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Monika
20 / Female / Enfield, United Kingdom
Straight / In a Relationship
Member since: Nov 13, 2014
Last online: Nov 17, 2016

Current rating: No rating yet/10 (0 votes cast)

About Me

Just a socially awkward kid seen by society as strange and creepy at times, but who wants to conform.
Music basically keeps me alive.
I mentally over react to everything, i struggle with hiding how i feel but im a friend that will never give up on you.
I have an insane side which practically possesses me as a whole so i wouldn't say im normal..never was to be honest.
I like making friends online but face to face i would much rather choose Toilet Time over socializing with you.
im sorry if that burst your bubble.
im quite mood swingy a lot of the time and take it out on others if not myself
I care for everyone and i try to see beauty in everyone/thing.


I love to write, sing, play guitar and violin, be alone ( too many people drive me crazy), drawing cartoons even though i suck
im lead guitarist in Social Toxin.
Being around friends and dressing alternative are the main things that bring me happiness





Favourite Music

Black veil brides(BEST BAND EVER) Falling in reverse A day to remember Bring me the horizon Pierce the veil Asking Alexandria Iron maiden Nirvana Taking back Sunday Sleeping with sirens My chemical romance Avenged sevenfold Tokio hotel Suicide silence Blood on the dance floor Alesana Soasin Simple plan Hawthorne heights Jimmy eat world Fall out boy Slipknot Evenescence A vain attempt Three days grace You me at six Green day Linkin park Black sabbath Motionless in white Motorhead Five finger death punch Rise against The strokes Social distortion We are the in crowd Andy Black Owl city

Chelsea Grin Born of Osiris. From First To Last. Silverstein. The Used. One Ok Rock. Crown the empire 12 stones

Favourite Films / TV / Books

Anime( Tokyo Ghoul, Fruit basket, aot)
Youtube:
Onision
Johnny Guilbert
Jordan Sweeto
Shane Dawson
Danisnotonfire
Tyler Oakley
Lush
Bryan Stars
AmazingPhil
My Digital Escape + MANY MORE

Movies + shows:
Suicide room
Legion of the black
Childplay
American Horror Story
Supernatural
South park
Family guy
Disney/pixar



My favourite actor is David Sasik 3
Percy Jackson
Fanfiction
Harry Potter

Education / Occupation

Student at a school
Well i call it hell
When i grow up i want to be a poet/writer, musician, psychologist or basically Bryan Stars...the female Bryan.
Not the best student academically due to my short attention span...im working on it ;) My brain was just not meant for school and mixing with horrible humans :3

Who I'd Like To Meet

Andy Biersack and Johnnie Guilbert. Any band member or youtuber i like. Maybe someone i meet on this website who knows. :)
WARNING: Please excuse my innability to hold a decent conversation.
I suck at explaining my thoughts. Thats were music comes in

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LordMelkar
Nov 29 2014, 09:58 PM
honestly, you trying to convince me i'm anything but filth waiting to be cleaned up isn't going to work. the fact is i already know nobody gives a shit about me and they never will. some people pretend to care and that is all well and good, they feed me lies and garbage to try and make me feel better. but i know better than to believe any of it. people say they wish to be my friend, then they ignore me. what they say may seem sweet and kind but in actual fact all's they want me to do is fuck off and die somewhere or stop whining. this may seem harsh but it is the way it is. i'm happy to talk to people about anything at all. but if you try and make me feel better don't expect it to work. i already know i'm worthless and hideous and no one can tell me otherwise. the fact is no one in their right mind would be friends with me in person and no one ever has.
LordMelkar
Nov 28 2014, 05:48 PM
I don't agree. and i'm sure atleast 92% of this earth would agree with me.
LordMelkar
Nov 27 2014, 01:19 AM
Well I think a person is only worth something when they use what they have. me? i lie in my bed all day on the computer.... i'd say that makes me a nothing.
LordMelkar
Nov 26 2014, 02:06 AM
Hey no problem, and trust me I'm worthless down to the definition. Either way it's good that you care about others, there's not enough that do these days. I'd say it's one of the better qualities a person can have so be proud of it.
LordMelkar
Nov 24 2014, 10:49 PM
hey want to know something? Being bored is a good thing. It tells you that the activity you're doing isn't fulfilling enough for you, which in turn means you are not a no life in any way. I'd be more worried if you weren't bored. Boredom is a good way of our body telling us we're capable of alot more then what we're currently doing. it also encourages creativity and thinking. basically what i'm saying is you need to find activities that are challenging enough for you that you'll enjoy them. oh and re-reading this i know it's weird lol. i've been up way too long.
LordMelkar
Nov 23 2014, 03:21 PM
hey I am always bored! and if you're bored why not go out and do other stuff?
LordMelkar
Nov 23 2014, 12:59 PM
sorry it didn't pop up in my message things. and if you have friends than you are far! from a no life.
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xxxoutcast_lifexx
Nov 22 2014, 12:31 PM
Rarely because we would rather all stay at home XD . We sometimes do though.
LordMelkar
Nov 22 2014, 12:19 PM
i really doubt that. do you go out with friends and stuff?
LordMelkar
Nov 22 2014, 12:09 PM
umm wow lol. i guess you are really quick at replying. well i'm feeling pretty crappy but thats been like that for sometime. what about you?
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Dec 17 2014, 03:53 PM
Someone out there Help me please What's deep inside Is killing me What did i say What have i done To be what i have now become? The monster inside is possesing my soul The worlds growing demons help it grow As it pours out my lungs In an almighty shriek Is this who my whole life I've set out to be?

Dec 17 2014, 03:53 PM

Someone out there Help me please What's deep inside Is killing me What did i say What have i done To be what i have now become? The monster inside is possesing my soul The worlds growing demons help it grow As it pours out my lungs In an almighty shriek Is this who my whole life I've set out to be?

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