And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter I'm A Fake, by The Used
cant get on chat now cause of this mother fucking no internet.
so
soon im probley gunna be laying on floor panicing cause no internet.
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i like the internet :c
Comment if you want a beautiful letter in you're messages. :) i want to be nice and make someone happy for once. please?? i will do all who comment? because there is no like button.
tbh. i honestly don't care how beautiful or pretty i look in other peoples eyes.
i just want to be at least pretty in my eyes. pretty enough to go out and chill with friends.
pretty enough to were shorts.
pretty enough to look like what i want to look like.
yeah people are going to judge me all my life. but i just want to be pretty to myself. looking in the mirror everyday. hearing the same old voices. your ugly.
Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Everyday there's nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
But it starts again
It'll never end
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now my mind is screaming out
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again
It doesn't end
I'm Scared To Get Close And
I Hate Being Alone
I Long for That Feeling To Not Feel At All
The Higher I get, The Lower I'll Sink.
I can't Drown My Demons
They Know How To Swim.
Well I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
i wish that i was never to wake up i mean really. abuse after abuse from people.
should go do somthing useful like go cut your wrists?
your a fucking whore
your ugly as fuck go fuck your self.
your an ugly mutt.
Whore! I WONDER HOW U GOT A BOYFRIEND.
SLUT!
go on. keep abusing me. its fine. just stand there and take it. it will be over soon. i hope.
im not meaning to brag i just need somthing to write on i guess.
im fucking over my weight.
im over the way i look.
im over my life
its like the demons are eating me alive everysecond, every mintute, every hour and every day.
they wont stop until im dead.
i thought about commiting. but i just cant. i dont know whats stopping me. I CAN NOT TAKE IT ANYMORE.
i cut. but today it didnt work im fucking over life. im pissed because whatever i fucking wear makes my legs loook fat. i wish i was fucking skinny or anerexic. i dont give a fuck if i was skiny i dont want fat legs. Im Over my depression but im also glad i have it. i dont know :'( im over it. I just want my mom! I want to die. i think most girls would be luckey if i where fucking dead. its would suit them all well. :'(
