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Emo Pictures - EmoKid4131
EmoKid4131
Posts: 26
Depressed, And need help..;( Jun 07 2012, 11:22 PM
hello....I am 12 i know i'm young tobe depressed or anything but i still am Everyday.. I am alone i have been alone my intire life no one has ever loved me or cared about me except some family, Everyone hates on me.. Everyone drives me to want to do suicide..the only person i got is my mother and a girl i know online..I feel mentally crazy..I get lied to alot and i have trust issues... I have always tride to fit in but i never could..I can't do anything but think of suicide..i want to talk to someone beyond a computer screen but theres no one ever there..I need help..When i talk to people about it..they make me feel worse..they say their lifes are worse and how mine is easy and everything and point out that i'm a selfish-ignorant guy...I help people with their problems 24/7 heck i saved 9 people from suicide...I keep getting treated like ****..I can't talk to anyone about it...I'm to the point i want to force my parents to get me a counceilour-therapist...i can't take it anymore....No one listens to me....They always say how bad they are..but they never listen to me..and when they do they make me feel worse..i've attempted sucide 4 times because of it...It hurts..it hurts so badly...Why can't anyone help me? Why is it i feel like i'm gunna go insane..Why can't i be happy..Why can't i be with someone like a friend or in a couple..why am i the only one left out and hurt..I cry everyday...I think of suicide every day...no one helps me..no one cares.....I began hateing myself so badly now..eveynight i want to grab a knife-butcher knife to stab me in the heart...i feel so hated..so worthless..so ugly...so unwanted.....why?.......i don't get it anymore........i can only cry.......help.

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Emo Pictures - Xx-EmoBeemo-xX
Xx-EmoBeemo-xX
Posts: 47
Jun 08 2012, 06:24 AM
Well first things first, do you have any past problems/situations that made you feel like this? But on another topic no matter how much people tell you that you have it better, your younger, and your different. Your not them, they actually have no right to say that, and what will saying that even help? I hope this helps even a little, but need any more help tells me k?
nobody_cares
Posts: 253
Jun 08 2012, 06:48 AM
Your not selfish or ignorant. People shouldn't tell you that their worse off because they don't know what your life is like. Tell them that next time someone tries to say that there worse off. Even though it doesn't seem like it, suicide isn't the answer. Have you been to the doctors about this? They could get you counseling and stuff like that. I hope this helps...
Emo Pictures - MidoKilmy
MidoKilmy
Posts: 237
Jun 08 2012, 06:51 AM
You are similar to me in some period in the past. But if you go through it all, everything will be.. Probably better at all.. Different. I cannot help with ur problems.. I feel like I cannot help anyone anymore.. Cause now I'm further.. But I wish u best.. U should never say that no one loves u.. It hurts me.. I do.
Emo Pictures - DizzyDotRocks
DizzyDotRocks
Posts: 830
Jun 08 2012, 09:42 AM
I understand how you're feeling, I've been through it all myself and still am to a certain extent. Remember, if you do need to talk about things, this site is always a safe place to do so. I would recommend counselling or something similar to help you understand and overcome your feelings, although I'm not 100% sure how the health service in the US works. Does your school have a counselor or someone similar? That may be easier than going through the health service. Most importantly though, suicide is NOT the way out. There are too many people that would be hurting if you left.
Emo Pictures - EmoKid4131
EmoKid4131
Posts: 26
Jun 08 2012, 12:17 PM
Yes....When i was younger my dad was very abuseive "Not to me but to my sisters and brothers etc.." so i was hated by my siblings cause i was the special treated kid "Still am D:" and all my friends were leaveing me..throwing me away like a piece of crap....Everyone was hateful to me...and i lived'still live' with a very abuseive drugged up sister She choked me before and almost killed me acouple times..."I'm 100% scared of girls now...." so...yea i have had stuff which made me feel like this from the past :/
Emo Pictures - EmoKid4131
EmoKid4131
Posts: 26
Jun 08 2012, 12:21 PM
Okay..and yea it wouldn't let me put 12 so i put 14..:3 i tell all my friends i'm actually 12 tho x3
Emo Pictures - EmoKid4131
EmoKid4131
Posts: 26
Jun 08 2012, 12:23 PM
It does help really...Every answer is helping piece by piece..but i won't do counceiling or therapist or anything unless i can't get out of it myself :P
Emo Pictures - Black_Star
Black_Star
Posts: 13
Jun 08 2012, 03:30 PM
Don't kill yourself. Life will eventually get better and the people who hate you won't matter to you anymore. All that matters is your happiness; find something you LOVE and embrace it. -Love A.
Emo Pictures - xXeMoRaCeRXx
xXeMoRaCeRXx
Posts: 18346
Jun 08 2012, 04:32 PM
There are quite a few people on this site that have or are going though similar experiences so hopefully they will be of some help. Plus unlike other similar sites people just try and help here and rarely make stupid hateful comments.
Emo Pictures - EmoKid4131
EmoKid4131
Posts: 26
Jun 08 2012, 06:00 PM
When i find something i love "I did alreay like singing" i get told i am shitty at it and it brings me down.....:/
Emo Pictures - EmoKid4131
EmoKid4131
Posts: 26
Jun 08 2012, 06:21 PM
Their very helpful...but...knowing it's only online really makes me feel even more lonely..x/
FiFiTheVampBitcxh
Posts: 243
Jun 09 2012, 05:32 AM
Fristy you really do not need to think of suicide nothing can surely be that bad.. yet what has happened you've said your depressed but haven't really said why and your not alone you've said you've got family n a m8 so your really not alone... you really shouldnt be like this at your age..what has this world come to -_-
Emo Pictures - EmoKid4131
EmoKid4131
Posts: 26
Jun 09 2012, 12:18 PM
Hmm did you not read my comment replys or what i said? My family mostly hates me except my mom shes all i got And shes pretty much dying..She is leaveing my father and she has to have 3 surgerys WHICH is a 40% chanch of survival AND she is on probation she might go to jail and i might be taken into a fostercare system........
Emo Pictures - Porcelain
Porcelain
Posts: 7
Aug 09 2012, 12:20 PM
I had depression and i'm 12. Nowhere near as bad as yours. It was because i felt like no-one cared for me, they all cared about my sister, who is autistic. Go to a Doctor and Ask about councelling. Perhaps PCAMHS ?
Shazz
Posts: 6
Aug 14 2012, 03:59 PM
Hi, I'm 13 and have been dealing with depression alone for 3 years. Yes, it sucks balls, and the people in my life just made it worse. But I always told myself there's a light at the end of every tunnel, everything has an end. I listened to a song recently called Sing by My Chemical Romance, i'ts a song to live by. (Sing it for the world, sing it for the world, You've got to see what tomorrow brings) If you wanna talk, feel free to PM me :-)

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