Jul 15 2026, 11:46 PM

you aint gonna fucking believe it. I told you guys about the chick that broke up our friendship, but.. She isn't taking it as well as I am. A shared friend sent me some posts of hers and shared some info with me about how she constantly talks about me being a douche, wanting to kill me (legit there was a post where she said that she'd slit my throat), that she hopes I'll never find a girfriend of my dreams, how I do not deserve what I have and that I "didn't suffer enough" (I'm a broke ass bum while she's getting 100 zł once a week btw) and at the same time how she bloody misses me??? that was a while ago and while I was reading this shit I was shaking bro this is not fucking normalP.S. that's also not really new as it is similar to what was going on when we first stopped talking, she also constantly wailed about how fucked up I am and that I should die and all that bullshit and how she MISSED ME oh my days

Jun 16 2026, 12:32 PM

the outsider

Jun 16 2026, 06:30 AM

May 13 2026, 07:01 PM

from the less significant news, another rant about the fine arts. Holy fuck what is wrong with cinematography nowadays? Tomorrow my class (bc I am NOT coming to this shit) is going to the cinema for some fuckass movie named "secret agent". What riveting plot may it be? Maybe it's- No. It's plain and flavorless. Literally, this INNOVATIVE trope in fiction where some bloke lives as a double agent. NO WAAAAY, WOWWW!!! SO UNEXPECTED AND NOT REGURGITATED 5000 TIMES!!! SO ORIGINAL!!! bloody pisses me off. There is NOTHING good about recent films, fuck them. Thanks for the attention, ladies and gents

May 13 2026, 06:45 PM

I rarely post something in this journal, but... Yah.

So there was this friend of mine (she took many pics that are listed on this page and she's in two of them, the blonde girl), we chatted.. Uh.. Sometimes it went a little weird, mostly the first, what, 6 months? Because she was really into me. Didn't really reciprocate her feelings, so it went even worse sometimes.

After some time, she finally let it go, though not fully, but at least something. And the last few weeks she talked about how weird she feels about our friendship. So, we broke it. On one hand, much more weight off my soul, but on the other, she was pretty fun to be around(mostly).

Even though she won't see this, goodbye

Mar 19 2026, 06:24 AM

oh boy

Mar 06 2026, 07:15 AM

dude I fucking hate people "oh let people live their lives" yet when you dare express your opinion and hate someone (which is your life to live btw) they don't want it and say you're horrible kill yourself etc etc, then you dare say about a person that is not a cis or straight or happens to not be white, then you're homophobic, transphobic and racist all of a sudden. Can people finally learn to fucking understand that hating on queer people because they've done horrible things and are generally bloody insufferable and hating on queer people because they're queer is not the fucking same no seriously can we just do that??? oh and also the mighty "its kinda miserable to hate on kids" ah yeeeeeesssss I love when minors get the immunity from hate just because they're fucking minors, then maybe don't hate on me because of my opinions??? im 16, you know!!! fuckass bloody miserable people who are chronically online and dont do shit but being unemployed and hate on others while defending the ones who are like them of that same hate because "that's not the same", grow up you fucking morons. Sorry for my flaming ass, had to cool it down

Mar 02 2026, 10:05 AM

actually, Im gonna rant. Yesterday I've had a great walk with a friend of mine, it was fun as he's an amazing and funny lad, but today.. As I said, I'm feeling quite down. I'm worried, for some reason. I've noticed that mostly only people that annoy me message me. All the time. I message the ones who intetest me, but they don't respond as they dont have time, yet I respond whenever I can and despite all that I do. I am starting to get bored by even my favourite games, which I understand why happens. I think Im gonna stick to night walks for now. The nature and the architecture truly are beautiful. Returning to the messages, about people who interest me, I send them lots of memes, trying to strike a spark to strike a conversation. There's a pretty girl in my school that I wanna get acquaintanced better with, but she's constantly busy, so I spam her, which, I know, may be annoying, and she put an end to it today just asking to leave her alone, which I, once again, understand, and yet, damn, that stings and hurts, kinda. I dont know. school makes it worse Sometimes I wish everybody left me alone. thanks for listening whoever reads that. I feel like an uninteresting, pathetic sneeze of a weirdo.

Mar 02 2026, 09:52 AM

feeling a little sad, and so your life is ruined are saving me, what a great band

Feb 26 2026, 03:40 PM

speaking to people is sometimes so bloody difficult, like, bro, you folks are all awesome, but there are SOME people who you tell ONE THING wrong even if its a joke (literally have a friend whom I told fuck you (not seriously and not after we were arguing horribly)) and almost the whole day went fucking ass ┻⁠┻⁠︵⁠ヽ⁠(⁠`⁠Д⁠´⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠︵⁠┻⁠┻ like bro I understand hearing go fuck yourself is not all shits and giggles but you've told me things that are much bloody worse WTF