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soEmo.co.uk - Emo Kids - MadelineAngel

MadelineAngel
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Madeline Lee
23 / Female / Tasmania, the love heart shaped island in, Australia
Bisexual / It's Complicated
Member since: Jan 15, 2013
Last online: Oct 18, 2014

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About Me

Hey, my name is Madeline Lee and I'm currently 16yo. I love art and music and poetry and all of that stuff. I'm not a sceneie, emo or goth or anything like that, in fact when someone tries to put me in any category I get really annoyed because I'm just me and that's the end of it.
I'm usually smiling but when I'm not I usually don't realize how sad/pissed off I look, usually it's just because I'm spaced out or hallucinating.
Hallucinating also isn't usually a bad thing with me either, its just because I have an amazing imagination I can make myself see things, it's also a coping mechanism. When it's a problem you'll know because due to suffering from Narcolepsy I'll wake up from a night terror and start screaming and crying but if I fall asleep listening to music or being cuddled I sleep perfectly. Or if it's in the day time I usually just shake and pull at my hair and the cuddles and music helps then as well.
This may sound a bit dorky/nerdy but once again, I hate being categorized. But I love science... Mostly Biology and Psychology. I'm not even kidding, if you ask how brain freezes happen I'll go on and on about blood vessels dilating because your brain thinks you're going to freeze to death (which it feels like at the time, of course. :P) Another thing, I also love retro video games. I own a Nintendo 64 that I can't play because my Mother threw out my box TV :'( (like if you crii evertim) I also own some other type of old Nintendo and a PS1 and PS2 now all I want is a fucking Xbox. But I love playing Zelda and SuperMario so much :3 They are my childhood favorites.
I'm a major Otaku. I LOVE cosplaying so much. I go to two main anime conventions held in Tasmania called AIcon and MAIcon and they're so much fun but sadly extremely expensive. I mean just the Cosplay costumes I wear to them cost over $100 min but it's so worth it.
I must explain this to everyone I meet or hang out with or whatever. If I pass out you shouldn't wake me up, just call an ambulance because if you do things will go really badly really fast, I also shake a lot due to Anxiety and low blood pressure so I need to be warm...(Totally would just shake on purpose for someone to cuddle me.) 
Also, if you haven't noticed, I'm a major cuddle addict. I love them and if I don't get a "Hello" or "Goodbye" hug I'll get really sad. But then again I'm also really shy so I won't ask for one until you ask me.
I love all animals, especially cats. Which is why I take one of my nicknames (Little Kitty) as a major complement. They call me that due to the fact that I fucking LOVE head scratches and cuddles of course and I sometimes purr and yeah...>.>.......<.<... I know I'm strange....
I'm also really good at giving advice or even just listening so if you need anything just tell me and I'll give advice and distractions and if you're lucky I might even write you a little poem about how lovely you are. =^_^= hehe.
 Okay, Madeline Lee signing out! *salutes*

Favourite Music

Evanescence
Bullet for my valentine
Linkin Park
Sum 41
Three days grace
Asking Alexandria
Within temptation 
Black veil brides  
Pierce the veil
Falling in reverse 
NeverShoutNever
Eminem
Ed Sheeran
Emilie Autumn
Marilyn Manson
Meat Loaf
Alice Cooper
A day to Remember
Bring me the Horizon 
M Chemichal Romance
Slip Knot scares me a little but I still like there music
Snow white's Poison Bite
Sleeping with Sirens
Mayday Parade (Terrible things makes me cry so much)
Imagine Dragons
The Fray
New Years Day 
Angels and Airways
Front Porch Step
Foo Fighters
Arctic Monkeys
Rise Against
Nirvana

