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OnyxAngel
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For The First Time Aug 28 2011, 04:07 PM

(I hope you can hear me…) Is it lonely where you are? It should be. For the first time you’ve gone away. And left me… I understand that you went somewhere, and didn’t want me to follow. So instead, you did something selfish. And left me here to wallow. Remember those years ago? We told each other about our lives. My Mom and her addiction, my Dad and his cheating. You coming out of the closet, and enduring your father’s beatings. For the first time, you told someone your secret. For the first time, you found someone who would keep it. I was the strong. You were the weak. Slowly, you were fading away. And I was too STUPID to see. Until it was too late. How self-centered of me. I remember that day. Linkin Park was coming to town. For the first time, we were finally going to go. But we both missed the concert. In a way, you stole the show… For the first time, I saw a lot of blood. Seeping from the jagged lines on your wrist, and out onto the floor. You know, it was my favorite color. Not so much anymore. For the first time since your funeral, I’ll visit your grave. I’ll give you a single fake, blue rose. And reminisce about the old days. For the first time, I’ll cry my heart out. I’ll blame you for everything. I’ll hate you for a little while. Because… For the first and last time, You left me.

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OnyxAngel
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Aug 28 2011, 04:10 PM

It was so fucking hard to write this ;.;

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XxDestainyMassacrexX
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Aug 28 2011, 05:20 PM

Wow.. That was amazing and sad. It made me cry

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OnyxAngel
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Aug 28 2011, 06:41 PM

Thanks so much Destainy. I cried while writing it. Guess it's still a sensitive subject for me ;.;

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XxDestainyMassacrexX
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Aug 29 2011, 12:39 AM

I know how you feel, my uncle committed suicide on November 5, 2010, not a long time ago really, bit i still cry when people talk about him and im still waiting for him to walk thru the door

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OnyxAngel
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Aug 29 2011, 12:32 PM

Exactly how I feel. Sorry for your loss <3 Things like that are hard to move on from.

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XxDestainyMassacrexX
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Aug 29 2011, 04:27 PM

Yes they are, but we have to move on somehow

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xXeMoRaCeRXx
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Aug 30 2011, 04:25 PM

Amazing. I like the image as well :)

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OnyxAngel
Posts: 833

Sep 01 2011, 06:25 PM

Thanks, Matt. That means a lot. I'm still learning to edit pics <3

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