Nov 01 2026, 09:55 PM

i've made peace with the friend at last, the war is overwe just discussed what happened, apologised to each other (she for all the words and she explained that there's been a lot going on in her life in that time and I just caught strays lol and I for spreading the "awareness" of our drama) and i think are okay again now

Oct 20 2026, 08:25 PM

fuuuccccccckkkkking hell mateee why is klayton's music so bloody good

Sep 01 2026, 09:05 PM

i am fucked. I didnt get into third grade, I am currently expelled from my school and have to reapply, but the principal told me she doubts I will do shit this year too, my grandparents' health declined slightly because of the "bright news" of me staying in 2nd grade, I want to cry but I cant even do that, just a few fucking teardrops and watery eyes and thats it. Fuck you tears and mental breakdown resistance, wont come out when I need to let it all out and relax

Jul 15 2026, 11:46 PM

you aint gonna fucking believe it. I told you guys about the chick that broke up our friendship, but.. She isn't taking it as well as I am. A shared friend sent me some posts of hers and shared some info with me about how she constantly talks about me being a douche, wanting to kill me (legit there was a post where she said that she'd slit my throat), that she hopes I'll never find a girfriend of my dreams, how I do not deserve what I have and that I "didn't suffer enough" (I'm a broke ass bum while she's getting 100 zł once a week btw) and at the same time how she bloody misses me??? that was a while ago and while I was reading this shit I was shaking bro this is not fucking normalP.S. that's also not really new as it is similar to what was going on when we first stopped talking, she also constantly wailed about how fucked up I am and that I should die and all that bullshit and how she MISSED ME oh my days

Jun 16 2026, 12:32 PM

the outsider

Jun 16 2026, 06:30 AM

May 13 2026, 07:01 PM

from the less significant news, another rant about the fine arts. Holy fuck what is wrong with cinematography nowadays? Tomorrow my class (bc I am NOT coming to this shit) is going to the cinema for some fuckass movie named "secret agent". What riveting plot may it be? Maybe it's- No. It's plain and flavorless. Literally, this INNOVATIVE trope in fiction where some bloke lives as a double agent. NO WAAAAY, WOWWW!!! SO UNEXPECTED AND NOT REGURGITATED 5000 TIMES!!! SO ORIGINAL!!! bloody pisses me off. There is NOTHING good about recent films, fuck them. Thanks for the attention, ladies and gents

May 13 2026, 06:45 PM

I rarely post something in this journal, but... Yah.

So there was this friend of mine (she took many pics that are listed on this page and she's in two of them, the blonde girl), we chatted.. Uh.. Sometimes it went a little weird, mostly the first, what, 6 months? Because she was really into me. Didn't really reciprocate her feelings, so it went even worse sometimes.

After some time, she finally let it go, though not fully, but at least something. And the last few weeks she talked about how weird she feels about our friendship. So, we broke it. On one hand, much more weight off my soul, but on the other, she was pretty fun to be around(mostly).

Even though she won't see this, goodbye

Mar 19 2026, 06:24 AM

oh boy

Mar 06 2026, 07:15 AM

dude I fucking hate people "oh let people live their lives" yet when you dare express your opinion and hate someone (which is your life to live btw) they don't want it and say you're horrible kill yourself etc etc, then you dare say about a person that is not a cis or straight or happens to not be white, then you're homophobic, transphobic and racist all of a sudden. Can people finally learn to fucking understand that hating on queer people because they've done horrible things and are generally bloody insufferable and hating on queer people because they're queer is not the fucking same no seriously can we just do that??? oh and also the mighty "its kinda miserable to hate on kids" ah yeeeeeesssss I love when minors get the immunity from hate just because they're fucking minors, then maybe don't hate on me because of my opinions??? im 16, you know!!! fuckass bloody miserable people who are chronically online and dont do shit but being unemployed and hate on others while defending the ones who are like them of that same hate because "that's not the same", grow up you fucking morons. Sorry for my flaming ass, had to cool it down