xXsilent_suicideXx
Dont take life to seriously' you wont get out of it alive.
Name: Matthew
Age: 29
Gender: Male
Orientation: Straight
Status: Single
Location: manchester, United Kingdom
Member Since: Nov 09, 2010
Last Login: Oct 05, 2017
About Me
Thought i would give this a bit of an update so here goes
First of all if youre actually bothering too read this well done youre not like the other 90% of this site who only take people on face value.
Well what can i say im just mee i dont try too be something im not, i dont act differently just too get people too like mee (if youu cant accept mee for who i am youre not worth my time nor effort)
im a very honest and down too earth person who speaks there mind (if youu dont like it thats not my problem) i am also a kind and caring person too people who deserve it.
I listen too most type's of music from heavy metal too classical, i dont dress too fit in with a certain genre of
music either i wear clothes that i feel comfortable in mainly black jeans and band or tribal hoodies.
I take a very dim view on people who lie/cheat/deceive/use other's for personal gain/hurt others i think all of
these people should be thrown into a freshly erupting volcano.
In my spare time i do write songs and poems and do the odd bit of drawing now and then
I also own and ride a motorcycle (nsr 125rr) two stroke ripper which is called MJ (Mary Jane) there's nothing more i enjoy then getting on her and going for a blast out somewhere.
My favourite colour is purple its just awesome (next too black and red)
I am also a misanthropist (if youu dont know what that is look it up).
NOW READ THIS NEXT BIT VERY VERY CAREFULLY....
I am dyslexic so will often make a complete and utter mess of my spelling (unless i use a dictionary or have turned auto correct and spell checker on)
I also suffer with manic depression (extremely badly at times) but i do take medication too try and keep this in check but sometimes i will be really bummed out at times (if this bothers youu then see that cross at the top right of the screen click it).
I also am a self harmer (since the age of 11) so befor youu start stereotyping mee youu have absolutely no idea what i have been threw or what i am going threw so take your bulls**t hypocrisy else where (as youu are confusing mee with someone who gives a flying f**k about what youu think).
So if youu have read all that and would still like a chat drop by and say hello who knows what it may lead too, we may become the very best of friends or i may think youre a complete tool who needs shooting with a crossbow youu wont know until youu try :).
for all the things iv done
iv made a few mistakes
but im not the only one
is there anybody out there?
is there anyone who cares?
is there anybody listening
will they hear my final prayers?
Favourite Music
Bullet For My Valentine.. Old Paramore.. Slipknot.. Metallica.. Five Finger Death Punch.. Old Linken Park.. Pearl Jam.. Breaking Benjamin.. Trivium..
Favourite Films & TV
Kung Fu Hustle..Ghost in the shell..Finding nemo..Death note..Scuzz tv..Corpse bride..Marley&me
Favourite Books
i dont tend too read that often
but i read fast bikes every month if that counts
Education / Occupation
priestnall high 02-07
Stockport college (health and social care level 2) graduated with diploma
Who I'd Like To Meet
Matt tuck.. Amy Lee.. Corey Taylor.. Ivan moody.. James May.. Cal Crutchlow
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Poisonedbyou
No prob and yeah I'm great , you?
Lostsoul17
Hey no prob. And i'm okay(for now), thanx for asking:-)
Mutchiie
Sorry for the late reply!
And nothing much, just playing WoW and LoL mainly..
Yourself? xx
Mutchiie
Yeah i'm okay, how are you ? (:
xx
notagirlygirl
cool, no bother :) xx
notagirlygirl
im fine thanks :), you? xx
bfmvforever1
thanks :)
xXeMoRaCeRXx
Still coming to the emo meet? :)
xSUICIDEBLOODx
hai ..i am quite good xx
xSUICIDEBLOODx
hai ^___^ hows u today? :P xx
xSUICIDEBLOODx
ok bullet is quite nice :) aww.. thanks :] that was a really nice thing of u to say :) yeah we'll talk soon :) the same and sweet dreams and nity nite :) xx
xSUICIDEBLOODx
ur welcome :) i always try to be nice to people that r nice to me :) i think everyone loves hugs :) lol ok tokio hotel made me emo <3 :] xx
xSUICIDEBLOODx
thanks :] *gives a big friendly hugs* u can't get enough hugs lol :) oh ok not that long i have been emo/goth since 2007 :) xx
xSUICIDEBLOODx
thanks for the hugs :) *hugs back* well i hope so too :) so how long have u been emo? :) xx
xSUICIDEBLOODx
i have yeah panic disorder sometimes lol well because of the problems i have with money and so on and maybe some other physical reason i am checking with a doc what it may would be i have quite intense stomach pains often that i don't know the reson too :O xx
xSUICIDEBLOODx
oh why r u depressed? if i may ask so :) i am a lil tired xD r forced to take sleeping pills at the moment because of difficulities to sleep O_o xx
xSUICIDEBLOODx
well i like weird and creepy people :] but not in a killing or perverted way people lol! :) yeah it does so hows u today? :) xx
xSUICIDEBLOODx
ok yeah i have been a member on netlog before lol but i deleted my account there way to many random people that wrote to me there got annoyed by it lol xD thanks :] inkling is that the same as guessing? xD never heard of that kind of word before sounds funny ^__^ xx
xSUICIDEBLOODx
ok which other social network then :)? well i came across it on google one day a few years ago when i searched for emo communities :) awww.. thanks that's so sweet of u too say :] ok yeah i love purple too :) but my fav color as u surely can guess is black :D xx
xSUICIDEBLOODx
ur welcome :) so i hope that u will love this site as much as everybody else here does.. :D so how did u come across this site? :) awww..thanks :] i think many likes my profile pic because of the love of soemo and some because of my dress that i am wearing lol :) xx
xSUICIDEBLOODx
thanks for the add :) anyway nice presentation :) x
Bec
ok
Lunar_Elipse
yeah
Lunar_Elipse
i just want him to get better :(
Lunar_Elipse
they thinkit's a distonc reaction form some medication but it's causing seizure and break down of muscle tissue thats polluting his blood
Lunar_Elipse
yeah he;s on his fifth day there
Lunar_Elipse
my friends in the hospital
Lunar_Elipse
i'm alright i guess just waiting
you?
Lunar_Elipse
yeah man
Bec
thats ok im alrite wbu
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