Mess E
25 / Female / Georgia, United States
Forever Alone
Member since:
Oct 04, 2022
Last online:
Aug 18, 2024
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About Me
I’m a college student and I’m also in the army. I’ve pretty much been a loner my whole life. My mother who is the only family member that I know has a bit of a cold personality so I never learned how to socialize properly except for a few friendships that disappeared quickly. This is why I think I fit the mold of what you would call emo even if I don’t always look like it. I don’t really have anyone to talk to about my personal feelings so I thought that I would use this place as a sort of journal that people could interact with so I don’t feel so lonely. I’ll try to make my boring life as entertaining as possible. 🙂
I like to color, paint my nails, play my guitar and write.
I’m so happy right now guys. I didn’t think I would make it. When I tell you I had no idea what was going on in that class half the time. I’m glad I didn’t give up.
I did the most crazy nail design I’ve ever done with silver sheet paper. I’m going to a wedding this weekend so I thought I might as well give it a shot. How’d I do?
My renaissance fair costume is here and I like it~ my I don’t know what my friend’s costume is going to be but I know she’s gonna be a fairy. I’m an archer so I’m using the bow I use in real life as a prop. I’m debating on whether or not to bring my quiver. Like will they consider my arrow a weapon even if they don’t have bolts? Also my quiver is safety orange and doesn’t go with my costume. I’m brain storming ideas 🖤
I’m a bit mad at my friend because I asked her to go to a concert with me and she said she didn’t wanna go but she would go because she felt bad, since it seemed only went places that she wanted to go and she would always ditch me if it was a place that I wanted to go.
I don’t want her to be hanging out with me out of pity, maybe I’m being dramatic…? Anyways I hope to go to that concert with or without her. It’s the same place I want to see the Sleeter Kenny concert. New band though they’re all dudes this time. Hope it’s good.
In other news I made a new henna, and I even got a compliment on it when I went to the store to find my mom a birthday/Mother’s Day gift.
I also went to the Cheesecake Factory. It was good but very crowded.
I just finished up finals today, I hope I passed I hate my professors so much. 🤣 Also my mom got me so fishnet sleeves so I can complete my grunge look now ✨
Hey, this post marks 25 years on this earth. I feel very old and very uncool 🤣. I had duty this weekend and I don’t think the new first Sargent likes me because I had to direct traffic all day in the heat and I missed chow. I went to Outback Steak house with my mom today and she asked them to sing me happy birthday and that was super embarrassing 🖤. Anyways here’s to 25 more years ✨
I found this fancy toothpaste in the bathroom it was sitting there all day and no one took it so I just nicked it. Does that count as stealing? It taste good. Someone took some nice teas that left on the counter that I left for a moment so I’ll call it even.
Birthday dinner.
I got sushi after work cause I was dying from heat/ hunger.
Hey emos my birthday is on Monday but I had a lot of fun with my friend at the spring fair today. I have duty tomorrow morning but let’s not think about that 🤣. Also not thinking about how I have a quiz next week. I held a baby goat 💕
My dress is thrifted and I had to stretch it slightly because it’s a small and I’m a medium but it worked out great.
I also rode the train for the first time today. There was a lady in a really cool costume. My friend asked her for a picture she’s so pretty ✨