Nov 19 2025, 01:48 AM

Update on a scar from a previous attempt. It has mostly healed up, but it hurt to look at. It's my reminder that I failed to do even that. I'm so pathetic that I can't even do that right. *PMO* 

Nov 12 2025, 10:29 PM

It's been twelve days since I last tried. I'm surprised that I've held out this long. Kinda want to now, but I don't have anything to try with 🙄 *pmo* 

I just had a idea. Fire. Kill two birds with one stone *literally*, and I will get rid of evidence

Nov 04 2025, 09:50 PM

So, on Halloween, I tried to OD. Clearly, it didn't work *disappointing* and now I can't take my meds because my guardian says that any drug is a risk to my self. I'm sick of being here. I just want death to take me. 

Idk why I'm still here

Oct 19 2025, 02:11 PM

I my be gone. My guardian found out about my suicide attempt and wants to take me to a spych ward. I said hell no, taking me from friends is not going to make me not want to kms, it's just going to make me want to do it more.

Oct 17 2025, 12:55 AM

Hey everyone. I know it's been awhile since I gave a good update. So long story short, I haven't been fully upfront with everyone about my mental health and, you lovely people deserve to know what's going on.

So last night I took an attempt on my own life. I'm not going to get into detail about how I tried. Just know I'm physically fine, but no one that I live with knows. I don't want you to worry or feel like it was your fault. *I'm looking at you Willow*.

I'm not sure how much more I can take. Seeing as that this isn't my first try (or the last) I am going to try to be more open and honest. Thank all of you for the kindness and love that I have lacked for a big part of my life. I love all of you.

-Obeng

Oct 11 2025, 01:18 AM

Does anyone know how to get the bleeding to stop? I cut last night and it hasn't stopped and I think I'm ok with it. Everything just seems to be getting worse for the village boy

Sep 25 2025, 03:32 AM

I cut.

I bleed.

I watch

I scream 

Sep 22 2025, 12:09 AM

I just found out that my ex was cheating the whole time I was with her. Wtf she mean by "You never spent time with me" I gave her everything I could fucking give just for her to getting clapped by another man.

This is why I don't trust people. Everyone wants to say they real when they fake as hell. The crazy part is she told me today, three god damn weeks after she dumped me.

It always be the person who you thought you loved the most. Just don't let people get too close or they might tare your heart out

God kill me now. I can't fucking take this shit anymore.

Sep 17 2025, 10:18 PM

I'm trying to get more fucked up more than I already am

I think I'm just done with this life.

Update: I've gotten fucked up. I think the percs were to strong.

Sorry for the late update. Was to high to think straight. I'm going to do it again

Sep 13 2025, 06:34 PM

My decision is finally. I love you all. 6/2/26. I'm not going to do anything until then