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I open my lungs dear, I sing this song at funerals... No rush. These lyrics heard a thousand times, just plush. A baby boy you've held so tightly, this pain it visits almost nightly. Missing hotel beds I feel your touch. The Mortician's Daughter, by Black Veil Brides

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XSilentXDeathX

Chewie Dewie
25 / Female / Wonderland, United States
Pansexual / Single
Member since: Oct 13, 2009
Last online: Sep 15, 2015

Current rating: 10.0/10 (1 votes cast)

About Me

Nickname(s): JayJay.  Jay   Shortie.

Birthday: June 12

Birthplace: Los Angeles, CA 
Current Location: Los Angeles, California

Eye Color: Pitch Black/ Dark Brown/ Light brown/ Coffee ( changes on mood)

Hair Color: Jet Black

Height: 5'2"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right

Your Heritage: Chinese Cmabodian
The Shoes You Wore Today: Converse (black w/ dark red)

Your Weakness: BVB

Your Fears: My Parents
Your Perfect Pizza: Mixed Toppings x]

Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Be a better person and try to be more social

Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Lmeao

Thoughts First Waking Up: Try to get through today it might not be good, but tomorrow might be your day.
Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes and hair

Your Bedtime: Whenevers

Your Most Missed Memory: the last hours I spent with my best guy friend, Jake Spar hope he's safe and well.

Group Dates: o.o whats that?

Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Both XD

Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla

Do you Smoke: never

Do you Swear: yes, alot
Do you Sing: yes

Do you Shower Daily: noo I shower ever 100 years -.-

Have you Been in Love: yes but that didnt go too well

Do you want to go to College: maybe

Do you want to get Married: of course
Do you belive in yourself: no. I believe in the fuckin lies everybody tells me about myself. 
Do you get Motion Sickness: Yes I do... Everytime time I walk somewhere I thrown up..... Of Course I dont have Motion Sickness.

Do you think you are Attractive: no
Are you a Health Freak: hell no

Do you get along with your Parents: no they prefer to murder me rather than raise me

Do you play an Instrument: guitar, violin

In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes I have

In the past month have you Smoked: hell no

In the past month have you been on Drugs: not that I remember
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope

In the past month have you gone to the mall: no shit

In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: So wish I did
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: I wish I did
In the past month have you been on Stage: yes

In the past month have you been Dumped: no

In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope..... never found the time to do it
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: my cousin's wallet
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: no I've been called a doll...... of course people call me a tease

Ever been Beaten up: yes...... surprisingly by a guy

Ever Shoplifted: yes

How do you want to Die: in love

What do want to be when you Grow Up: I want to be someone and I want to be happy for change
What country would you most like to Visit: Any and Every

In a Boy/Girl: Personalitly

Favorite Eye Color: Blue/Green/Brown
Favorite Hair Color: Dont see how that matters

Short or Long Hair: Dont see how that matters as well

Height: Taller than me 
Weight: average or thinner

Style: myself

Number of Drugs I have taken: Four
Number of CDs I own: I can always have more, you can never have too many

Number of Piercings: two

Number of Tattoos: none

Favourite Music

  • Black Veil Brides
  • Bullet For My Valentine
  • Children Of Bodom
  • Aveneged Sevenfold
  • Red JumpSuit Apparatus
  • RED
  • Red Hot Chili Peppers
  • Led Zepplin
  • Papa Roach
  • Linkin Park
  • Aiden
  • Alesana
  • Saosin
  • Jefferee Star
  • Tokio Hotel
  • My Chemical Romance
  • Marilyn Manson
  • Evanescence
  • The Offspring
  • Panic At The Disco
  • Blood On The Dance Floor
  • 30H!3
  • Simple Plan
  • Guns N' Roses
  • Three Days Grace
  • Katy Perry
  • Ke$ha
  • Jon Bon Jovi
  • Adam Lambert
  • Slipknot
  • Slayer
  • KoRn
  • Green Day
  • Fall Out Boy
  • Hawthorne Heights
  • Escape The Fate
  • Auburn
  • Amber
  • Bring Me The Horizon
  • Never Shout Never
  • Disturbed
  • Eminem
  • Jason Mraz
  • Brokencyde
  • Good Charlotte
  • The Used
  • Funeral For A Friend
  • Breaking Benjamin
  • Muse
  • Cobra Starship
  • Jay Fluent
  • Joey Diamond
  • Unknown
  • Sick Puppies

Thats only to name a few. :D

Favourite Films / TV / Books

Edward Scissorhands.

Pirates Of The Caribbean. (The Curse Of The Black Pearl, Dead Man's Chest. At World's End. On Stranger Tides.)

Sweeney Todd.

Peter Pan.

Alice In Wonderland.

Pay It Forward.

