hm i wonder if someone reads my journal antries? o.o NOT MANY comments lately aha .. i must too awesome for people then with my ace writing skills >.>
anyways today was ok .. doctors appointment and dont ask why because thats private >-> ! and hm then doing laundry like a good girl...
i have sooooo many headaches lately :/ ANNOYING must be because of the weather .. too damn hot too much these days .... u.u im a warm blooded person= irritated easily when it hot xD just my dad aha i am a female version of him in some ways :D
Sometimes then i feel that i aint that emo when it comes to style no wonder i got so low rating ahha i must be not that good looking then >.<
But swedish people likes the natural look :) and i am very concious about my skin hehe c: i ahve like 20+ skin care products c: anyway too much make up gives u pimples XD
I like having mascara everyday because it makes my beautiful eyes better thats the thing i get most compliments for :D
Hm ... soo many guys r PA THE TIC and some girls too :p I AM NOT AFTER SEX just because i dress sexy >->
anyways love all of u on here <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx <3
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yesterday was kind of epic especially all the epic "fights" BTW kate and Matt :o and other stuff later during last nite, i will smile for a long time because of yesterdays happenings <3
Hm today has been ok just boring and my tummy hurts >.< and I would love to go out later today but that will prolly not happen I suppose ._. I am used to being alone and enjoy it.most of the time ..but not today... I hope that I will not. Cry more today at least >.<
That's so much that u wanna tell people ..but u don't feel its the right time to say it yet which sucks ._.3
Hm I will prolly stay in tonite I guess unfortunally :'(
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Today has been really good and really enjoyed the company of a guy named paul :) such a damn funny guy haha, no wonder he is an actor :o anyways not my type of guy xD but good as future friend despite his rude comments about me xD tut tut .. Hm gotta love red rioja wine Mmmmmm... tomorrow will be sooooooo fun also :P xxxxxxx love u all xxxxxxx <3
Well my trip to the west midlands yesterday was a bit tiresome Haha :P and that twat of a taxi driver didn't understand much of where in worcester I would wanna go... he can go Fuck himself >.< I missed the last check in time for the Ye olde talbot hotel last :P so was forced to spend one night at the local travellodge hotel :) my double room on Ye olde talbot hotel is Woooo amazingly beautiful ;) not the best location thou near the street :$ I can't wait for Friday and the weekend !! Xxxxxxxxx love u alll Xxxxxxxxx
wooo xD long time noo seeee O.o i had like 108 notifications when i logged in xDDD ..almost all of them were journal thou >.< ...and i am really happy to know that sooooooo many of u on the site missed me :') .. my life has been and still is hard for me atm :/ ...so thats why i havent been online for a while ...Anyway i am going to the UK on monday and will be there a whoooooole weeeeeek ..yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay :'D (16-23 of july)
I have been looking forward to going there now for a long time because of certain people :p
i havent smiled at all in a long time but a message on here that i got with one of my favorite songs in it.. really made me smile :]...so thanks too the person who sent it :') u always know how to make me smile <3
My hotel in the UK will cost me a small fortune xD hehe :p but i have saved soo much money now and i am soo proud of myself for doing that :') ...
I am normally quite a shopaholic xDDDD ..which drives people around me crazy sometimes O.o ...but gotta love that feeling when u buy a new pair of high heels ;)
Soooo everyone around the west midlands watch out for the crazy swedish girl next week hahha :P
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hm today has been a really good day <3
And i do hope that i will get a new bf before the end of this year.. :] i am really tired of still being single :L
I do have a lot of people after me thou :) lol its just too sort of the people who r just after sex and people who r after a real relationship >.<
The guy who will get me will be really lucky in many ways :3
anyway i will always be finding cuddling and romance a bit more important than sex in a relationship anyway :] but thats just me being old fashioned when it comes to love and stuff :)
And i get to know finally who one of my haters on here .. what her 2 usernames on here r :P !
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FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when it comes to love :/ i am so giving up on love now and so manyyyy guys thinks that it is nice to play with my feelings >.
Hm.. and i am not to be treated as a FUCKING sex object because of how i dress and because of my personality >:/
Anyway i am having a hard time still trusting guys because of MY FUCKING asshole ex bf that abused me at times ....>.<
i know that i am not pretty and that i am really fat....
sometimes then i wish romance was like in the 19 th century in some ways <3
NOW ITS almost all about sex.... .____.
well i will never be a whore and don't act like that too get guys and well girls like acts like that will just get guys to fuck them and then leave them anyway......
I AM NOT GONNA FUCKING DO ANYTHING WITH A GUY regarding sexual stuff unless the guy is interested in me and nooone else :'(
I am tired of getting my heart broken and too be going to sleep crying every night .... =/ 3
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hm what to write about :p...... eh i finally bought that healthy coconut water every celeb drinks to be healthy xD tastes well.. "good" xD they didnt have any aloe vera water left at the store where i was at .___. 3 and i cba to go all the way to 7 eleven to buy a bottle of that xD lol
soo much family drama :/ shits gonna go down soo for me as alwyas hehe ! i am pretty sure that my granny will throw me out again u.u" like she did last summer :L .. i will always fight for stuff that i want >.< ( like my own apartment and etc..)
online drama muchie too >.< so many haters on here and no point in asking anyone to rate me a 10 to bring up my rating .__. 3 soo i have stopped caring about the rating on here its JUST fucking stupid >_> makes people like me feel like i aint perfect enough as i am xD which i am not o.o
hm i already know that i will never be that beautiful.. all the guys and girls that bullied me some years ago told me that >.< and i can never really get that out of my head ....3 .... but i am at least fortunate to have a big and caring heart hehe <3 and thats why i am soo loveable to many people <3 i always feel that i need to help everyone :3 <3
anyway i am sooooo tired from all the cleaning that i have done these last 3 days soooo i will prolly go to bed kind off soon :') <3
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most fucked up day ever eh.. no more energy drinks for me after today aha ...punching urself in the face by accident because of stress anger and energy drinks shows if anything that u should back off from drinking them for a while xD
my granny come home today ..was mad at me for being messy :L
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hehehehe i am still really fucked up atm :s
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