The people who have crippled you
You want to see them burn
The gates of life have closed on you
And now there's just no return
You're wishing that the hands of doom
Could take your mind away Sabbath Bloody Sabbath, by Black Sabbath
okay...
i asked to hang out
you said you had to go to your grandmas.
but then youre hanging out with him?
whatever. i see how it is. ever since he came in youre always with him
im second anyways.
so i promised my bestfriend i wouldnt cut anymore.
this will be the hardest thing ive ever done.
you cant just stop cutting.
but im going to try, because i live for her. <3
i'm ready to give up....
ive limited what im eating. by alot.
but hey im now at 110 pounds. i want to be 100 poounds. i would be so freaking happy if that happened. im happy to be at 110!
i still have my stomach fat tho and im not quite at a thigh gap yet...but hopefully itll happen one day soon...
ive been fat my whole life and im tired of it
i realized when i became a vegetarian and lost 20 pounds because of it\\
since then things have never been the same.
this letter i was given today was meant for my ex-boyfriend bobby, but his bestfriend tanner gave it to me (tanner loves me). the note reads:
how are you gonna talk about the girls that i date when you dont even have one in the first place. you dated tanneth who dyed her hair with a mix of blue and red. she looks like a monster that would be under my bed. then she got blonde hair extensions, she then looked like a demon from the dark demension/ you need to pay attention to my raps before you say its a notalent activity. if you knewa bout raps you would know it takes creativity. im done dissin you i have enough enemies.
seriously. that pisses me off. if u have shit to say about me then say it to my face. dont write about it in a note to make my ex boyfriend mad, he thought i was beautiful. your words wont change that. i know ur trying to piss off bobby (my ex) but all you did was piss me off. dont deny you wrote that when i know you did -.- and my name is TANNITH not TANNETH so before you act all tough make sure u know how to spell.
seriously? why does my life piss people off.
does me being alive piss you off?? seriously.
sorry i piss you off so damn much.
dont get mad at me because of my life problems
dont get mad at me because i wont tell you someone elses secret
how would you like if i told your secret to someone?
exactly.
so stop getting mad at me damn.
im seriously so done.
none of my friends are even real.
im fat ugly and useless.
if i cant be happy with who i am, why should i even live?
i want to dissapear!!!
i have no one . i need someone.
sooooo i'm debating on weather i should eat or not...
i just want to be skinny.
my stomachs growling. thats no lie.
but should i eat? or should i not.
i actually lost 8 pounds over the last two weeks but i dont even know how. 123-115
well , i did cut down on what i eat so maybe thats it.
i wish i could just be happy with who i am.
if i was skinnier i would be.
i also wish i wasnt depressed.
i'm not sure if being skinny would solve that problem.