Favourite Films / TV / Books

Buffy the vampire slayer
Angel
Naruto
Black Butler
Strawberry Panic
Death Note
Oran High School Host Club
Bleach
Angel Beats
The Day After Tomorrow
Underworld (Kate Beckensale is hot)
The Grudge
The Omen
Texas Chainsaw Massacre (So funny but a little scary)
Romeo and Juliette 
Beastly
Paranormal Activity 
Monty Python
Little Britain 
George Of the Jungle
Soul Eater
Burlesque 
Le Mis
Alice in Wonderland
Sword Art Online
Mirai Nikki
Jenifer's Body
Lord of the rings (I'm learning Elvish, aren't I just down right cool or what haha....... and a little nerdy...O.O)
Spider man
Rocky Horror
Frozen (This is the only Disney movie that makes me cry)
The Avengers
Thor
Aladin
Banish by Nicola Marsh is creepy as fuck!

Education / Occupation

My math teacher threw out my black lipstick..... Oh well, I'll just gouge out his eyes in his sleep. =^_^= And my art teacher tells me to tone down my make up O.O .......OH THE FUCKING IRONY!!!!!........ 
My Sister is teaching me Elvish too. YAY!!!! <3 AND I MADELINE LEE AM LORD OF THE NERDS!!! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!! <3 (Don't categorize me, bitch!)

Who I'd Like To Meet

Everyone is lovely <3 And even if they aren't, they still must have some good qualities so everyone. 

