Mess E
26 / Female / Georgia, United States
Forever Alone
Member since:
Oct 04, 2022
Last online:
Nov 22, 2025
Current rating: 9.2/10 (28 votes cast)
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About Me
I’ve pretty much been a loner my whole life. My mother who is the only family member that I know has a bit of a cold personality so I never learned how to socialize properly except for a few friendships that disappeared quickly. This is why I think I fit the mold of what you would call emo even if I don’t always look like it. I don’t really have anyone to talk to about my personal feelings so I thought that I would use this place as a sort of journal that people could interact with so I don’t feel so lonely. I’ll try to make my boring life as entertaining as possible. 🙂
I like to color, paint my nails, play my guitar and write.
Stop. Why does this actually look kinda good 🤣. If I used black instead of green I would look kinda intimidating in a hot way.
Nothing like a little before shower make up jump scare 🤣 but seriously I appreciate everyone who asked a question school has been crazy lately so I haven’t had time to make the video yet but I see you and I’m taking notes. Feel free to ask more questions on this post if you’d like.
Hello everyone I want to do a video where I answer questions from people on the internet 🛜 Do you have any questions you want answered by me; probably about me but any question is good. Also with your question leave any information you want me to say so I can give you a shout out if I use your question 😌
In other news I went to the emo party this Friday 🤣 it was awesome. I was dancing all night with random people. I had a cute outfit too.
I even dance with a guy and gave him my number. This is the most social interaction I’ve had in years.😭
here’s what the venue looked like.
This is definitely the best spring break I’ve ever had 🖤✨🖤
I went to a concert tonight. The band was okay I’m a sucker for live music. I went to a different venue than what I normally go to. It wasn’t to crowed when I got there. I actually interacted with some people which is unusual for me. First, I asked this one girl if I was at the Wright venue she told me yes but then she asked me if I was here alone. I told her yes, and she gave me a crazy look. 🤣
Then while the concert was happening, someone spilled their drink on me twice I looked back to see who was doing it and it was this couple making out behind me. People are so crazy. On the left hand side you can see the beautiful couple 😭
After that, I tried to see if any restaurants were open because there’s currently no food in the house on my way out. I saw these two girls and they were talking about getting something to eat and they’re from out of town so I offered to show them a place to eat. It was a little awkward, but I managed to sort of have a conversation. I think one of the girls like me, but the other one didn’t like me very much, which is fine. I’m definitely not everyone’s cup of tea, but to be honest, she seemed like a bit of a cunt herself, so I’m not too worried about it. For visual reference pinky liked me curly did not. 🤣
I had the sea food pasta. It was pretty expensive like $25 just for one person and pinky and curly did not pay for their drinks or tip when they left early. 🙄
Anyway I’d say I had a pretty good spring break even if I don’t get to do anything else. I bought some more comic books as well. I’ve never read a wolverine book before, but I got issue one of ultimate wolverine and it legitimately made me sad. Maybe I’ll read the rest of it but right now I’m trying to finish ultimate Spider-Man without going bankrupt. 🤣
I have every type of teacher this semester. One teacher I like. He’s #relatable and gives a lot of tips on test.
One teacher I hate. He’s an asshole. He seems full of himself and randomly underhanded racist comments also he underhandedly made fun of a student with a speech impediment (everyone laughed) I felt bad though so I talked to him after class and a shared my private study group with then guy 😑
One teacher is barely there. She post notes and has test. Very hands off. 🤣
I FINALLY got some orders in for my jewelry making supplies. Hopefully I can start putting out some product some time this century.
Anyway wish me luck on midterms. I wore my Berserk shirt today enjoy.
I had soooo much work to do this week. College is trying to take me out. I lost my mug I just got (from a conference). I’m still gonna try to keep up with my work out though.
I went to a Sanrio pop up the other day and got some cool stuff which is great. I saw the new Captain America movie to it was good. 8/10. More on that here.
I took a lot of pictures yesterday here’s me next to the Hello Kitty pop up.
I did a lot of work this week. I was in meetings within meetings and with people that competing schedules. I had an all day conference for women in the tech field (my mom signed me up). I managed to get a lot of work done but I don’t think they liked me very much. Which is fair. I don’t respect authority and don’t take anything seriously which isn’t for everyone 🤣. But I also found these bad boys.
A local business was going out of business and was selling their display. So I got these for my jewelry making business. Here’s a link to there online store if you’re interested
So it hasn’t been that long, but it feels like it’s been forever since our last post here. Restaurant today and I overheard a guy who apparently got two sex workers at once I could tell because the woman was talking very loudly about what she likes if you know what I mean, and the other woman was just kind of nodding along with her. He looked super embarrassed. But I have to ask if he’s that embarrassed why meet them at a crowded restaurant? Anyway, I got some envelopes and I’m gonna start sending letters to penpals if you’ve read this far and you have a PO Box or something like that and you wanna be my penpal put your info in my messages. 🖤
I’m was so piss this morning. My mom said she would drive me to work but it snowed so I had to shovel the driveway before she would leave. Not only was I late but I had to shovel the driveway without a shovel. We don’t have a shovel… I basically had to dig with my hands. Fun~ Felt like I was trying to survive out there. Maybe I‘ve been watching to much TWD lately.
Here’s a snowman some little boys made.
This is actually my first time seeing snow in many years. Yesterday I made a snowman.
This is one was made by a few toddlers (with help from mom)