Jan 27 2026, 08:23 PM

psych went decent yesterday. bio went to shit today. woke up in horrendous levels of pain this morning, as in could barely stand straight type pain. took like 8 paracetamol before entering college (and 2 more in the exam) but nothing seemed to work DX could barely read what i was writing it was so bad.

ive already resigned myself to resitting it but i dont particularly mind, gives me more time to revise anyway and i knew i was going to be brutally unprepared.

someone remind me to study plant hormones, EEGs, circulatory systems, protein stuff, chloroplast and mitochondria stuff, and enzyme shit specifically. oh also that one respiration practical, chromatography and like math shit i always forget theres math shit in bio.

pain is still there hours later. im hesitant to take more paracetamol incase i accidentally od (wouldnt be the first time) so ive just been laying here. i shouuuuld be revising for sociology but figured id do that tmrw and work on finishing s1 stranger things.

thank FUCK sociology is on friday. if it was tomorrow i wouldve just killed myself ha.

Jan 25 2026, 09:54 PM

Ohhhhh my god fuck my stupid chud life. Mocks tomorrow. Barely revised shit. Of COURSE my hardest subjects are scheduled to be on the first two days of the week. Im so going to fail this ugh.

Been trying to revise all month but ive been in an episode for a while so my brain just feels like sludge :( im a terrible reviser as well i cant revise for shit.

SIIGH at least its not the real thing huh? Only, what, ~4months till the 1st exam :D? (imgoingtokillmyselfimgoingtokillmyselfimgoingtokillmyselfimgoingtokillmyselfimgoingtokill)

Jan 24 2026, 05:44 PM

So that didnt take as long as I thought it was going to. Thank god. Most of it was, infact, journal entries lol.

I have honestly never really used the journal feature here? I used to use the spacehey one, but after that got nuked I didnt really have anywhere to post lol. Glad I remembered this place, though im a bit off on having my name and face attached this time.

Oh btw anyone know if spacehey got unbanned in the UK? ik after the whole ID verification thingy went through they took it down for a while. Is it still down? I want to check but I also dont want to be dissapointed if its not up lol.

Is there even any alternative to spacehey? the worst part about it is that its really all there is out there on the internet. Sigh. Id be making a neocities next if only i knew how to code...

I do plan on being active on here a bit more, but may get hindered by the towering A levels looming over my head ha, well guess we will just have to wait and see what the future holds.

Jan 24 2026, 05:13 PM

Oh My God I havent been on in ages what the fuck happened LMAO.

Going to try and go through as many of my notifs (233... what the fuck lol) and FB/message back as many people as I can. But depending on how much of that is messages/friend requests and how much of that is blogposts from friends IDK how long this is gnna take.

Also revamped my profile also because holy fuck, that was cringe city. What was I even on back then. Jesus. Might upload new pictures later also, most of this stuff is oldddd as hell. Id like to think im a new (and improved) person now.

Anyways, heres to a late great new year, I hope, cant be worse than last year right?