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What if I can't forget you? I'll burn your name into my throat. I'll be the fire that'll catch you. What's so good about picking up the pieces? None of the colors ever light up anymore in this hole. Caraphernelia, by Pierce The Veil
Mess E
25 / Female / Georgia, United States
Forever Alone
Member since:
Oct 04, 2022
Last online:
May 06, 2024
I’m a college student and I’m also in the army. I’ve pretty much been a loner my whole life. My mother who is the only family member that I know has a bit of a cold personality so I never learned how to socialize properly except for a few friendships that disappeared quickly. This is why I think I fit the mold of what you would call emo even if I don’t always look like it. I don’t really have anyone to talk to about my personal feelings so I thought that I would use this place as a sort of journal that people could interact with so I don’t feel so lonely. I’ll try to make my boring life as entertaining as possible. 🙂
Here is my YouTube channel
https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCyB2zURgFkxeE1GCWVpGR5g/videos
Hands of Gretel, Sleater Kinny, Doll Skin
Warriors
I’m currently a senior in college with CIS as my major and I’m in the army.
I’d like to meet people with similar personalities and lifestyles as me since it’s hard to find people I can relate to.
Finally got my room cleaned and my new treadmill installed for the new year. Hope this upcoming year is going to be good.
I think I’m just gonna keep to individual cords for now.
All A’s this semester baby.
I’m trying to picky guitar back up but I think I’m having a problem with finger dexterity or something because I can’t keep pace. 🤣
Today I flipped off the teacher in the class. While his back was turned of course not that stupid. Lol I have a ton of work to do and nothing else.Currently is not really having a good day.
Today was the worst day I’ve had in a long time. When I got up this morning at six to get ready for school I accidentally fell back to sleep for an extra 15 minutes and I had to call Uber because I don’t have a drivers license but that’s a whole Nother story in any case Uber didn’t come to way later I ended up being 40 minutes late for class they had a quiz as soon as we got there so I miss the quiz.
While I was in the Uber the driver wore the strongest cologne you could possibly imagine I thought I was about to suffocate and it was almost an hour long drive and get this while we were in the car he sprayed more on himself the guy is a complete lunatic. Not to mention he missed my turn so that was even more lateness I think the cologne is killing his brain cells.
when I finally got to class there was another student who kept walking over to me and standing over me and asking if I needed help I kept telling him no but he wouldn’t leave me alone I just stop responding and I guess he got bored eventually. Why are men so annoying today? Uhi
later that day I thought I lost my mom‘s credit card she let me borrow to get lunch because I ran out of cash. I looked all over the world for that thing I went up and down the stairs five times but I couldn’t find it I also thought I lost my ID as well so I went to go to an ATM so I could pull out the last of my money which was just $40 and buy a new ID for myself. Turns out her card was just in a compartment in my bag that I forgot I put it in and so is my ID so I completely wasted the very last of my money. Yay for stupidity!~
Next off a homeless man tried to rob me while I was buying lunch. It was one of those automated touchpad ordering devices a homeless guy just walked in and started yelling at me to buy him something and telling me what sort of things he liked I told him no (One because it’s not my money to give and two because I didn’t want to encourage this rude asshole behavior) but he kept asking and getting more annoying the other customers in the store just stared at me. When I lift the touchscreen even started making a bunch of comments about my ass I started to pretend to twerk until my order came in nice….
for the final annoying thing that happened today I got an email about a meeting that was across town and I have to walk there so I made my way there. When I got there nobody showed up. Complete waste of time, nice.
The one silver lining about today is that I finally got Excel and Word document uploaded onto my old banged up laptop so I won’t have to make any more trips to the library so that’s great 😁
Yay first public journal entry