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I don't think I deserve this, seflessness. Find your way into my heart. All stars could be brighter. All hearts could be warmer. Louder Then Thunder, by The Devil Wears Prada

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soEmo.co.uk - Emo Kids - Avalanche

[Admins Pet] [Chat Mod] [Site Model]

22 / Nonbinary / American Football House, United States
Bisexual / In a Relationship
Member since: Aug 22, 2015
Last online: May 22, 2024

Current rating: 8.6/10 (30 votes cast)

About Me



You still there?

Okay, cool.

On August Twenty Seventh in the year of Twenty Fourteen I joined this site on my first account.

I originally joined when I was twelve and incredibly suicidal, I made a typo and discovered this shitty site but me being in my emo phase I joined for site modelling since that was the 'Oh so totally cool' scene kid thing to do at the time.

Long story short: I never had the guts to do the site modelling thing due to fear and anxiety, but maybe I'll do that soon

Update: I became a site model after four years!!!!!!

Latest update: 1/31/23

This account is an archive chronicling the ages of 13 to 21 (with reuploaded images from my previous account that contained images from the ages 11-12). Not much has changed other than the gutting transformation of going fron a pierce the veil warped tour scene kid to a jaded basement show attending diy emo/"midwest" emo/skramz elitist. This account remains up in the aftermath of years of grooming and various sociopolitical pipelines I've fallen down. Terrible things have happened and this remains. I only keep this account for the memories. Not the nostalgia. But because I fear without a visual reminder I will repress all that I have been through. Be kind to your inner child and the edgy site browing tween you once were. Hindsight might be 20/20 but God only knows you needed an adult like the one you've become. If I ever lose my battle to mental illness, this will be here and no one close to me in real life will know. But I will. And that means something for now.

  • My name is Carson. Many people on here called me Ava though due to my username.

  • DOB: 1/10/02

  • My If you would like contact info just DM me.

  • I don't use this account frequently. To be fully honest I primarily use this account to upload photos/selfies to this site out of habit because I've been going it for nearly 8 years now. (As I'm typing this) and it's fun to see how I evolve.

Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results
Warmth ||||||||||||||| 50%
Intellect ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Emotional Stability ||||||||||||||| 46%
Aggressiveness ||||||||||||||| 50%
Liveliness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Dutifulness |||||| 18%
Social Assertiveness ||||||||| 26%
Sensitivity |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Paranoia ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Abstractness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Introversion ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Anxiety |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Independence |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Perfectionism ||||||||||||||| 42%
Tension ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
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Cattell's 16 Factor Key

Factor low score high score
Warmth cold, selfish supportive, comforting
Intellect instinctive, unstable cerebral, analytical
Emotional Stability irritable, moody level headed, calm
Aggressiveness modest, docile controlling, tough
Liveliness somber, restrained wild, fun loving
Dutifulness untraditional, rebellious conforming, traditional
Social Assertiveness shy, withdrawn uninhibited, bold
Sensitivity coarse, tough touchy, soft
Paranoia trusting, easy going wary, suspicious
Abstractness practical, regular strange, imaginative
Introversion open, friendly private, quiet
Anxiety confident, self assured fearful, self-doubting
Openmindedness closeminded, set-in-ways curious, exploratory
Independence outgoing, social loner, craves solitude
Perfectionism disorganized, messy orderly, thorough
Tension relaxed, cool stressed, unsatisfied

Favourite Music

I may accidentally repeat a few of these since I slowly update this list as I get older and forget what is on here as my music taste evolves! This list has been in the works for a couple years now.
  • Anal Cunt

  • Cannibal Corpse

  • Cattle Decapitation

  • Vulvectomy

  • Torsofuck

  • Gorelord

  • Dying Fetus

  • Nunslaughter

  • Austere

  • Einsamtod

  • Kanashimi

  • Thy Light

  • Shining

  • Sisters Of Mercy

  • Slayer

  • Destruction Unit

  • The Exploited

  • The Distillers

  • Corrupted Leaders

  • Nausea

  • Discharge

  • Wolfbrigade

  • Death Grips

  • Tool

  • Korn

  • Thy Art Is Murder

  • Lamb Of God

  • END

  • Mejibray

  • Pierce The Veil.

