teenage dreams in a teenage circus. runnin around like a clown on purpose. Who gives a damn bout the family u come from. no givin up when ur young and u want some We Are Golden, by MIKA
Ghost Spectre
19 / Nonbinary / PA, United States
Bisexual / Broken Hearted
Member since:
Sep 04, 2024
Last online:
Aug 14, 2025
Current rating: 8.3/10 (12 votes cast)
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About Me
he/it | catboy! meow :3 | fudanshi | rock music enjoyer | compsci major (manifesting) | Type: dark hair and glasses | omnisexual | cancer ♋️ | my Tumblr :3|
Favourite Music
right now my favorite song is Remember to Feel Real by Armor for Sleep☆, my favorite band is Get Scared, & my favorites playlist is here <3
Favourite Films / TV / Books
i love horror, and musicals, i read a lot of books too, rn im doing some political reading... im also reading Desolation by Stephen King! my favorite movie right now is Blacula (and, subsequently, Scream Blacula Scream). my favorite show atm is Supernatural. and i am forever a Creepypasta kid (and proud!!!). i also rlly like Sonic the Hedgehog☆(comics especially)
Education / Occupation
NEET atm but im job hunting rn i swear... (╥_╥)
Who I'd Like To Meet
Friends! i dont rlly have any... its the depression and social anxiety...... if u message me and i don't mssg back im sorry.. im happy you tried but i probably had an irl panic attack, lol....
hihi :3v its been awhile T_T_T ive been lurking but i haven't had the motivation 2 post, actually- i haven't had the motivation to do anything... depression is a b*tch lol but im back (back again~) im done moping around in my irl so now i can focus on what's rlly important! online validation☆! (jk lol but u get it) nice to see u all again ^^
this just in! local nerd gets worked up over NOTHING....!
AAAAAGGH!!¡ im starting to think that manhua/manhwa fans just hate women. these people have to be legitimate misogynists istg. its always "no bitches, no harems, no romance!!!" "no annoying sl*ts" "hopefully no LI" ANDITS GETTING ON MY NERVES!!!
and- thats not to say that the girls in manhua are perfect~ or flawless~ or that i haven't hated them, or even that i don't dread the appearance of FLs or love interests...! i get it!! they can be so badly written that its FUCKINF EGREGIOUS!!! these chicks can be so 2d that they are actually 1d- screw it 0d!!!! its traumatic!!! the bratty tsundere that with no prompting whatsoever is all head over heels for the MC... the damsel in distress (sometimes a slave.. normally elf/beastkin) that is now indebted to the MC and will do aNyThInG~ to pay him back... (^ this trope exists to show how JuSt and RiGhTeUs ML is... gross...)
All of these tropes SUCK!
BUT! these people.... even if the girl is well written, with dreams, goals, & aspirations outside of the ML & flaws that are intentionally written... THESE PEOPLE ARE STILL NOT HAPPY!!! D:< constantly complaining.... "dropping this because annoying FL 🙄" "i used to like this until [insert color here] haired bitch showed up😒"
DIIIIIIEEE KYSSSSS (not actually)
MY BELOVED CHRISTA DID NOTHING WRONG!!!!!! (pretend i didn't say this)
and i like romance sub plots!!!!! my favorite happens to be either rivals 2 lovers or arranged marriage, i know that it sucks irl but thats why its fun in fiction! especially when its done right~ and even more when MC objects to it... but then normally one of these things happen
entitled cunt turned groupie [or] desprate damsel turned independent lady ♡ neither of them wanted to marry ML but the second person was going to sacrifice their happiness and learn to love a stranger for the good of their family and people... so cool and responsible ♡ but after some self-sacrifice and character development she becomes even cooler by learning that she can be useful outside of the home or marriage!! uwaa! (i gave her cool sword+armor!!)
but yeah rant essentially over idk why i get so upset over this lol OBVIOUSLY this happens because most of the manhua i read are Shōunen Gary Stu Male Fantasy-esque BS (i like them) so the people who read it (and write it) aren't normally great at Women™ and get the Girls = Bad brain disease or cant imagine a girl character existing outside of her relationship with her male counterpart (whether thats for better or worse) :/
whyyyy, whyyyyyyyyyyy are concerts so god damn EXPENSIVE ouoough.... aheem heem....sob.... *pitiful pain noises*..... why did i have to be a shut in with no steady flow of iNComE.... i should just die... im never going to see Death Cab 4 Cutie, My Chem, and THURSDAY in concert Live....why does god haaate me.... *pathetic boy sounds* i need to go to this conceeeert. wahhh... but i neeeeed money... the black parade 2025.... (im going to get a job.)
forbidden love is the only kind worth fighting for because with every touch.. and every knowing look... its like you're saying "I'll burn for you" .... "I'll burn for you"
people always criticize the way that I do things but never try to do it themselves, be the change that you want to see in the world or stop talking shit.
im gonna kms. trump is doing a speech rn & my mom is clapping and cheering about diminishing trans rights in favor of "parents rights".... if your kid trusts a teacher more than they trust you to know about their gender then obviously you are the problem. not the teacher. i just narrowly avoided a screaming match with her..... i hate being here.