Mar 11 2026, 07:54 PM

fuck overstimulated I feel so understimulated now n I feel like sleeping, scrolling through some short content, eat a bunch n idk but Ik i shouldnt do any of those (other than sleep) but the funny thing is I have loads to do Im js feeling too mleh to acc do any of them :/

Mar 03 2026, 09:18 PM

aaaa it was my last ever performance in my skool drama club (Yr11 rnt allowed 2 b part so they focus on gcse x_x) I lowk was holding back my tears in the end part but I saw my friend bawl her eyes out so I lowk couldn't hold it in Q_Q ESPECIALLY WHEN MY DRAMA TEACHER (the director of the play) WAS SAYING 2 THE AUDIENCE THAT EVERYONE HAS MADE MEMORIES THAT WILL LAST 4 REST OF LIFE LIKE BRO ITS LIKE U WANT ME 2 CRY

But yea the play was shrek n I was mama ogre n a knight (the ppl who do the welcome 2 duloc goofy song from the movie n then also old men in the dragon scene)  n it was so fun lowk but I'm so sad I wont b able 2 b part next year bc stupid revision but my drama teacher said if I wanna b one of the dancers its rlly difficult 2 get a yr11 in but we can work on it :3

Feb 26 2026, 07:48 PM

bro Imma crash out so skl took away my accomodations 4 being autistic bc apparently theres nothing in my files??? but thats js not true n my teacher yelled into my face like centimetres away bc she told me 2 put my blazer on which like I did but then I took it off but like thats why I had accommodations 4 not having 2 wear my blazer :/

but yeah I had 2 have lunch detention 4 being reported 4 wearing 2 much vibrant makeup "this week" by my tutor even tho I wasnt even in skl on mon-tues n then yea=sterday she wasnt there morning tut n I wasnt there in aftrnoon tut?

Also apparently I'm in trouble 4 saying 2 cover yesterday morning "I don't have 2 bc I got sensory issues" when she told me 2 put on blazer even tho like I never said my ssl said that don't put words in my mouth but yeah not my fault my body physically wont let me wear that tight piece of polyester that noone even wears anyway n its like 10min why shld I force myslef 2 do smth I dont wanna do????

English secondary is shit I can't wait 2 finish GCSEs alr ;-;

Feb 16 2026, 09:22 PM

Bleached my hair td!!! 

Also got new glasses perscription n getting my frames on wednesday :3 ( I alr wear glasses but they suck ass bc theyre clear, ugly n wrong perscription >:C)

Feb 15 2026, 12:24 AM

MAKING A VLOG OF MY TIME IN POLAND!!

Imma probs only finish it in over 2 weeks tho... but I will post other stuff in the meantime :P