Scared to get close, but i hate being alone. I long for the feeling to not feel at all. The higher I get the lower I`ll sink. I cant drown my demons, they know how to swim. Can You Feel My Heart, by Bring Me The Horizon
...Ready to die but not ready to disappear
...ready to fight but not ready to have an enemy
...Ready to sad but not ready to have tears
...Ready to live in dark but not ready to live alone
...Ready to hurts but not ready to love
...Ready to see you but not ready to meet you
...Ready to hear but not ready to listen
...Ready for everything but not ready for anything
...yeah it's weak and noop
... SAID THAT READY FOR EVERYTHING BUT NO ANYTHING READY...
Don't need to understand this
just think more...