Nov 30 2025, 02:38 PM

i just found the coolest screamo band EVER. (1 monthly listener yeah i cant get their cds.)

Nov 22 2025, 09:09 AM

trapped in my head while the world moves on

calling into emptiness

you left the second i opened up

honestly, i think i’m gonna quit

if you think i’m alright

then try and think again

all i am forced to do

is live in my shame

your thinkings wrong, so make it right

your personality’s all fight

you’re distant yet you’re so close

what happened to the old you...

you said you’d never change

but you became the thing you hate

now every word you throw at me

sounds just like fate

take what you want, there’s nothing left

you fed on my faith, you took my breath

i gave you light, you gave me regret

parasite prayer—am i dead yet?

i carved my hope into your name

but it bled out all the same

you said pain was just a phase

but mine still hasn’t gone away

i still dream of the night we fell apart

you looked divine, i lost my heart

you said “don’t cry, you’ll be fine”

then left before the final line

i’m not your fix, i’m not your cure

i’m not your faith to endure

every sin you sold me was pure

now i’m rotting, still unsure

take what you want, there’s nothing left

you fed on my faith, you took my breath

i gave you light, you gave me regret

parasite prayer—am i dead yet?

is it a song or a poem or both, wrote it like 5 months ago

Nov 21 2025, 03:49 PM

hey people

i got 4 missed homeworks :((

ngl im barely living at the moment and now teachers are interrogating me left right and centre because they saw a few scars on my wrist. its ridiculous.

my crush complimented my music today, so thats a start i guess. i think im staring too much...

the weathers beautiful at the moment, its raining almost everyday now :)

does anyone here like aprils love affair?

i need someone to fangirl with :D

Nov 13 2025, 04:34 PM

"killing myself on my ig live" :D

TELL ME SOMEONE GETS THE REF

so tired of life.

Nov 08 2025, 06:43 AM

ugh the fight for music.

my mum just blocked mcr from my spotify im dead guys.

the more i try to be myself the more she calls me demonic and satanic. my music taste is demonic (its not). my style is unoriginal and demonic. my existence is demonic.

she even placed me in an all girls school imagine preffering girls at the moment anyways.

this woman sent me to a kids church club thinking its gonna reset my personality