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xXsilent_suicideXx

Dont take life to seriously' you wont get out of it alive.

Name: Matthew
Age: 29
Gender: Male
Orientation: Straight
Status: Single
Location: manchester, United Kingdom
Member Since: Nov 09, 2010
Last Login: Oct 05, 2017

About Me

Thought i would give this a bit of an update so here goes
First of all if youre actually bothering too read this well done youre not like the other 90% of this site who only take people on face value.
Well what can i say im just mee i dont try too be something im not, i dont act differently just too get people too like mee (if youu cant accept mee for who i am youre not worth my time nor effort)
im a very honest and down too earth person who speaks there mind (if youu dont like it thats not my problem) i am also a kind and caring person too people who deserve it.
I listen too most type's of music from heavy metal too classical, i dont dress too fit in with a certain genre of
music either i wear clothes that i feel comfortable in mainly black jeans and band or tribal hoodies.
I take a very dim view on people who lie/cheat/deceive/use other's for personal gain/hurt others i think all of
these people should be thrown into a freshly erupting volcano.
In my spare time i do write songs and poems and do the odd bit of drawing now and then 
I also own and ride a motorcycle (nsr 125rr) two stroke ripper which is called MJ (Mary Jane) there's nothing more i enjoy then getting on her and going for a blast out somewhere.
My favourite colour is purple its just awesome (next too black and red)
I am also a misanthropist (if youu dont know what that is look it up).

NOW READ THIS NEXT BIT VERY VERY CAREFULLY....
I am dyslexic so will often make a complete and utter mess of my spelling (unless i use a dictionary or have turned auto correct and spell checker on)
I also suffer with manic depression (extremely badly at times) but i do take medication too try and keep this in check but sometimes i will be really bummed out at times (if this bothers youu then see that cross at the top right of the screen click it).
I also am a self harmer (since the age of 11) so befor youu start stereotyping mee youu have absolutely no idea what i have been threw or what i am going threw so take your bulls**t hypocrisy else where (as youu are confusing mee with someone who gives a flying f**k about what youu think).

So if youu have read all that and would still like a chat drop by and say hello who knows what it may lead too, we may become the very best of friends or i may think youre a complete tool who needs shooting with a crossbow youu wont know until youu try :).

Favourite Music

Bullet For My Valentine.. Old Paramore.. Slipknot..  Metallica.. Five Finger Death Punch.. Old Linken Park.. Pearl Jam.. Breaking Benjamin.. Trivium..

Favourite Films & TV

Kung Fu Hustle..Ghost in the shell..Finding nemo..Death note..Scuzz tv..Corpse bride..Marley&me

Favourite Books

i dont tend too read that often
but i read fast bikes every month if that counts

Education / Occupation

priestnall high 02-07
Stockport college (health and social care level 2) graduated with diploma

Who I'd Like To Meet

Matt tuck.. Amy Lee.. Corey Taylor.. Ivan moody.. James May.. Cal Crutchlow 

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Poisonedbyou	Mar 17 2014, 05:03 AM No prob and yeah I'm great , you?
Lostsoul17	Sep 05 2013, 05:43 AM Hey no prob. And i'm okay(for now), thanx for asking:-)
Mutchiie	Apr 29 2012, 05:35 AM Sorry for the late reply! And nothing much, just playing WoW and LoL mainly.. Yourself? xx
Mutchiie	Apr 20 2012, 03:05 AM Yeah i'm okay, how are you ? (: xx
notagirlygirl	Apr 18 2012, 01:20 AM cool, no bother :) xx
notagirlygirl	Mar 30 2012, 02:11 AM im fine thanks :), you? xx
bfmvforever1	Feb 25 2012, 08:47 AM thanks :)
xXeMoRaCeRXx	Aug 02 2011, 12:52 PM Still coming to the emo meet? :)
xSUICIDEBLOODx	Apr 02 2011, 04:39 AM hai ..i am quite good xx
xSUICIDEBLOODx	Mar 26 2011, 10:18 AM hai ^___^ hows u today? :P xx
xSUICIDEBLOODx	Mar 25 2011, 07:45 PM ok bullet is quite nice :) aww.. thanks :] that was a really nice thing of u to say :) yeah we'll talk soon :) the same and sweet dreams and nity nite :) xx
xSUICIDEBLOODx	Mar 25 2011, 07:09 PM ur welcome :) i always try to be nice to people that r nice to me :) i think everyone loves hugs :) lol ok tokio hotel made me emo <3 :] xx
xSUICIDEBLOODx	Mar 25 2011, 06:54 PM thanks :] *gives a big friendly hugs* u can't get enough hugs lol :) oh ok not that long i have been emo/goth since 2007 :) xx
xSUICIDEBLOODx	Mar 25 2011, 06:47 PM thanks for the hugs :) *hugs back* well i hope so too :) so how long have u been emo? :) xx
xSUICIDEBLOODx	Mar 25 2011, 06:34 PM i have yeah panic disorder sometimes lol well because of the problems i have with money and so on and maybe some other physical reason i am checking with a doc what it may would be i have quite intense stomach pains often that i don't know the reson too :O xx
xSUICIDEBLOODx	Mar 25 2011, 06:23 PM oh why r u depressed? if i may ask so :) i am a lil tired xD r forced to take sleeping pills at the moment because of difficulities to sleep O_o xx
xSUICIDEBLOODx	Mar 25 2011, 06:10 PM well i like weird and creepy people :] but not in a killing or perverted way people lol! :) yeah it does so hows u today? :) xx
xSUICIDEBLOODx	Mar 25 2011, 05:54 PM ok yeah i have been a member on netlog before lol but i deleted my account there way to many random people that wrote to me there got annoyed by it lol xD thanks :] inkling is that the same as guessing? xD never heard of that kind of word before sounds funny ^__^ xx
xSUICIDEBLOODx	Mar 25 2011, 05:39 PM ok which other social network then :)? well i came across it on google one day a few years ago when i searched for emo communities :) awww.. thanks that's so sweet of u too say :] ok yeah i love purple too :) but my fav color as u surely can guess is black :D xx
xSUICIDEBLOODx	Mar 25 2011, 05:19 PM ur welcome :) so i hope that u will love this site as much as everybody else here does.. :D so how did u come across this site? :) awww..thanks :] i think many likes my profile pic because of the love of soemo and some because of my dress that i am wearing lol :) xx
xSUICIDEBLOODx	Mar 25 2011, 05:01 PM thanks for the add :) anyway nice presentation :) x
Bec	Mar 20 2011, 11:12 PM ok
Lunar_Elipse	Mar 16 2011, 12:21 AM yeah
Lunar_Elipse	Mar 16 2011, 12:15 AM i just want him to get better :(
Lunar_Elipse	Mar 16 2011, 12:03 AM they thinkit's a distonc reaction form some medication but it's causing seizure and break down of muscle tissue thats polluting his blood
Lunar_Elipse	Mar 15 2011, 11:58 PM yeah he;s on his fifth day there
Lunar_Elipse	Mar 15 2011, 11:51 PM my friends in the hospital
Lunar_Elipse	Mar 15 2011, 11:47 PM i'm alright i guess just waiting you?
Lunar_Elipse	Mar 15 2011, 11:44 PM yeah man
Bec	Mar 15 2011, 10:50 PM thats ok im alrite wbu

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