  • Being As An Ocean

  • La Dispute

  • My Chemical Romance

  • In Flames

  • The Smiths

  • Depeche Mode

  • Joy Division

  • The Front Bottoms

  • Modern Baseball

  • The World is a Beautiful Place & I am No Longer Afraid to Die

  • Sorority Noise

  • Foxing

  • Counterparts

  • Movements

  • Touché Amoré

  • In Hearts Wake.

  • Northlane.

  • Carried Still

  • Set Sights

  • Half Past The Revolution

  • Frustrated

  • Moose Blood

  • Elvis Depressedly

  • Creeper

  • Boston Manor

  • Knuckle Puck

  • The Story So Far

  • Trophy Eyes

  • Major League

  • Sunny Day Real Estate

  • American Football

  • Joyce Manor

  • Neck Deep

  • Real Friends

  • Pvris

  • New Years Day

  • Crossfaith

  • The Amity Affliction

  • Beartooth

  • Silverstein

  • Tame Impala

  • Clams Casino

  • Ultimate Spinach

  • Crim3s

  • Yung Lean

  • Lund


  • Balance And Composure

  • Title Fight

  • Architects

  • Hundredth

  • Brand New

  • Hotel Books

  • Casey

  • Knocked Loose

  • Silent Planet

  • Pianos Become the Teeth

  • Letlive

  • Capsize

  • Johnny Hobo and the Freight Trains

  • Coma Cinema

  • State Champs

  • Defeater

  • Basement

  • Expire

  • Trapped Under Ice

  • Parkway Drive

  • The Cure

  • Pity Sex

  • Turnover

  • Sworn In

  • The Color Morale

  • The Wonder Years

  • Looming

  • Citizen

  • Turnstile

  • Donovan

  • David Bowie

  • Rescuer

  • Have Mercy

  • Pg. 99

  • Orchid

  • Drug Church

  • The Casket Lottery

  • Departures

  • $uicideboy$

  • Xxxtentacion

  • 100 Gecs

  • Alien Sex Fiend

  • Siouxie And The Banshees

  • Billy Idol

  • Marietta

  • Sports

  • Perspective A Lovely Hand To Hold

  • Origami Angel

  • Hightide Hotel

  • I Hate Sex

  • Stop It!!

  • Foxtails

  • SL.AP

  • The Promise RIng

  • Short Fictions

  • Portraits Of Past

  • Neil Perry

  • Youth Funeral

  • William Bonney

  • Camping In Alaska

  • The Kidcrash/Kidcrash

    Tough Stuff
    Gillian Carter
    Anime Titty Flesh Wound
    Kid, Feral
    The Promise Ring
    Cap'n Jazz
    Mock Orange
    Texas Is The Reason
    Hospital Bracelet
    Free Throw
    Jets To Brazil
    I Hate Myself
    Moss Icon
    Flowers Taped To Pens

    La Petite Mort/Little Death

    I can't add any kroe bans due to thenglitchy formatting but I'll add my playlist link!!! :D


Favourite Films / TV / Books

  • Seinfeld

  • Trailer Park Boys

  • It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia

  • The Walking Dead

  • American Beauty

  • Gummo

  • Pulp Fiction

  • A Serbian Film

  • The Craft

  • Salo

  • The Room

  • A Million Ways To Die In The West

  • Cannibal Holocaust

  • The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (The 1974 original.)

  • August Underground

  • Come And See

  • Threads

  • Requiem For A Dream

  • The Holy Mountain

  • An Andalusian Dog

  • anything in The Cremaster Cycle

  • Begotten

  • Slumber Party Massacre

  • Bigfoot's Wild Weekend

  • Human Ouja

  • Just any raunchy slasher flick or terrible horror movie really....

  • Two Bits and Pepper

  • Cop Dog

  • Country Bears

  • Doggie Boogie - Get Your Grr On!

  • I just love terrible 90s, 2000s, and early 2010s kids movies ironically


  • I have watched 57 Anime and I've loved almost all of them.... (Key Word: ALMOST. I've seen some fucked up shit)

(Many of the movies on this list I do not particularly care for anymore, I just went through an edgy phase as a kid where I watched disturbing and banned films a lot and I'm leaving them on the list for nostalgia)

Education / Occupation

Typical burnout 20 somethings behavior. I go to work to make money to go to house shows and get drunk and buy dumb shit on the internet and then I go back to work again!

Who I'd Like To Meet

I dunno, maybe a couple new friends?

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