Life Without Limits.

Harry Potter.

Education / Occupation

high school.

Who I'd Like To Meet

 Anyone && Everyone (:

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JesseScissorhands
Feb 14 2012, 05:40 PM
i can text you through yahoo o: if you wanna though o.o
JesseScissorhands
Feb 13 2012, 09:49 AM
wish i could o.o my phone is pretty damaged xD
JesseScissorhands
Feb 12 2012, 08:45 PM
pretty awesome :3 wbu :D nnd i know o.o
JesseScissorhands
Feb 12 2012, 07:15 PM
hey :) its jesse :D
xxx_RawR_xxx
Aug 23 2011, 07:09 PM
You Promised Not To Hurt Yourself
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ThUnDeR
Jul 16 2011, 01:30 AM
lol Yeah it's pretty cute. x3 But nah, my smile sucks. I need braces. haha
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ThUnDeR
Jul 12 2011, 12:40 PM
haha Thanks again. Every time I go to the mall little scene girls ask if they can touch it and run their fingers through it. lawlz But sorry to disappoint, my smile's not that great, unfortunately.
joshloving
Jul 10 2011, 12:14 PM
And I made myself some food! :D Alright, that's good (: Ah I see, well then it's about time I made your day. :D Pfft, thanks girl. :$ I think you just made my day. But I'm nothing compared to you, sweetheart. <3 Haha nah that wasn't awkward! c:
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ThUnDeR
Jul 10 2011, 12:37 AM
Why thank you:) I get that. lol
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xXeMoRaCeRXx
Jun 11 2011, 11:01 PM
Happy Birthday! Hope you have a great day :]
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Dec 15 2012, 10:09 PM
Private entry
Apr 09 2012, 10:32 PM
[b] Reasons for what Ive done and my behavior. Any questions just ask [/b] Everything has completely gotten out of hand. Its so hard to keep up with everything that has been going on. Every day, forcing myself to get out of bed, looking in the mirror nearly breaking it every time I look at it. Got being able to find anything that suits my mood anymore, I feel like nothing looks nice on me anymore. Going to school seems like hours of driving instead of a few minutes. So much harder to be in school, biting back tears, forcing a good mood and smiles and laughs are getting harder. Keeping in touch and staying around friends are getting harder. Accepting hugs and fun conversations seem completely out of reach now. Even in practice, its difficult to get dressed and just to pull that one stroke seems like an accomplishment right then and there. Everything has gotten harder to do, everything has become foreign. Do I know why? Yes, I do, but a few reasons I wont post it on here. Haven't eaten anything in 5 days. Haven't slept in 4 nights. Feeling like I'm getting drained more and more everyday, soon I'll just be on my own, away from everyone. Like I used to.

Dec 15 2012, 10:09 PM

If I do not wake in a few days, do not cry; Im not worth the tears. If I do not hear from you; I now know I was right and truly wasnt worth it. If you see cuts on my body; do not ask to remove them because each cut is a reason why I dont deserve to have you. If you miss me; dont sadden because there is better coming to you. If you love me; please stop before things go wrong. If I die; know that I love you and I did try to be perfect. I stopped eating to become thinner and more attractive to your eyes, I stopped sleeping because I wasnt a dream come true, I cut because I know Im not good enough for you and I never will be, I cry because I know I'll reach your standards, I love you because you are all that Ive waited for. Im so sorry I have disappointed you. Now that I am gone out of your life, I hope you do not cry anymore. I hope you do not hurt anymore. I hope you are happier without me and that you find someone worth your time and someone that can be there for you. I hope that you're happy and loved now. I hope you find that perfect person for you, because I cant be that person for my appearance, personality, anxieties, depression and my lack of ability to be there with you..

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Apr 09 2012, 10:32 PM

[b] Reasons for what Ive done and my behavior. Any questions just ask [/b] Everything has completely gotten out of hand. Its so hard to keep up with everything that has been going on. Every day, forcing myself to get out of bed, looking in the mirror nearly breaking it every time I look at it. Got being able to find anything that suits my mood anymore, I feel like nothing looks nice on me anymore. Going to school seems like hours of driving instead of a few minutes. So much harder to be in school, biting back tears, forcing a good mood and smiles and laughs are getting harder. Keeping in touch and staying around friends are getting harder. Accepting hugs and fun conversations seem completely out of reach now. Even in practice, its difficult to get dressed and just to pull that one stroke seems like an accomplishment right then and there. Everything has gotten harder to do, everything has become foreign. Do I know why? Yes, I do, but a few reasons I wont post it on here. Haven't eaten anything in 5 days. Haven't slept in 4 nights. Feeling like I'm getting drained more and more everyday, soon I'll just be on my own, away from everyone. Like I used to.

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