Mess E
26 / Female / Georgia, United States
Forever Alone
Member since:
Oct 04, 2022
Last online:
Nov 22, 2025
Current rating: 9.2/10 (28 votes cast)
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About Me
I’ve pretty much been a loner my whole life. My mother who is the only family member that I know has a bit of a cold personality so I never learned how to socialize properly except for a few friendships that disappeared quickly. This is why I think I fit the mold of what you would call emo even if I don’t always look like it. I don’t really have anyone to talk to about my personal feelings so I thought that I would use this place as a sort of journal that people could interact with so I don’t feel so lonely. I’ll try to make my boring life as entertaining as possible. 🙂
I like to color, paint my nails, play my guitar and write.
Sooo, today I tried to get an Uber. The Uber driver said that he was two minutes away so I exited the school building and the door locked behind me so I couldn’t get back in so I just had to stand there for an hour in the freezing cold in a dangerous area, because the guy wouldn’t pick up his phone, when he eventually arrived there, he looked at me crazy and asked “are you the one who’s been calling me” and I was like yes 🙄 also a homeless lady tried to pretend to be me and steal the Uber, luckily I insisted I was myself🤣 so yeah interesting night. The guy then proceeded to blast his alpha bro podcast all the way home. 🙄🤣🖤
I actually managed to get quite a bit of studying code done last night I wouldn’t say I’m good at it quite yet but I’m making progress. I want with my mom to a work lunch today as I studied there as well 🤣 I picked up some valentine’s Day decorations for my room on the way home. It’s not done yet but it’s a good start.
I love making this ice cream it’s strawberry and Matcha. I call it the rose in my head.
I have returned from the mall. I got some new sneakers. Buying running shoes is harder than it looks. All my running shoes have been hand me downs or military issued till now. Really awkward too. I feel like I’m getting worse at social situations as I get older.
I planned to meet with a friend to give her some jewelry she asked me to make. We were going to meet at the mall but she canceled to go on a date with her boyfriend 🤣 So I went to do some shopping by myself. I’m trying to buy new running shoes but they’re so damn expensive. I also got my mom her Valentine’s Day present: pandora charm and some perfume from Bath and Body works.
My mom was TRIGGERED when I walked out wearing a crop top in the middle of winter. I wore it under my coat and she didn’t care 🤣. I got this cool new hat though. I gave it earrings. They’re just some old earrings I have. School still sucks and it’s only the second week. I got a tutor so hopefully that’ll help. I just wanna graduate man 🥲🖤