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Jan 15 2013, 03:55 AM
Thanks for the add :]
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Jan 15 2013, 02:18 AM
Heya MadelineAngel welcome to soEmo.co.uk Please fill out your profile and add some pics when you get the chance. Even create a journal if you like... Find other members using the Browse feature. View 1000s of emo scene girls and guys pics in the Emo Pictures and Site Models sections. Check out the popular Emo Forums and Emo Chat. Learn all about emo scene music, fashion and lifestyle in the What is Emo section. The site is still in development so if you have any suggestions or problems please email info@soemo.co.uk or check out the help section. -Matt
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Mar 19 2014, 03:14 AM
He had emerald green eyes And, my god was he shy But he'd always smile To cover up the scares It took a while But you'd think he was as happy as a spoiled child But oh no His eyes sparkled because he wished to cry He wanted to be the night sky So he succeeded when he tried Now we've stopped singing lullabies His skin was so pale His strength held up as he almost failed He'd never show a single fear He'd never flinch, not the courage to shed just one tear On top of everything he could have stayed here I thought I could see oh so clear But oh no His eyes sparkled because he wished to cry He wanted to be the in the night sky So he succeeded when he tried Now we've stopped singing lullabies And oh no I don't understand I could have saved him if he'd just said I would have held his hand And pulled him up to the surface So why can't I do this right? I'm beginning to hate my wondrous sky As I lay awake at night I promised I'd never lie But I said that I'd never die But so help me I have tried But if I do I'll never save a life So oh no My eyes sparkled because he wished to cry I wanted to be the in the night sky But how could I? When I'd know I'd never be able to save a life And oh no I don't understand I could have saved him if he'd just said I would have held his hand And pulled him up to the surface But next time I'm going to save a life Because that will save mine.- Saving lives. Dedicated to Liam 1998-2013
Mar 19 2014, 02:46 AM
Shhh, I know it hurts to hear them speak A scream or a whisper Just close your eyes and dream Block your ears and don't listen "Can't you see what you've done? You've committed murder! And what had she done? Nothing, you just didn't understand her!" I can't believe I would've done the same thing If I didn't have you so stay with me and I'll keep you stable I couldn't see I didn't believe that you loved me So tell me you love me and I won't go mental Shhh, I know, I can hear it loud and clear The deafening of silence Just hold my hand and let go of your fear Do you understand, dear? "Maddy, I'm not coping Chloe meant to much to me! I have to fall in a deep sleep And you have to leave me to rest in peace!" I can't believe I would've done the same thing If I didn't have you so stay with me and I'll keep you stable I couldn't see I didn't believe that you loved me So tell me you love me and I won't go mental Take my hand You'll be okay Squeeze as hard as you can Just don't go away Let's sing 'BigCityDreams" As loud as we can don't go to sleep Because I'll do the same and I'll never wake again I can't believe I would've done the same thing If I didn't have you so stay with me and I'll keep you stable I couldn't see I didn't believe that you loved me So tell me you love me and I won't go mental For her let's stay stable I'll keep you stable- I can't believe, stability. Dedicated to Chloe Ferguson 1998-2013
Mar 19 2014, 02:05 AM
She'll lay deep in the earths heart Under the meadow she'd run away too "I can't do this anymore, I'm not strong enough, I'll fall apart." I know I can't be the hero for you But what else am I meant to do? We can feel you whisper The cold feeling lingers at our trembling fingers But we won't hear you Not like how we used to The way you sung was so beautiful I can't kill the demons Not those who are invincible "I can't sleep anymore, not after what I saw, god it's too painful." I know I can't be there for you But if I can't save you then I don't know what I'll do Can you feel me shiver? The ghosts haunt me that's why I'm growing colder And closer to crazy Somebody please, I beg you save me Smile for me now Because god I can't handle a frown And everyone is dying on me now I'll run away to the meadows And I'll crawl and beg on my knees "I want to hear her sing again, I don't want to be alone. I can't do this on my own." I know I can't be your hero But god knows what else I can do Can you feel my heart beat My own life force hates me Because I'm alive Most of the time I wait to die So please smile for me now You're way to pretty to wear such a frown And everybody is dying on me now I don't know how many of you I'm going to lose But one was more than enough Can you feel us love? I'd wish I'd have saved you And if I couldn't I'd have died with you Because I'm sick of people....... ... I'll always understand you I would have done the same I almost did, I could be in the earth with you Right now, I'm going insane! Smile for me now Because god I can't handle a frown And everyone is dying on me now So please smile for me now You're way to pretty to wear such a frown And everybody is dying on me now Don't die on me now Please Forgive me! Just, don't die on me now - Smile, don't frown. Dedicated to Emily Peachtree !999-2014
Dec 29 2013, 10:35 PM
I'm crazy for the most adorable guy ever <3 He proposed, he fucking proposed!!!!! Eeeehehehehehe and of course I said yes, I don't care how young I am!!! He's the only one I believe when he says he loves me, I only believe such words when they leave his lips, only his! <3 I was about to kill myself when he asked me what I'd do if he asked me out and due to him being so shy I ended up asking him out <3 He's a life saver and I love him so much
Nov 05 2013, 02:45 AM
One down, only one left <3
Oct 29 2013, 12:11 AM
Sick of hearing "I love you, Maddy." I'd rather people just say they hated me instead of fucking me over! <3
Sep 29 2013, 06:10 AM
Is there anyway to erase memories? I want to loose the memory of my whole childhood.

Mar 19 2014, 03:14 AM

He had emerald green eyes And, my god was he shy But he'd always smile To cover up the scares It took a while But you'd think he was as happy as a spoiled child But oh no His eyes sparkled because he wished to cry He wanted to be the night sky So he succeeded when he tried Now we've stopped singing lullabies His skin was so pale His strength held up as he almost failed He'd never show a single fear He'd never flinch, not the courage to shed just one tear On top of everything he could have stayed here I thought I could see oh so clear But oh no His eyes sparkled because he wished to cry He wanted to be the in the night sky So he succeeded when he tried Now we've stopped singing lullabies And oh no I don't understand I could have saved him if he'd just said I would have held his hand And pulled him up to the surface So why can't I do this right? I'm beginning to hate my wondrous sky As I lay awake at night I promised I'd never lie But I said that I'd never die But so help me I have tried But if I do I'll never save a life So oh no My eyes sparkled because he wished to cry I wanted to be the in the night sky But how could I? When I'd know I'd never be able to save a life And oh no I don't understand I could have saved him if he'd just said I would have held his hand And pulled him up to the surface But next time I'm going to save a life Because that will save mine.- Saving lives. Dedicated to Liam 1998-2013

