Oct 24 2012, 02:24 PM

I know that i should be happy atm .. because of my metal sis Agnes being over here in sweden with me.. but.. i cant be happy after the break up with my recent bf.... :'( why do i ALWAYS falls for the wrong guys ..? My life sucks... 3 I will prolly cry myself too sleep... I SO need to move away from Sweden in the future...to Germany or the Uk .. <3 because i have too many bad memories still haunting me from living here in Sweden 3 I will really try not too cut myself..again tonite...but i cant promise anyone that i won't do it again.. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxlove u all xxxxxxxxxxxx <3

Oct 23 2012, 02:36 PM

MY Uk Sissy Agnes is finally here with me D: < yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay ;D i really needed her atm :D seriously we cant stop talking tooo each other and we have so much stuff in common too ;D i <3 her soo much and i really needed to have someone to talk about , about my recent break up with yet anotehr asshole bf D:< I dont like people who uses me for my money and that takes advantage of me because i am really generous and nice .___. My ex bf was real pissed of at me for dumping him but yeah whatevs D:< i think that i will go older guys from now on, because most of them r more mature >_> xxxxxxxxxxxxlove u all xxxxxxxxx <3

Oct 23 2012, 12:31 AM

Flesh And Bone by The Killers <3 (I love this soooong soo much :p anyway it soo seems like that Brandon Flowers is the only singer atm that can really calm me down now when i am going through a really rough time in life :/ 3 ) I've gone through life, White-knuckled in the moments that left me behind Refusing to heed the yield, I penetrate the force fields in the blind They say I'll adjust God knows I must But I'm not sure how This natural selection picked me out to be A dark horse running in a fantasy Flesh and bone- Am I running out of time? Flesh and bone- Somewhere outside that finish line I square up and break through the chains And I head like a raging bull Anointed by the blood, I take the reins Cut from the cloth, the flag that Bears the name of "Battleborn" They call me the contender Listen for the bell My face flashing crimson from the fires of hell What are you afraid of? And what are you made of? Flesh and bone- Am I running out of time? Flesh and bone- And what are you made of? Flesh and bone- Man I'm turning on a dime Flesh and bone- This could decay Like the valley below Defenses are down The stakes are high..

Oct 22 2012, 11:43 PM

Oct 18 2012, 01:14 AM

Hearts in the air- Eric saade feat. J-son ( fuck yeeeeeeeeh D:< i am sooon gonna fucking prove too the world and too my family and relatives that they can be proud of me and my achievements :') i am who i am and noone can FUCKING change that :pppppp <3 ) So put your hearts in the air Put your hearts in the Put your hearts in the air Put your hearts in the Put your hearts in the air Put your hearts in the Put your hearts in the air Please excuse me if I sound rude Not a typical 9 to 5 dude I put my pants on one leg at the time But they have chains, leather and diamond lines I start my weekend up on Monday I rip a show in town on Tuesday I feel a twitch without my melodies I got no switch to stop my fantasies So put your hearts in the air You gotta love being you Do it like I do Hearts in the air Do-do-do-don't be a fool Do it like I do Why should I care what they say Just want them out of my way 'Cause I'm the king of my own life So put your hearts in the air You gotta love being you Do it like I do Please excuse me if I scared you Just take a minute to prepare, dude I'm gonna play dress-up and do coloured hair Gonna sing my lungs out till I pop some ears You keep telling me to gruow up Get a job and stop the kid stuff Well I hate to disappoint you then 'Cause I have walked the stage since times began So put your hearts in the air You gotta love being you Do it like I do Hearts in the air Do-do-do-don't be a fool Do it like I do Why should I care what they say Just want them out of my way 'Cause I'm the king of my own life So put your hearts in the air You gotta love being you Do it like I do Why should I care what they say Just want them out of my way 'Cause I'm the king of my own life I'll be warm when they're cold I'll be young when they're old I'm gonna be wrong but so damn right So listen up So live your life, live your life Be what you wanna be It's coming from inside I hear it pumping to the beat So I keep the seats jumpin' 'Cause I heat-seek spend out like heat Like every other week, week Won't you come and take a sneak preview Into the spot right where my rap life continues Doing what I wanna do, now Living the dreams when the glass came down So everytime they want a piece of me I give them what I do best A piece of my sound So put your hearts in the air You gotta love being you Do it like I do Hearts in the air (Put your hearts in the air) Do-do-do-don't be a fool Do it like I do (Let's go) Why should I care what they say Just want them out of my way 'Cause I'm the king of my own life (Own life) So put your hearts in the air (Put 'em up, put 'em up) You gotta love being you Do it like I do So put your hearts in the air Put your hearts in the Put your hearts in the air Put your hearts in the Put your hearts in the air Put your hearts in the Put your hearts in the air

Sep 27 2012, 04:39 AM

soo im off soonish for lunch ( chinese ) mmm :p and the for manicure, pedicure, a new haircut like this : :D tooo dyeing my hair in that color too :D <3 OMG and then some shopping *-* <3 xxxxx

