I'm planted in this skin, (constricting and pulling me)
This dirty filthy skin(rancid and stinging me)
I burn behind the walls,(that have become my world)
The bearer of a gift, fuck your gift!!
TRUTH DOES NOT EXIST, but the lies do... Per(Version) of A Truth, by Mudvayne
i see no point in it. why ask something you already knw the answer to? i mean i want to be proven wrong but i just don't see that happening. Maybe if i give you hints then maybe you'll figure it out with out me having to ask. Well all i can do iz try.... *sighs* i care about you a lot....i love you more than i ever have....i threaten to leave but i could never do that. i want you to be mine again <---(obvious hint) -.- but i guess it doesn't matter...oh well whatever
Blood on the ceiling
Blood on the floor
I'm still not satisfied
I want more
Hit your head
Stab your side
I have no conscious
I have already died.
You have to die
You don't deserve to live.
What you've done
Is something I could never forgive.
There's blood everywhere
Its on my face. Still not satisfied
I must pick up the pace. Hack your arms
Dig out your eyes
This is for every tear you made me cry
There's not enough blood
Must open you up more
My heart is begging for all this gore.
Finally its done
My task is complete.
Blood is in the air
And it smells so sweet.
As I leave you dead
Lying on the floor
I keep thinking about your blood
And how I wanted more.
I saw something last night that made me cry
A beautiful angel fell from the sky
Torn from someone she loved so much
She looked so fragile, I dared not touch
Her tears fell like a gentle rain
Trying to wash away her pain
I watched the glow around her die
With every tear came from her eye
I asked her why are you this way?
She softly whispered and turned to say
My wings are broken, it hurts to fly
It hurts so much, I dare not try
Breached from someone she knew so well
Forsaken to this earthly hell
Knew that here she could not stay
Slowly got up and walked away
It made me wonder as she got on her feet
How many fallen now walk our streets?
Just how many have fell from above?
How many angels are killed by love?
There's a difference in the way you smile,
behind those eyes, you now hide.
Over and Over I've tried to help you,
but you keep everything locked up inside.
Should I leave you in hopes you'll change?
Hell, even now I know things won't be the same
Why must you always make things so damn complicated.
It's only when I think of you that I become this frustrated.
Words have merely become spaces between us,
and you refuse to take responsability for all that you've done
I don't think you see how much you're killing me.
I'm trying to hold on, but at the same time I bleed.
I promised again that I would never leave you,
but after all the pain, it's harder to pull through.
Can't you see that I am on your side?
There's no point in all of these empty fights.
When I first saw you I wanted you to be mine,
but maybe it would have been better to leave you behind.
I've stuck around through every high and low,
but the lows have drowned the highs leaving me with no place to go.
You never even tell me how you feel,
so how the hell am I supposed to make this real?
No matter what I do you're moods always change,
and you act as if it'd kill you to have a little faith.
So many countless times you've made me cry,
and the ground has caved in between you and I.
It's all in your hands and yet you're throwing it away.
I'd rather you just at least stay the same.
What happened to that boy that I love?
Was this all just a chance for fate to see me cut?
I can only help you if you let me,
but time after time you choose to be so angry.
You've built up the walls too high for me to climb,
and still you act as if everything will be alright.
I can't even speak your name, cauz it causes too much pain.
I just wish you wouldn't be so vain.
I hope you'll understand that it's better this way.
We both now that it'd kill me to stay.
I realize now I can't bring you back to life.
I must fix myself now by telling you goodbye.
I`m thinking about what you said
And it makes me wish that I were dead
You only loved me when you were mine
But I`ll love you till the end of time
If you fall for someone else
It will make my life a living hell
My love for you will never die
Even if you aren't mine
And when you fall for me again
I`ll be hanging from a rope loving you while I`m dead.