Jul 03 2026, 08:54 PM

guyssssssss I'm moving back 2 Poland soon................... and kool peeps in Lublin?

Jul 03 2026, 08:45 PM

lolz its super funny seeing the ppl who obv lied abt their age back in the day having their age be like 50 or 75 now XD

Jun 26 2026, 10:54 AM

ahhh its so hot im dying

my mums friend got me ac so the moment I step out my room it feels like Im in a sauna

its so hot the bluetack holding up my posters is melting.

bro I better not hear any americans saying 'well its hotter here' WELL UK HOUSES TRAP IN HEAT BC OF THEM USUALLY HAVING COLD WEATHER

omg

Jun 19 2026, 12:31 AM

Bro who tf pushed my rating down I bet it's one of the homophobes BC they always hating on me being a Les for sum reason

Jun 14 2026, 11:14 PM

Did sum cool ass makeup what yall think?

lil bit diff from my usual plain racoon eyes, shld I continue this look?

Jun 02 2026, 08:48 PM

ughhh I wanna go skatepark but instead im stuck at home writing an essay blehhh

at least I got an all day drama workshop tmr @ school, which is gonna b so peak bc a bunch of my closest friends chose gcse drama so we're lowk gonna do the  mast amazing skit anyones ever laid their eyes on :3

Jun 02 2026, 08:40 PM

omg haven't been online in ages - still same pfp 4 months bc my phone keeps DISTORTING MY FACE W THE STUPID AI if any1 whos good @ phones cs this pls tell me how 2 turn it off ;-;

writing this instead of writing my 2000 word essay due in 2 days abt autism (which shld come in ease due to me BEING autistic) bc lowk being 2 depressed n shit even tho I shld feel better now bc it's been almost a year

like omg so when's some1 going 2 at LEAST beat him up everyone knows what he did 2 me that wld like cure my depression instantly (if u have no clue what I'm talking abt n want 2 know look  at my old journals)

Apr 19 2026, 11:13 AM

Omg fuck me why do ppl keep asking me outttttt how many times am I gonna repeat "sorry I don't online date" KILL ME

Mar 18 2026, 08:29 PM

tw for any friends reading my journal

the police closed the fucking case abt my ex bf sexually abusing me today???????????? Why? Bc apparently I sent some text messages which 'proved I consented' even tho I didnt even write those text messages, I dont even REMEMBER texting anything and I havent even seen the messages??? But then they arrest random people for smoking a bit of green I don't get it. They're letting a monster free without even at least giving him a talk abt consent. He has had NO consequences btw. Every adult that has a say in things has sided with him bc I shouldve 'dressed less revealing' , 'told someone whilst it was happening' , 'pushed him away and broke up w him' like as if its that easy. But its ok one day he will be caught doing this stuff and he will finally have consequences.

Mar 15 2026, 11:55 PM

So I am doing this Jack Petchey comp n previously it was that I could take flashcards n perform the speech tmr but now its changed that its next week monday n I cant have flashcards, js memorise the whole thing?? 

I mean good thing I'm an actress so I can memorise monologues fairly quickly, n I'm also good at improv but like doing that in front of the shits that u call the ppl in my year I will probably forget the whole thing from nervousness. I mean Im happy I dont have 2 perform it tmr tho bc i was NOT ready lmao. 

But yeah hopefully it goes well in the sense that I dont get jeered off the stage, or made fun of afterwards like my bsf had after she sang Hallelujah on stage 2 my year in celebration assembly even tho she sang so beautifully :/ (the ppl making fun of her were js jealous tho) 

My speech is abt bullying n standing up against bullying bc thats like a huge issue in my year group even tho teachers like 2 say thats not the case but its like u js dont care >.< tho I did speak 2 this guy who ended up kinda? standing up 4 himself but not rlly but he did take my advice of talking 2 a trusted adult n now hes in a diff class :3 Im rlly happy 4 him 4 doing smth abt what I can sympathise was a torturous experience (he was practically like a servant 2 the popular kids n us unpopular kids didnt rlly accept him 2 our spaces bc we didnt c the servant part we js saw him being w popular kids - makes me feel bad abt how once this gal hit me w his football n I js threw it opposite direction when he wanted 2 retrieve it bc I thought he was in on it n then the teacher took it away from him bc ur only allowed footballs if u keep them under control - but dw he did get it back at the end of lesson) so yea I feel quite strongly on this subject

Geez the sleep deprivation is kicking in everythings spinning Imma go 2 sleep now XD