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Mar 19 2014, 02:46 AM

Shhh, I know it hurts to hear them speak A scream or a whisper Just close your eyes and dream Block your ears and don't listen "Can't you see what you've done? You've committed murder! And what had she done? Nothing, you just didn't understand her!" I can't believe I would've done the same thing If I didn't have you so stay with me and I'll keep you stable I couldn't see I didn't believe that you loved me So tell me you love me and I won't go mental Shhh, I know, I can hear it loud and clear The deafening of silence Just hold my hand and let go of your fear Do you understand, dear? "Maddy, I'm not coping Chloe meant to much to me! I have to fall in a deep sleep And you have to leave me to rest in peace!" I can't believe I would've done the same thing If I didn't have you so stay with me and I'll keep you stable I couldn't see I didn't believe that you loved me So tell me you love me and I won't go mental Take my hand You'll be okay Squeeze as hard as you can Just don't go away Let's sing 'BigCityDreams" As loud as we can don't go to sleep Because I'll do the same and I'll never wake again I can't believe I would've done the same thing If I didn't have you so stay with me and I'll keep you stable I couldn't see I didn't believe that you loved me So tell me you love me and I won't go mental For her let's stay stable I'll keep you stable- I can't believe, stability. Dedicated to Chloe Ferguson 1998-2013

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Mar 19 2014, 02:05 AM

She'll lay deep in the earths heart Under the meadow she'd run away too "I can't do this anymore, I'm not strong enough, I'll fall apart." I know I can't be the hero for you But what else am I meant to do? We can feel you whisper The cold feeling lingers at our trembling fingers But we won't hear you Not like how we used to The way you sung was so beautiful I can't kill the demons Not those who are invincible "I can't sleep anymore, not after what I saw, god it's too painful." I know I can't be there for you But if I can't save you then I don't know what I'll do Can you feel me shiver? The ghosts haunt me that's why I'm growing colder And closer to crazy Somebody please, I beg you save me Smile for me now Because god I can't handle a frown And everyone is dying on me now I'll run away to the meadows And I'll crawl and beg on my knees "I want to hear her sing again, I don't want to be alone. I can't do this on my own." I know I can't be your hero But god knows what else I can do Can you feel my heart beat My own life force hates me Because I'm alive Most of the time I wait to die So please smile for me now You're way to pretty to wear such a frown And everybody is dying on me now I don't know how many of you I'm going to lose But one was more than enough Can you feel us love? I'd wish I'd have saved you And if I couldn't I'd have died with you Because I'm sick of people....... ... I'll always understand you I would have done the same I almost did, I could be in the earth with you Right now, I'm going insane! Smile for me now Because god I can't handle a frown And everyone is dying on me now So please smile for me now You're way to pretty to wear such a frown And everybody is dying on me now Don't die on me now Please Forgive me! Just, don't die on me now - Smile, don't frown. Dedicated to Emily Peachtree !999-2014

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Dec 29 2013, 10:35 PM

I'm crazy for the most adorable guy ever <3 He proposed, he fucking proposed!!!!! Eeeehehehehehe and of course I said yes, I don't care how young I am!!! He's the only one I believe when he says he loves me, I only believe such words when they leave his lips, only his! <3 I was about to kill myself when he asked me what I'd do if he asked me out and due to him being so shy I ended up asking him out <3 He's a life saver and I love him so much

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Nov 05 2013, 02:45 AM

One down, only one left <3

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Oct 29 2013, 12:11 AM

Sick of hearing "I love you, Maddy." I'd rather people just say they hated me instead of fucking me over! <3

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Sep 29 2013, 06:10 AM

Is there anyway to erase memories? I want to loose the memory of my whole childhood.

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