Remember when I swore
That love was never ending
That you and I would never die
Remember when you swore
We had it all
We've made it far
Sail away, by The Rasmus
Mess E
25 / Female / Georgia, United States
Forever Alone
Member since:
Oct 04, 2022
Last online:
Aug 18, 2024
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About Me
I’m a college student and I’m also in the army. I’ve pretty much been a loner my whole life. My mother who is the only family member that I know has a bit of a cold personality so I never learned how to socialize properly except for a few friendships that disappeared quickly. This is why I think I fit the mold of what you would call emo even if I don’t always look like it. I don’t really have anyone to talk to about my personal feelings so I thought that I would use this place as a sort of journal that people could interact with so I don’t feel so lonely. I’ll try to make my boring life as entertaining as possible. 🙂
I like to color, paint my nails, play my guitar and write.
My room still looks like a tornado ran through it and I’m not done studying for Security + but last night was super fun. I went to a Kingdom Collapse concert that had a lot of really cool bands. It was my first time getting right up close to the stage and I ended up talking a bit with one of the guitarists (not easy for me because I’m really shy around people I don’t know 😭) it was really cool, he ended up throwing me his pick. I got thrown a towel from one of the other bands called The Rack. The singer was sooooo pretty and she was black like me which is a rare thing to see in this genre so I appreciate it. Here’s the stuff I got.
Also the reason my room is trashed is because I want to start a jewelry business. I don’t know when I’ll launch it but it’ll probably be primarily online. So subscribe to my Pinterest if you are into that.
This wall in my room is looking really cool✨🖤✨ I’m gonna try too see DeadPool and Friend I mean Wolverine 🤣. Has anyone played Sally Face? I been thinking about it a lot lately. This wall is what I have to stare at when I use my treadmill so that’s why it’s so decorated.
I also made this bracelet 🖤
I went to the craft store recently and found a camera charm that actually flashes! Idk I think it’s so cool I’m not sure what I wanna make with it yet.
Most recent henna
Recently I’ve been drinking water with cucumbers, strawberries, and lemon juice. It’s really good. Great alternative to fruit juice.
I also made a good alternative to those ‘Green Machine’ drinks. No added sugar.
Here’s the recipe
I add a bit of water to it for the texture. Thanks for reading 🖤
Hey~ I went to SkyZone and beat some kids up with foam poles it was super fun 🤣
I went to a RedCross meet and the meeting was helpful but kinda boring, but they had the most beautiful cake I had ever seen!!! Here it is.
Even my slice looked amazing 🤩 Guys is this what true love is like? 🤣
Also I bleached my hair again. If it doesn’t fall out I’m gonna try to bleach it again and go for blonde in six months. I hoping to switch to a more punky hair style after I get out of the military in a year… fingers crossed.
My mom took me to a Caribbean festival today which was interesting since I am part Jamaican but sucked cause it was hot out there and I couldn’t seemed to find anything interesting. Not to mention how over priced everything was. I bought drinks for me and my mom, and they came to a total of 26 dollars! They didn’t have there prices listed on a sign or anything so after waiting in line in the sun for so long it would have felt really stupid to just walk away. They were nice drinks but still.
I also tried to wear that dark makeup today I feel like I had mixed results though I really liked my outfit.
So yeah everyone was having a good time but I was kinda grumpy. It didn’t help when I was behind this obnoxious couple that was constantly making out and grabbing each other in line. I tried to ignore it but it’s hard to look away from that sort of thing especially in the heat when I can imagine how sweaty they are 🤮
So after that we went to go see a movie mom wanted to see. Bad Boys, I had absolutely no interest but mom was into it. The thing is though the emergency evacuation alarm went off in the theater while we were watching. This has never happened to me before and I guess it never happened to mom because she just stared into space. I had to yell at her a little bit to get up and walk to the exit. The last thing I want is to get shot or to burned alive in a theater watching a movie I didn’t even wanna go see 🤣. Anyways it turned out to be a false alarm and they started the movie back up. I’m in a pretty bad mood at these point so I ask if we can stop at the gas station for ice cream on the way home. After a while she said yes and my mood completely turned around. lol
I painted a bath chair for people with disabilities I found at the Goodwill (I cleaned it) so I can use it to sit at my art bench (I’ve been sitting on the floor lol) it was medical looking and white now it’s edgy.
Soooo it’s been a while but I’m still alive somehow. I doing some military training right now and I’m also sick so I feel like I’m dying out here. I still have a week left let’s hope I make it. I fell off an obstacle course today and I’m covered in bruises. 😭✨
Lately I’ve really been into thrifting and clothing alterations. I think it started with me making my vest. I want to Walmart to pick up some materials and supplies recently. I don’t have a car so I almost didn’t get to go because I pissed off my mom for cutting up a dress I hated wearing, it was a huge fight. Anyway I had a night long crafting session. Here are my results ✨
I made earrings out of the cut up dress.
This is a bracelet from a belt I had to cut cause it was too long and a charm I’ve had since I was a kid I don’t remember where I got it from though.
I made a tie! I turned a regular tie for males into a emo clip on tie for women the power of sewing, hot glue, and good music.
I saw this on Pinterest for 45$ So I made my own version.
The remix.
The original.
Also I painted my orange quiver dark green for the renaissance fair. 🧌
Sooo weird concert story people (not that weird but still) I technically went to the wrong concert, which is odd because my ticket let me through. So I ended up watching the opening act of one and the closing half of another, but was still super cool. I also signed up to donate my bone marrow, cause that was a thing? ✨
I got my bag signed and I got a tee shirt 🖤
Also I think I just dumped my friend but we’ll see 😭