power kill theé, love i felt for you pitied forever more,an option taken, i'll never see you again, cut me with your blade,hurt me with your spells the one hex you put on me will make you lose the closest thing to you, you ever had hex me, by deccay my corpse
Mess E
25 / Female / Georgia, United States
Forever Alone
Member since:
Oct 04, 2022
Last online:
Aug 18, 2024
Current rating: 9.0/10 (22 votes cast)
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About Me
I’m a college student and I’m also in the army. I’ve pretty much been a loner my whole life. My mother who is the only family member that I know has a bit of a cold personality so I never learned how to socialize properly except for a few friendships that disappeared quickly. This is why I think I fit the mold of what you would call emo even if I don’t always look like it. I don’t really have anyone to talk to about my personal feelings so I thought that I would use this place as a sort of journal that people could interact with so I don’t feel so lonely. I’ll try to make my boring life as entertaining as possible. 🙂
I like to color, paint my nails, play my guitar and write.
I actually managed to get quite a bit of studying code done last night I wouldn’t say I’m good at it quite yet but I’m making progress. I want with my mom to a work lunch today as I studied there as well 🤣 I picked up some valentine’s Day decorations for my room on the way home. It’s not done yet but it’s a good start.
I love making this ice cream it’s strawberry and Matcha. I call it the rose in my head.
I have returned from the mall. I got some new sneakers. Buying running shoes is harder than it looks. All my running shoes have been hand me downs or military issued till now. Really awkward too. I feel like I’m getting worse at social situations as I get older.
I planned to meet with a friend to give her some jewelry she asked me to make. We were going to meet at the mall but she canceled to go on a date with her boyfriend 🤣 So I went to do some shopping by myself. I’m trying to buy new running shoes but they’re so damn expensive. I also got my mom her Valentine’s Day present: pandora charm and some perfume from Bath and Body works.
My mom was TRIGGERED when I walked out wearing a crop top in the middle of winter. I wore it under my coat and she didn’t care 🤣. I got this cool new hat though. I gave it earrings. They’re just some old earrings I have. School still sucks and it’s only the second week. I got a tutor so hopefully that’ll help. I just wanna graduate man 🥲🖤
I can now work off the calories and get gains in the privacy of my own room and not have to worry about having a ride or dealing with weird people at the gym. The French Toast at IHOP is underrated (at least by me it was) 🤣
I tried wearing these thigh high socks I got for Christmas didn’t really work out. They were slipping down every five seconds. They were really warm when they stayed up. Everyone was as annoying as usual but I managed to go to class okay. Why do I feel like this year is gonna really suck for me?!? 🤣🖤
School and life and such have chosen to give me a huge hassle lately but I mixed strawberry and green tea ice cream together and I also made fried pickles for a great meal~