I'm so tired of the rain falling softly on the ground. Just enough to get my feet wet but not enough to let me drown. I've been laying in my bed. Wishing I had never woken. Begging God to rid of every word you've ever spoken Drown, by Front Porch Step
meeh .... i am always hurting people.. :'( i am just useless but not that many people really cares about me despite me always being the there for them ........ 3
;_____; and i cant stop cutting atm either >.< and that is really annoying .___.
FML! noone will ever love a fucked up person like me ... 3
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx love u all xxxxxxxx <3
This day has been good so far except for some idiots on the soemo chat calling me filthy slut and such .__.
anyway i am forced to rest for some days now haha xD my feet r hurting and my ankles were bleeding before >.< because of me using high heeled shoes to muuch ... but they r sooo pretty thou *-* so i can't resist them :]
xxxxxxxxxxxxx love u all :3 (not that there are many people who reads my journal thou =P ) hehe !
This day has been a really good one =]
one of my little sisters turned 10 today :3 yayaayya
gotta love dancing with my family hahhaha xDDDDDDD
anyway LMAO at all my dad's fucking sexual jokes and asking if i like someone atm :L thats annoying lol
to end this journal entry hehe someone s txts really made me smile big today =] , and i dont smile often because my smile is soo ugly D=
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx love u all :3
what to say :/ just that my aunt's husband gotta be healthy and etc soon .__. she said to one of my other aunts that they operated a pacemaker into his body yesterday after a few hours and that his brain and etc responded to it <3 :'(
I am such an emotional person >.< but the aunt's husband (that aunt is named Kari almost like my name Karin haah xD Kari is a Norweigan form of my name kinda) she hasnt been married to her husband for even half a year yet :/ .... anyway i remember her and his weddding last year :3 hehe mainly because of it being the first wedding i even attended thou :p and it was sooo funny :] and since her husband is like almost half scottish then he wore a kilt haha xD
anyway O.O my aunt has always been there for me <3 she has been lending me money 2 times when i have been to the UK when i have been in like I NEED money naow fast >.< xD and she understands why i need to go to UK as often as i do :p as she was just like me when she was younger :P and she is really proud of that i do that alone :] (well i am good making other people feel charmed by me anyway :p)
hmmm i love sooo much so that's why i am getting so much love back <3 ^.^ and yeah thanks all here for ur support <3 hehe love u all :D u r all the reason why i smile everyday .. well almost all except for whores , fakes O.O
I will always be on here and fb helping people :O since one of my passions in life is too help people :] <3 and yeah i am gonna try to get into voluteering to help out with homeless people here in Gothenburg(Sweden) where i live in may if there's anything i can do for them.... i am not grossed out by them xD i do talk with homeless people from time to time and buy's a local magazine that they make sometimes :] to see their smile makes me really warm as a person <3
Every person on earth r special :] <3
to end this very long journal thingy ... i lost my bff yesterday when i was shopping with her .__. she just left me for some odd reason TUT TUT xD bitch :O
love u all peace out :P <3 xxxxxx
