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I don't feel like I am real Abracadavra, by Elena Siegman
Mess E
25 / Female / Georgia, United States
Forever Alone
Member since:
Oct 04, 2022
Last online:
May 06, 2024
I’m a college student and I’m also in the army. I’ve pretty much been a loner my whole life. My mother who is the only family member that I know has a bit of a cold personality so I never learned how to socialize properly except for a few friendships that disappeared quickly. This is why I think I fit the mold of what you would call emo even if I don’t always look like it. I don’t really have anyone to talk to about my personal feelings so I thought that I would use this place as a sort of journal that people could interact with so I don’t feel so lonely. I’ll try to make my boring life as entertaining as possible. 🙂
Here is my YouTube channel
https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCyB2zURgFkxeE1GCWVpGR5g/videos
Hands of Gretel, Sleater Kinny, Doll Skin
Warriors
I’m currently a senior in college with CIS as my major and I’m in the army.
I’d like to meet people with similar personalities and lifestyles as me since it’s hard to find people I can relate to.
I actually managed to get quite a bit of studying code done last night I wouldn’t say I’m good at it quite yet but I’m making progress. I want with my mom to a work lunch today as I studied there as well 🤣 I picked up some valentine’s Day decorations for my room on the way home. It’s not done yet but it’s a good start.
I love making this ice cream it’s strawberry and Matcha. I call it the rose in my head.
I have returned from the mall. I got some new sneakers. Buying running shoes is harder than it looks. All my running shoes have been hand me downs or military issued till now. Really awkward too. I feel like I’m getting worse at social situations as I get older.
I got my mom her valentine day gift.
Hope she likes it. Back to studying 🤣
I planned to meet with a friend to give her some jewelry she asked me to make. We were going to meet at the mall but she canceled to go on a date with her boyfriend 🤣 So I went to do some shopping by myself. I’m trying to buy new running shoes but they’re so damn expensive. I also got my mom her Valentine’s Day present: pandora charm and some perfume from Bath and Body works.
My mom was TRIGGERED when I walked out wearing a crop top in the middle of winter. I wore it under my coat and she didn’t care 🤣. I got this cool new hat though. I gave it earrings. They’re just some old earrings I have. School still sucks and it’s only the second week. I got a tutor so hopefully that’ll help. I just wanna graduate man 🥲🖤
First week of school done. I’m not looking forward to this semester. 🖤
I can now work off the calories and get gains in the privacy of my own room and not have to worry about having a ride or dealing with weird people at the gym. The French Toast at IHOP is underrated (at least by me it was) 🤣
I tried wearing these thigh high socks I got for Christmas didn’t really work out. They were slipping down every five seconds. They were really warm when they stayed up. Everyone was as annoying as usual but I managed to go to class okay. Why do I feel like this year is gonna really suck for me?!? 🤣🖤
School and life and such have chosen to give me a huge hassle lately but I mixed strawberry and green tea ice cream together and I also made fried pickles for a great meal~
I had pretty much the best day of the year so far. I got a new action figure, I went to the museum and I did some thrifting. Perfect day.
