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I thought that I should tell u My world is crashin down,again I'm spinnin round,callin out I'm fallin down I don't care,I don't care what u think of me right now Cuz I'm gonna have a breakdown Breakdown, by Hawthorne Heights
Mess E
26 / Female / Georgia, United States
Forever Alone
Member since:
Oct 04, 2022
Last online:
Nov 22, 2025
I’ve pretty much been a loner my whole life. My mother who is the only family member that I know has a bit of a cold personality so I never learned how to socialize properly except for a few friendships that disappeared quickly. This is why I think I fit the mold of what you would call emo even if I don’t always look like it. I don’t really have anyone to talk to about my personal feelings so I thought that I would use this place as a sort of journal that people could interact with so I don’t feel so lonely. I’ll try to make my boring life as entertaining as possible. 🙂
I like to color, paint my nails, play my guitar and write.
Here is my YouTube channel
https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCyB2zURgFkxeE1GCWVpGR5g/videos
Hands of Gretel, Sleater Kinny, Doll Skin, MCR, Destroy Boys
Warriors
Warriors Cats 🐈
Animorphs
Hunger Games
Deadpool and Wolverine
I’m currently a senior in college with CIS as my major and a minor in International Business. I’m in the army part time.
My Pinterest is
I’d like to meet people with similar personalities and lifestyles as me since it’s hard to find people I can relate to.
My last day of being apart of the damn military has happened! Thank the universe, God, whoever! (I’m still on retainer for two years but I don’t have to come in, but what are the odds they actually call me 😭).
I’m applying for schools in the Europe and I’ve been accepted to one in Germany but I really want to go to Britain let’s see what happens. For now I’m just focusing on getting my certifications and getting a summer job.
A week before graduation I got these weird spots on my skin, I also have a cut between my eyes that I got while on duty this week. I hope I don’t look like I’m on drugs or something. I went to the dermatologist and get prescribed skin bleach for my spots 🙃
So I’ve made a few pieces, but I don’t know what to price them. I’m gonna post them here. Tell me what you would pay for them.
When you’re feeling adventurous and decide to try the sushi pyramid. I don’t know what gave me food poisoning yesterday but I have some culprits.
I did it. After all these years I finally graduated. I have no words.
This is the dress I wore.
I went to a Goth Thrift Market today, I was able to go because I had a ceremony earlier this week and I asked if I could make up the time late and they said yes. Yay! I bought way too much stuff including these cute little horns. Just to be clear I don’t really consider myself Goth but damn do they sell some good stuff 🤣
I got this blue eye shadow powder for an event but I didn’t end up using it. I tried it on and I kind of dig it. I know this is cringe but I’m kind of worried about if it’s emo enough like if I wear it on the regular basis, will it clash with my usual style take a look. New makeup look?
Graduation is nipping at my adding a fresh layer of anxiety to everything I do. I just hope I don’t screw anything up to badly in this final stretch.
I asking to change my hours at work for the first time in 7 years the other day. They agreed, they know I’m about to leave. 🤣
Of course my skin is breaking out cause I’m stressed. I haven’t told many people about this yet but I’m applying for grad school in the UK and I hope I get in.
My mom made me get a new dress for the awards ceremony because she didn’t like mine 🤣 here’s what it looks like.
It still needs to be fitted but I say it looks pretty cool. I’m still going to wear my edgy jewelry and a accessories with it I don’t care what mom says 🤣 I will be a fairy wearing a bone necklace 😭
Speaking of accessories more of my beads came in I have nearly everything now. I don’t know how much I should say but my first collection will have a ‘Hunter’ theme. Anyway I liked my outfit today take a look.
Yet another birthday dinner for me and by for me I mean my mom drags me to something she wants to do and uses my birthday as an excuse to go. Today we went to a comedy show with the most unfunny comedians none to man. I’m still here and I’m not allowed to leave. Happy birthday to me✨
In other news I tried cooking tofu it turned out okay. I kinda feel like I over ate today though to I’m gonna try to do some extra sets in workout. I haven’t worked out at all this week yet 😭
