes, Satan will make him pay...

Apr 05 2015, 01:47 PM

Just logged into here today and all of a sudden, all my notifications have gone...

Apr 02 2015, 11:52 AM

Today... I feel as though I've finally done something I've been wanting to do for a long time... Today I went out into the forest with my friend, basically what we were doing was sticking slender notes onto trees, did it for the fucking creeps, hope it scares someone. Anyways after that, we went to Tesco, on the way there we encountered some friends from another school. And then finally, here's the part that I feel happy about, on the way home from Tesco, we were going past a guy with crutches who was sat on a bench, he called out to me and my friend asking if we could spare 60p because he needs to make £2.00 to get the bus to his home, otherwise he'd be stuck out for the night all homeless. So I had £1.75 in my pocket, and I gave him 70p because I only had a 50p and 20p coin in my pocket, I didn't care if it was 10p more, he needed it more then I did, anyways after that he said to me "God bless you" (I know I'm not friendly with God and that, but I didn't want to get into an argument or say anything partially cruel to the poor guy) and asked for a sweet because I had some with me because he was starving, I gave him a handful and I gave him a hug after so... I actually feel happy for once, I feel relieved to actually do something I've been meaning to do for a while and just couldn't do because there is hardly people like him around my town to help out :')

Mar 31 2015, 06:47 AM

I know I haven't been posting recently, school is getting really annoying and I cannot wait for it to end and get into college. My college interview was alright, I have get at least four D grades or higher in my exams in order to get into the course I want. Even though it's the Easter holiday and I have two weeks off, I'm having to go back into school during the time off to do some revision so I can get some catching up, I really need these D grades if I want to get into my course, according to my science teacher when I went in yesterday, I'm the most caught up in the class so hopefully I can rely on getting a D for that subject. Anyways, I came here because I've been thinking... my stupidity is probablies one of the worst on the planet, let's just face it, I'll never be intelligent and my logic will be one of the worst... but why do I care? I hate myself anyway... (If I don't reply to anyone or didn't read your recent messages you've sent me, I'm sorry for not replying, I get off here real fast, I only come here when I feel depressed, which is as usual).

Mar 22 2015, 04:03 PM

I'm scared and confused on this week, I have a lot of stuff on my hands I can't get it all memorized or put it in one place. On Tuesday I've got to stay back for something, but also I have a college interview, so I have to leave early even though I'm forced to stay back until 5:00pm. On Wednesday I've got to stay back at school to fill in something that I just can't get my hands correct on. Everything else is confusing and I'm having troubles in remembering and figuring out how I'm going to handle it all...