Jul 05 2025, 07:55 PM

an art i did recently, i dont use colored pencils often so it was fun!!

Jun 14 2025, 08:15 AM

where does the Devotion and Passion go after you've loved and loved and loved? why do i feel so empty inside?

(because its 3am and i am drinking monster thats why)

Jun 03 2025, 09:07 PM

hihi :3v its been awhile T_T_T ive been lurking but i haven't had the motivation 2 post, actually- i haven't had the motivation to do anything... depression is a b*tch lol but im back (back again~) im done moping around in my irl so now i can focus on what's rlly important! online validation☆! (jk lol but u get it) nice to see u all again ^^

Apr 10 2025, 05:37 PM

this just in! local nerd gets worked up over NOTHING....!

AAAAAGGH!!¡ im starting to think that manhua/manhwa fans just hate women. these people have to be legitimate misogynists istg. its always "no bitches, no harems, no romance!!!" "no annoying sl*ts" "hopefully no LI" AND ITS GETTING ON MY NERVES!!!

and- thats not to say that the girls in manhua are perfect~ or flawless~  or that i haven't hated them, or even that i don't dread the appearance of FLs or love interests...! i get it!! they can be so badly written that its FUCKINF EGREGIOUS!!!
these chicks can be so 2d that they are actually 1d- screw it 0d!!!! its traumatic!!! the bratty tsundere that with no prompting whatsoever is all head over heels for the MC... the damsel in distress (sometimes a slave.. normally elf/beastkin) that is now indebted to the MC and will do aNyThInG~ to pay him back...

(^ this trope exists to show how JuSt and RiGhTeUs ML is... gross...)

All of these tropes SUCK!

BUT! these people.... even if the girl is well written, with dreams, goals, & aspirations outside of the ML & flaws that are intentionally written... THESE PEOPLE ARE STILL NOT HAPPY!!! D:< constantly complaining.... "dropping this because annoying FL 🙄" "i used to like this until [insert color here] haired bitch showed up😒"

DIIIIIIEEE KYSSSSS (not actually)

MY BELOVED CHRISTA DID NOTHING WRONG!!!!!! (pretend i didn't say this)

and i like romance sub plots!!!!!  my favorite happens to be either rivals 2 lovers or arranged marriage, i know that it sucks irl but thats why its fun in fiction! especially when its done right~ and even more when MC objects to it... but then normally one of these things happen

entitled cunt turned groupie [or] desprate damsel turned independent lady ♡

neither of them wanted to marry ML but the second person was going to sacrifice their happiness and learn to love a stranger for the good of their family and people... so cool and responsible ♡ but after some self-sacrifice and character development she becomes even cooler by learning that she can be useful outside of the home or marriage!! uwaa! (i gave her cool sword+armor!!)

but yeah rant essentially over idk why i get so upset over this lol OBVIOUSLY this happens because most of the manhua i read are  Shōunen Gary Stu Male Fantasy-esque BS (i like them) so the people who read it (and write it) aren't normally great at Women™  and get the Girls = Bad brain disease or cant imagine a girl character existing outside of her relationship with her male counterpart (whether thats for better or worse) :/

so, uh, yeah im done. lol thnx 4 reading ig

Mar 26 2025, 04:33 AM

Mar 24 2025, 12:43 PM

whyyyy, whyyyyyyyyyyy are concerts so god damn EXPENSIVE ouoough.... aheem heem....sob.... *pitiful pain noises*..... why did i have to be a shut in with no steady flow of iNComE.... i should just die... im never going to see Death Cab 4 Cutie, My Chem, and THURSDAY in concert Live....why does god haaate me.... *pathetic boy sounds* i need to go to this conceeeert. wahhh... but i neeeeed money... the black parade 2025.... (im going to get a job.)

Mar 24 2025, 02:03 AM

forbidden love is the only kind worth fighting for because with every touch.. and every knowing look... its like you're saying "I'll burn for you" .... "I'll burn for you"

Mar 18 2025, 11:59 AM

Mar 05 2025, 03:42 AM

im gonna kms. trump is doing a speech rn & my mom is clapping and cheering about diminishing trans rights in favor of "parents rights".... if your kid trusts a teacher more than they trust you to know about their gender then obviously you are the problem. not the teacher. i just narrowly avoided a screaming match with her..... i hate being here.

Mar 05 2025, 12:19 AM

tomorrow starts lent.....