Sep 27 2012, 03:31 AM

Hero by Charlotte Perelli <3 (this song makes me stronger as a person :p) Everything has a beginning Everything comes to an end Take it or leave it You'd better believe it Be my lover, be my friend Try to deny what you're feeling and you know that your heart will say no Love will last longer Growing stronger and stronger If you stay and don't let go Oh-oh Out of the light Like a star, like a hero Love will survive Oh-oh Taking a fight is the life of a hero Staying alive This is a story of love and compassion Only heroes can tell Oh-oh Out of the light Like a star, like a hero Love will survive Heaven and earth keep colliding But we love on a world of its own Oh, there you can't fake it Just make it or break it Only you can find the one Oh-oh Out of the light Like a star, like a hero Love will survive Oh-oh Taking a fight is the life of a hero Staying alive This is a story of love and compassion Only heroes can tell Oh-oh Out of the light Like a star, like a hero Love will survive Ooh-ooh.. survive Heroes can live on their own But heroes never die alone Oh-oh Out of the light Like a star, like a hero Love will survive Oh-oh Taking a fight is the life of a hero Staying alive This is a story of love and compassion Only heroes can tell Oh-oh Out of the light Like a star, like a hero Love will survive

Sep 26 2012, 07:13 AM

This day has been booooring soo far .___. mhm the weather isss unusually hot here in Spain atm Dx.... bleergh xD i miss being in Gothenburg :L 3 and yeah well its not that fun being down here and have zero company with people my own age u.u" Well its hard when soo many guys hits on me atm :L i have a bf that i <3 more than anything else.. so GUYS GTFO of me :p and yeah any fucking girl who flirts with my bf either on here or wherever and etc.. JUST PISS OFF! He loves me and noone else >_> sharing is caring but not when it comes too guys ... ! I do know that me and my bf havent been able to meet up yet because we r both busy with stuff :/ but we will meet before the end of this year at least :) Its hard to wait thou >.< but i have waited all my life for a guy like my Cullen :p sooo i can wait even more .. :3 Nothing can break the special the connection that we have btw us :3 <3 I <3 soo much , Cullen now and forever <3 xxxxxxxxxxxx

Sep 23 2012, 11:57 PM

Hear You Me by Jimmy eat world ( This song always makes me cry :'( because it reminds me of my dead Grandfather Helge Anderssen (1924-2008) R.I.P 3 <3 i <3 u soo much <3333 ) There's no one in town I know You gave us some place to go I never said thank you for that I thought I might get one more chance What would you think of me now? So lucky, so strong, so proud I never said thank you for that Now I'll never have a chance May Angels lead you in Hear you meet my friends On sleepless roads, the sleepless go May Angels lead you in So what would you think of me now? So lucky, so strong, so proud I never said thank you for that Now I'll never have a chance May Angels lead you in { From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/j/jimmy-eat-world-lyrics/hear-you-me-lyrics.html } Hear you meet my friends On sleepless roads the sleepless go May Angels lead you in May Angels lead you in May Angels lead you in May Angels lead you in May Angels lead you in And if you were with me tonight I'd sing to you just one more time A song for a heart so big God wouldn't let it live May Angels lead you in Hear you meet my friend On sleepless roads the sleepless go May Angels lead you in May Angels lead you in Hear you meet my friends On sleepless roads the sleepless go May Angels lead you in On sleepless roads the sleepless go May Angels lead you in

Sep 23 2012, 01:25 PM

Runaways by The KIllers ( this song makes me soo happyface and its prolly my fav song atm c: <3) Blonde hair blowin' in the summer wind A blue-eyed girl playing in the sand I'd been on a trail for a little while But that was the night that she broke down and held my hand The teenage rush, she said, 'maybe I'll just runaway, we got time' Well that ain't much... We can't wait 'til tomorrow You gotta know that this is real, baby why you wanna fight it? It's the one thing you can choose, oh! We got engaged on a Friday night I swore on the head of our unborn child that I could take care of the three of us But I got the tendency to slip when the nights get wild. It's in my blood She says she might just runaway somewhere else, some place good We can't wait 'til tomorrow You gotta know that this is real, baby why you wanna fight it? It's the one thing you can choose Let's take a chance baby we can't lose Mean we're all just runaways I knew that when I met you, I'm not gonna let you runaway I knew that when I held you, I wasn't lettin' go We used to look at the stars and confess our dreams Hold each other to the morning light We used to laugh, now we only fight Baby are you lonesome now? At night I come home after they go to sleep Like a stumbling ghost, I haunt these halls There's a picture of us on our wedding day I recognize the girl but I can't settle in these walls We can't wait 'til tomorrow No we're caught up in the appeal, baby why you wanna hide it? It's the last thing on my mind (Why you wanna hide it?) I turn the engine over and my body just comes alive and we all just runaway I knew that when I met you, I'm not gonna let you runaway I knew that when I held you, I wasn't lettin go, no no no! (No no no!) (And we're all just runaways) Yeah runaway (And we're all just runaways) Yeah