if gods the game that your playing, well we must get more acquainted cuz it must be so lonely being the only one thats holy... playing god, by Paramore
Finnley
17 / Female / mystery town >:3, United Kingdom
Bisexual / Forever Alone
Member since:
Jan 23, 2026
Last online:
Apr 11, 2026
Current rating: 8.1/10 (17 votes cast)
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About Me
loser, stupid, usually lonely, and angsty. i promise i can b cool sometimes but likeeeee only sometimes :PPPP
Favourite Music
twenty one pilots
"these songs were a result of struggle. struggle is something that everyone experiences. why we all walk around pretending that we don't is a problem deeply rooted in our human makeup. you will find heavy and dark lyrics strategically disguised as catchy melodies and creative song structures. we would like you to think and write for yourself. writing down what you think is imperative. a human must create. that's why we were made."- twenty one pilots.
mcr, fob, p!atd, paramore, a heartwell ending, i hate myself, merchant ships, the high court, taking back sunday, PUP, dashboard confessional, thursday, modern baseball, title fight, asking alexandria, american football, the front bottoms, love you to death, threeway, hawthorne heights, new found glory, rites of spring, newfound interest in conneticut, secondhand serenade, hayley williams, the weather might say otherwise, if these arms were longer than the trees, being as an ocean, pierce the veil, oakwood, marietta, the hotelier, la dispute, cap'n jazz, oso oso, radiohead, empty parking lot, evanescence, camping in alaska, defeater, saosin, you blew it!, midwest pen pals, captain we're sinking, further seems forever, texas is the reason, phoebe bridgers, the get up kids, saves the day, death cab for cutie, jimmy eat world, gunslikegirls, picture me broken, free throw, the world is a beautiful place & i am no longer afraid to die, scary kids scaring kids, cute is what we aim for, circa survive, attack attack, the academy is, senses fall, dot dot curve, from first to last, matchbook romance, a bullet for pretty boy, pretty sick, the mountain goats, the brobecks, mitski
turns out getting rid of the people that hurt you actually makes you feel a heck of a lot better
i think things are going to be alright
coming to terms with the thing you did to me, and the way you treated me.
that wasn't friendship, and i know that now.
life is getting good again now that you're gone. i think i've found a friend that cares about me more than you ever did or ever will
i'm happy again
happy tree friends is still on my mind
i might not use this website anymore. it just makes me feel the way i did when i was deep in my head about a month ago.
still, i'm thankful for the people i've met. thank you for giving me a safe space while i was struggling. i think moving on is the best idea, rather than dwelling on past negativity.
i guess if i end up coming back, thats how you know it's getting bad again heheh
thinking about disco bear and flaky from happy tree friends....... my otp....... thinking about lumpy from happy tree friends.... and toothy..... and flippy......... and petunia......... and lifty and shifty............. I LOVE HAPPY TREE FRIENDSSS I CANT WAIT FOR MY DVDS TO ARRIVEEEEEEEE AAAAAHHHHHH
i know what you do when you stop liking someone. you dont cut them off, you pretend. are you pretending? i'm literally no better than mmt at this point. i think i'm the new him, now that you guys have "stopped talking" (if i even believe that).
anyway, HAPPY TREE FRIENDS!!!! i bought the first 3 happy tree friends dvds and they come between march 3rd-4th!!!! im so freaking excited.....
im experiencing happy tree friends brainrot i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tree friends i love happy tr
wednesday february (got it right this time!!!) 25th 2026 (again)
cough, cough... i am sick T^T
i managed to swallow pills!!! you know, um , like the plastic capsules.. ive always rlly struggled to swallow them but i managed to do it 2day!!! im such a pro at illness >:D
i played a little roblox... realised how much it kinda suckz nowadays :/// i miss 2017 roblox... BUT my avatar is still da torchbearer from twenty one pilots!! >:3 da only band in da world... ><
ermmmm erm erm erm i am getting soup 4 dinner heheh annddd i think i mite stay off tmrw and work from home yippee!!!!!
i hope evry1 on dis website has a very good day actually NO!!! a good FOREVER especially my goat murdererinflorence... ;D
so i broke up with my ex best friend in 2023 right? march 2023 right? AND I LVOE HER SO MUCH OK AND AND AND WE'RE BACK IN TOUCH!!!!!!!!! i texted her saying how cool she is and long story short WE MET UP ON MONDAY AND WENT TO EHR HOUSE AND OMGMGMGKDHGIDHSDJ\FESDHJFDMSKS IT WAS AMAZING AND AND IVE MISSED HER SO MUCH SHES SO SWEET AND COOL AND AND SHE MISSED??? SHE MISSED ME TOO????!!!!! AND WE'VE BEEN TEXTING LOADS AND AAAAHHH ITS JUST its great. it's SO freaking great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg, omg, omg, OMGZZZ!!!!!!
ok.... ok excitement over xD i'm very happy if u can't tell......
im getting in2 more music!!! gotta get rid of em poser allegations >;3 (i'm the only 1 accusing myself of being a poser.... T_T)
UMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM YA!!!!!!! a good upd8 for once in a lifetime -w-
THERE IS NO CHASE!!!!!!!! THERE IS NO CHASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY ARE YOU SO COMPLACENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY ARE YOU SO WILLING TO LET ME GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHERE IS THE FIGHT!!!!!!!????????? THE EFFORT?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES I WANT DISTANCE AND IM MAD @ U RN BUT IT'D BE KINDA NICE TO KNOW U CARE LIKE EVEN A LITTLE BIT???????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UR MEANT 2 B THE CLOSEST PERSON IN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT OK!!!!!!!!!!!! OK!!!!!!!!!!!! WHATEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHATEVER MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUST IGNORE THAT THIS IS EXACTLY HOW WE LOST CONTACT WITH OUR OLD FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! man. literally god forbid IIIIIIIIIIIII go into a dark place and stop talking for a few days. there is no effort. nothing. it's so minimal i wouldn't even call it an attempt to try to speak to me tbh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just ignore that ur my best friend and its been like 4 days since we had a proper conversation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you say you're looking for someone... never weak, but always strong. to protect you and defend you, whether you are right or wrong... someone to open each and every door...
but it ain't me, babe! no, no, no, it ain't me, babe! it ain't me you're looking for, babe!