Now in darkness, world stops turning
Ashes where the bodies burning
No more war pigs of the power
Hand of God has struck the hour War Pigs, by Black Sabbath
I Like: Music (emo, screamo, metal, anything alternative really and small doses of happy hardcore!), emo fashion, cars (got a Honda Integra Type R DC5 Rawr), pubs, rock clubs, gigs (including small local bands), cinema, chilling outside in pretty places (parks, forests, cliffs, beaches,...), falling in LOVE, chatty interesting people, play fighting, castles, churches, graveyards, Scarborough, Worcester, pizza, pasta, curry, walking, cats, dogs, ghosts, thunderstorms, volcanoes, earthquakes, the coast, taking risks, freedom, sarcasm, Web design, Web development, photography, Facebook, LastFM, YouTube, SoEmo of course :P...
I Dislike: Boring people, immature people, chavs, fakes, liars, jealousy, txt talk, spam, stress, petrol prices, the wind and rain, loneliness, time flying when I don't want it to...
Why eMoRaCeR? Well I like emo music and cars :] Thanks to Helen for suggesting it many years ago!
Oh and please don't ask where I am from or what bands I like. Take the time to read my profile...it's all there.
Finally everyone should buy a jar of Cadbury's instant chocolate, open it and have a good sniff - quite addicted now :-)
Skype, KiK, Snapchat, etc: I don't really have time for any of those so please do not harrass me about them xD
Favourite Music
36 Crazy Fists X Acceptance X ADTR (seen)X AFI X Aiden (seen) X Alexisonfire (seen) X Alesana (seen)X Alien Ant Farm (seen) X Alter Bridge X Amen X Anberlin X Another Rising X Armor For Sleep X ATDI X Atreyu (seen) X As I Lay Dying (seen) X A7X (seen) X Biffy (seen) X Blackhole (seen) X The Blackout (seen)X Black Sabbath (seen with Kate) XBlessthefall (seen) X Blink 182 X Brand New X Bring Me The Horizon X Bullet (seen 2x) X Circle Takes The Square X Coheed and Cambria X CoF X Dark Tranquility X Daughtry X Deftones X Dividing The Line (seen) X Drop Dead, Gorgeous (seen)X Escape the Fate (seen)X Evanescence (seen) X Everytime I Die (seen 2x)X FACT (seen) X Fall Out Boy X Feeder (seen) X FinchX Flood of Red (seen) X FATA X From First To Last X FFAF (seen 2x) XGlamour Of The Kill (seen) X Green Day X Hawthorne Heights (seen) X Hell is For Heroes X HORSE the band (seen) X In Flames (seen 2x) X InMe (seen) X Iron Maiden (seen) X The Killers X Killswitch (seen) X Korn (seen)X Lamb of God (seen) X Limb Bizkit (seen) X Linkin Park (seen) X Lost Prophets X Machine Head (seen) X Mastodom (seen) X Metallica (seen) X Millencolin X Million Dead X MUCC (seen) X Muse (seen) X MCR X NightwishX NIN (seen) X Opeth X Placebo X PTW X RAGE X Rammstein (seen) X Rise Against (seen) X Sense Field X Senses Fail X Shadows Fall X Silverstein (seen 3x) X SiKthX Skindred (seen) X SlipknotX Soil (seen) X SR-71 X ASL (wanna see live) X Still Remains (seen) X Story Of The Year (seen) X SOAD X TBS (seen) X Tenacious D X Thrice (seen) X Thursday (seen) X Tool X Trivium (seen) X The Used (seen 2x)X Twin Atlantic (seen) X Underoath (seen) X WASP (a bit - Fred :))X We Are The Ocean (seen)X Within Temptation X Yesterdays' Rising, etc blah
(also seen Gallows, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, B Movie Heroes, Bayside, Spitalfield, The Vincent Black Shadow, Sum41, Engerica, Lucida Console, Ghost of a Thousand, more supports, etc..)
TV: Not much these days... Shameless, Family Guy, American Dad, Simpsons, Top Gear, Neighbours, Green Wing, Beavis & Butthead, The Young Ones, Bottom, Peep Show, Skins...
Education / Occupation
Web developer
Who I'd Like To Meet
People I get on well with obviously! Emo's obviously including all you lot!! :]
I'd love to chat with everyone on here, but sadly I hardly have any free time so don't be offended if I don't talk to you or take a while to get back to you especially if you just say hi :]..
Ok so stuff happened at the weekend. I was hesitant in going all the way but don't think I regret it. We were just going with the flow and in a way it was inevitable and well it takes 2 to tango. I'd really love to know their full side of the story though and what they were on about in messaging the other day. I have a feeling it's down to whether or not I like them more a friend..
Either way they are an amazing friend and I want to keep it that way :)
We are still talking and all seems fine so I look forward to seeing them again and curious how things will pan out on that meet. Not fussed if it's a repeat of what happened last time or not. If it is a repeat I won't hold back haha..
Ok now I'm finally home and can chill out tonight I have time to over think badly...
I'm not exactly unhappy or depressed, but I'm incredibly unstable and finding it very difficult to cope with everything - people, feelings, life in general.
I guess this is a mini cry for help, so if anyone can truly try understand and help please do :)
Also I know this may come as a surprise to some people who think I'm always doing fine and have my feet firmly on the ground..
Writing this was difficult for me and probably won't do any good but yea..
I like people with depth,
I like people with emotion,
I like people with a strong mind, an interesting mind, a twisted mind, and also someone that can make me smile :)
Ok so it's Halloween. Gonna make this my last time to get epically drunk before tackling a number of issues in my life right now. Time to move forward not back!
